The shadows under the street lamps are swaying, the people riding in the car are sad, the moon in the sky is beautiful, but Zheng Yi has no intention of appreciating it, staring at the shadows under his feet. There is only a thin line between joy and sorrow, if, just if, someone else asks Zheng Yi to do such a thing, what will Zheng Yi do? Zheng Yi asked himself. Perhaps, I won't go to the appointment at all, and even if I do, I will turn around and leave when I hear such a request. In fact, such thinking is useless, because no one dares to treat Zheng Yi like this except Wang Hua.

Zheng Yi believes that he witnessed the selfishness and selflessness of love that night, Wang Hua used Zheng Yi's love to do things that made Zheng Yi sad, which is undoubtedly selfish, because she ruthlessly trampled on the dignity of a man, and she is still a man who loves herself deeply, this kind of selfishness is not too harmful, because it is only Zheng Yi who hurts alone. Zheng Yi should be glad that Wang Hua didn't give himself a good face, or used more subterfuge means, such as coquettishness, such as crying to coax himself to do it, although that would make Zheng Yi feel better. But that kind of good feeling will be even more unacceptable after doing things and returning to the original state. At the same time, Zheng Yi witnessed the selflessness of love, Wang Hua's love for her boyfriend is selfless dedication, I believe that as long as it is for his good, Wang Hua is willing to do anything, although Zheng Yi is the only one who is hurt in the whole thing, but Wang Hua is obviously ready to accept any punishment. Zheng Yi didn't think about punishment, for a person engraved in his heart, Zheng Yi couldn't be ruthless to do anything to hurt her, and he didn't even want to resent it.

So was Zheng Yi selfish or selfless when he gave up Wang Hua's feelings? Zheng Yi was thinking more about this question. Thinking that your beloved will not be hurt and leaving her, is this kind of behavior a love for the other person, or to make your heart feel better? Zheng Yi debated with himself endlessly, without a conclusion. But judging from the results, at that time, my actions hurt two people, which is not right, if you only hurt yourself, then you can really say that you are selfless! Zheng Yi regretted it after investigating this problem. What are you missing? There is no hesitation in the pursuit of true love, and the courage and decisiveness to bear all the consequences. No, you can't do that, you have to try again.

Zheng Yi, who arrived home at 2 o'clock in the morning, set the alarm clock for three hours later, although he was physically and mentally exhausted today, he had to try again, otherwise, this matter would become a demon in his life. Zheng Yi, who got up at 5 o'clock, flew to the place where he was separated from Wang Hua last night, looking at the gate where Wang Hua left yesterday, he didn't want to blink his eyes, for fear that Wang Hua would fly away like a bird if he blinked. After waiting for an hour, Zheng Yi finally saw Wang Hua, when Wang Hua saw Zheng Yi, he was a little surprised, a little hesitant, and a little surprised, these Zheng Yi saw that these emotions did not represent anything, but at least his appearance did not become a bad thing.

The two walked side by side, chatting without a word, most of the time asking about last night, whether they didn't sleep well last night, I want to thank you and so on. The road to the school is not far, less than two kilometers, and when they are about to reach the entrance of the school street, the two of them have just finished greetings. Suddenly, Wang Hua stopped the car: "You go in first!" "What about you?" "I'll wait a little longer" Zheng Yi is not stupid, there are more classmates on this street, Wang Hua is drawing a line with himself, and he doesn't want her to spread rumors with herself. Zheng Yi frowned, "Don't you know what I want about you?" "The results have already been seen after the temptation of the behavior, and if Wang Hua is interested in continuing the relationship, she should be happy to go to school with her and have breakfast with her. But Wang Hua told himself through his actions that this road was not working. Then Zheng Yi has only one choice, go straight to the point and express his mind directly. "I know what you want for me." Wang Hua's answer was very cold and ambiguous, perhaps because of what Zheng Yi did for her last night and the hard waiting this morning, so that Wang Hua couldn't bear to answer too directly. Zheng Yi sighed, it's okay, if it's a positive answer, even if it's a negative answer, it will make Zheng Yi feel hopeful, but the answer is so vague, this is a woman, if she likes it, she will say it, and if she doesn't like it, she will say it, because at least she has thought about it. Once the words are vague, either they want to continue to hang you and play you, or you don't leave a trace in her heart at all.

Zheng Yi walked away, and the attempt came to fruition, and he could be regarded as having an explanation for himself. He didn't resent Wang Hua, not just because he really had her in his heart, but because he understood that he didn't give him false hope, which was the most merciful choice for a woman. Accept the reality, I will always be a passerby in Wang Hua's heart, although I didn't live long, I have been in her heart, and loving someone is my own business, Zheng Yi told himself.

After buying the school's big meat bun, Zheng Yi saw Zang Si's back and remembered that he didn't pick her up today, although he didn't send it yesterday because he was on leave, but he didn't pick it up today, and he didn't say hello in advance. Zheng Yi could have trotted two steps to coax, but he was too tired, he had just lost his love forever, and he had no intention of coaxing another woman, and Zang Si's performance was also very strange, seeing Zheng Yi, he didn't mention the matter of picking it up early, but his attitude was a little tepid, as if he was estranged a lot in an instant, could it be that Zang Si knew about last night's incident? After all, there are no secrets in this school, and at least dozens of people saw the date between the two at the gate of the vegetable market last night, alas! Zheng Yi lamented the speed of the gossip, but he did not regret it, even if Zheng Yi was given another chance now, Zheng Yi would do the same thing last night and this morning. Because no matter how embarrassing it is, after all, the matter is related to Wang Hua.

When the recess exercise was disbanded, a boy in the senior class grabbed it casually and actually found Zheng Yi, maybe not casually, throughout the whole grade, whether in love or in the football team, Zheng Yi is the most famous in the entire grade. The man pointed to Zang Si's back and asked with a smile, "What is that woman's name?" "Well, sure enough, the disaster is not a one-way street, obviously the senior boy has taken a fancy to Zang Si's appearance and is ready to attack Zang Si. Zheng Yi, who had just been hit by Wang Hua, had no place to fire at this time, anger rose from his heart, and evil was born to the side of his guts. "Her name is Zang Si, and she is my girlfriend, what's wrong? Want to snatch it from me?! When the man heard what Zheng Yi said, he was taken aback, but he was surprised by such a coincidence. Seeing Zheng Yi's vicious attitude, the man only laughed twice, didn't say a word, and turned to leave.

Although this seems to be just a small episode, Zheng Yi knows that disaster is coming.