Chapter 17: The Returning Lovers (5)
The drama between lovers is sometimes called love, and sometimes it is called romance. This statement is too harsh, but the truth is that if a man does it all according to his own likes and dislikes when facing a woman, it is obvious that the relationship will not last long, how to distinguish these things, if a man does something other than his heart, does not get a response, curses secretly, or simply complains when talking to others, then he is playing on the spot. How can you tell if a man is genuine? Then let him keep playing with you, just like the words in the novel, the truth lies in whether you can stick to it, this is a common test method among women, "It's good when you chase me, and if you fall in love, you become another person" This feeling is very meaningless, because people who are admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University, why bother to review high school textbooks.
The reason why Zheng Yi wants to recuperate is because he has discovered an ironclad fact, he is tactful with other people, clever in his means, and has insight into people's hearts, and that is because the person he is facing is not the one he really loves in his heart. Once you face the person you really love, you just want to give your sincerity, so you don't behave well with Wang Hua and Zhong Chan, this kind of badness, Zheng Yi will not feel guilty, because what he pays is sincere. Of course, Zheng Yi is willing to do more to move the two of them, but moving and heartwarming are two completely different words in Zheng Yi's view of love. A good relationship must be attracted to each other, appreciated by each other, respected by each other, and responded to everything by each other.
Therefore, Zhong Chan never contacted Zheng Yi again, and Zheng Yi didn't want to contact him, he understood that Zhong Chan was not ready, Zhong Chan didn't know what he wanted, and if he continued, it would delay each other, and it would also make the affection between the two slowly fade away, and in the end it became boring. However, for Cao Yunjuan, Zheng Yi confirmed that he wanted to be serious, so he was not ready, so it was better to wait. As a result, Zheng Yi's attitude towards Cao Yunjuan became strange, sometimes he was very enthusiastic, and sometimes he deliberately avoided it, which was called hot and cold in the eyes of others, but Zheng Yi knew that this was a deep collision of sensibility and reason, and when sensibility prevailed, Zheng Yi would be eager to be ambiguous and intimate with Cao Yunjuan, which was a true reaction in his heart, but when reason prevailed, Zheng Yi knew that he was not ready, and he couldn't let his casualness squander the affection and future of the two.
There is more time in Zheng Yi's hands, because he doesn't have to study hard, he doesn't have to be a good child, he goes to class in a daze every day, or sleeps, and plays football after class, so the junior high school life is also very good. This is not self-defeating, because Zheng Yi is still top-notch in his favorite subjects, which is not difficult. He just lost his direction, what can he do if he studies hard? What about getting a good grade? In such a garbage school, the first in the whole grade can't get into the top 100 of other people's schools. Good grades are no longer showing off their capital, at least not in this school, and even more so for Zheng Yi, "teenagers don't know what it's like to be sorrowful" nonsense, and no one can understand the sorrows of teenagers. At least Zheng Yi's sorrow no one understands, and no one wants to understand, his parents' perception of learning is to occasionally ask "Have you finished your homework?" when you go home?" "Well, it's done!" In fact, I didn't even bring back my school bag. In the early morning of the second day, find someone to borrow the homework and copy it, or simply ask someone else to help you do it, or simply not hand it in. It's easy, no one is going to be reluctant for a job. Most teachers' requirements for Zheng Yi are, you sleep with yours, don't disturb others, and please don't snore. Zheng Yi firmly believes that he doesn't snore, because he has never been woken up by the teacher because of snoring, and some people are different, snoring let the teacher stuff a few pieces of chalk into his mouth, maybe it was a chicken leg in his dream, and subconsciously chewed "Bah, bah, bah, bah!" "When I spit it out, I still have gongs and drums
This kind of life is boring, and this kind of life is boring. But it's not bad for Zheng Yi, who has too many distractions, but no matter how hard he tries his best and thinks hard, he still can't find a way out of his soul, yes, for a young man who is already happy and wise, there is nothing more important to him than the love of men and women. Yang Xiaohui seems to have found her own home, and she is not a student from another school who has been entangled in the front, so she fell in love in this class. What's newer is Jurassic, oh! No, a friend's wife can't be played, because it is Zheng Yi's sworn friend who is in love with Qi Shiji, called Zheng Liang, according to the old tradition, Zheng Liang is Zheng Yi's nephew, but they have always been called brothers. I don't know when Qi Shiji and Zheng Liang hooked up together. It's a human comedy. However, the most bizarre thing happened.
It was an art class, the art teacher had some artistic temperament, and always liked to do some inexplicable things for Zheng Yi to do, such as painting a painting that made everyone quiet, or asking everyone to throw some paint on the paper, throw it casually, and then hand it in as a painting, Zheng Yi has no artistic cells, just like many of his colleagues, and in the end it is all black, like something left behind after digging out the sewer. Anyway, that day, the art teacher didn't know if he had something else to do, or if it was another ingenuity, so he asked Zheng Yi and them to go to the playground to sketch. I'm sorry, you all know that sketching is important for art, but let this group of people who can't even draw a whole apple do it? And still in the school where you have been in school for more than two years? However, a lesson in herding sheep was a very happy thing for everyone, so they went to the playground to bask in the sun.
The sun was very comfortable that day, and he was lazy on his body, Zheng Yi sat in the flower bed by the playground and secretly smoked a cigarette, swallowing clouds and spitting out the fog like a soul out of his body, swimming in the sky. In any case, it is indeed a good weather to empty himself, Zheng Yi, who is addicted to smoking, folded his hands and wandered aimlessly in the playground, he thought of Wang Hua, Zhong Chan, and Cao Yunjuan, every thought was cut off by Zheng Yi himself, this is not good, that is not good, it is not okay to look for this, it is not okay to find that, Zheng Yi is stunned in this vicious circle. From the other end of the playground to this end, the cycle repeats itself, as if there is no one around.
Suddenly, a figure appeared next to Zheng Yi, and Zheng Yi didn't notice it, "Hey! A greeting like a phone call came into Zheng Yi's ears, and Zheng Yi was still stunned, and he didn't hear any sound or see anyone. A pair of hands grabbed Zheng Yi's arm forcefully at this time, "What do you want?" Zheng Yi woke up suddenly, and turned his head to look at the owner of the hands.
It turned out to be Zang Si? The classmates who hadn't spoken much for more than two years actually found themselves at this time when they saw someone who turned a blind eye, which made Zheng Yi very confused.