Chapter 81: Emotions and Desires (7)
It always takes courage to face one's own wounds, for Xiang Min and Zheng Hong, Zheng Yi never thought that he would bring them wounds, only he was the one who had the wounds, but judging from what Lao Hu just said, he was more or less harmful, and he also brought harm to two people, at least it was not happy, Zheng Hong was just that, she was originally a person who couldn't control her own life, she should have learned to forbear, learned to give up. But Xiang Min's persistence made Zheng Yi a little surprised, and he actually found the third middle school, and he didn't say goodbye to find it, I don't know if it will poke a hole in her heart. How many people have you left regrets? How many regrets have you left for yourself? Zheng Yi counted every love affair that ended without a problem, what was wrong with him? ! Why is it that every time I look back on my relationship, I get a denial of myself? Where the relationship began, Zheng Yi remembered every time, where it could end and why it ended, but Zheng Yi never wanted to pass.
All right! can only blame everything on the impermanence of life, but what can this ethereal sentence represent, and what can it be summed up? I'm a coward! Zheng Yi shouted this sentence from the bottom of his heart, this sentence made him suddenly stop the pace of the bicycle forward, every time he has a plan, but none of them can go to the end, too many concerns, too hypocritical, is his biggest problem. Isn't it time to do whatever you want at your age? "Flowers can be broken straight and must be broken, don't wait for no flowers and empty branches", the lessons of the ancients are still in the ears. Yes, no one can predict the outcome, and no one can avoid all the bad consequences before the outcome comes.
I have brought regrets to too many people, and I have left too many wounds for myself, and a few days ago I was clamoring to fight back against that old man, but what have I been doing these days? You can't repeat those previous regrets to those three women, absolutely not!
Zheng Yi, who was connected, turned around his bicycle and walked home, he wanted to go back, go back and tear up all the letters he wrote on behalf of cowardice and helplessness. After riding for a few minutes, Zheng Yi suddenly stopped again, perhaps, those letters will continue to be written, perhaps, those letters will have more use. Zheng Yi made up his mind, what he wants to do now is to continue his plan. The first thing I have to do is to give Zhong Liting a showdown, because I already have an absolutely good reason, and I can now hold Zhong Liting's handle, even if I tell myself that I admire her, presumably even if she has a dislike in her heart, she will not make a storm in the city.
returned to the company, Li Na was alone in the store, Zhong Liting seemed to really go to save money, it just so happened that Zheng Yi had ignored Li Na and Zhou Juan too much in the past few days, and she had to appease them.
"Why are you back so early today!" Li Na is still not ordinarily good to Zheng Yi, Zheng Yi has never seen Li Na take the initiative to talk to other salesmen, always play with herself, the salesman came to her with the shipping order, and he also sent the goods out quickly, never too much entanglement.
"Alas! I don't know what's going on these days, something is wrong with my body, I'm very tired, come back early and rest! Zheng Yi deliberately guided Li Na to blame her abnormality in the past few days on her physical discomfort.
"Oh! It's that something is wrong with you these days, and you're not feeling well! Li Na once again showed her difference in Zheng Yi, and carefully inquired about Zheng Yi's lesions.
"I don't know! Maybe there are a few days every month! Zheng Yi came as soon as he opened his mouth with a pun, and he really couldn't make up any decent illness.
"Hahaha! Pull! You're a man, and you have a few days a month!" Li Na instantly understood the meaning of Zheng Yi's words, and danced with a smile.
"Hmmm! Laugh hard, I haven't made you laugh for days, and today, I'll make it up for you all at once! Zheng Yi smiled and said meaningfully.
"Good! I'll have to pay a little more interest! Li Na obviously used Zheng Yi's set very much, and she was happy from her face to her heart.
"Okay, you! If you laugh again, everyone else will call the mental hospital! Seeing Li Na laughing all the time, Zheng Yi felt a sense of accomplishment.
"The mental hospital is here to arrest you!"
"Huh! I'm not going to tell you, I'm thirsty, I'll go to the office and drink some water! Zheng Yi felt that Li Na had almost coaxed, so it was time to go to the second floor to coax Zhou Juan, besides, the store was too dangerous, in case Zhong Liting came back and saw that she was like no one, then the plan in her heart would be delayed.
came to the office on the second floor, as soon as Zheng Yi entered the door, he looked at Zhou Juan, who looked back to see who had entered the door, Zheng Yi didn't speak, and he didn't be polite, and he threw it over, making Zhou Juan grin and blushing. Neither of them spoke, because there was an outsider present at the moment, the accountant.
Zheng Yi poured a glass of water, drank it and sat down on the sofa behind Zhou Juan's desk, like tasting tea, taking a small sip of water, drinking a small sip of water, his mouth was not idle, his feet were not idle, and he kept gently kicking Zhou Juan's chair legs, at first Zhou Juan looked down, and looked back at Zheng Yi, but Zheng Yi raised his eyebrows at Zhou Juan with a dead expression. Zhou Juan bit her lip helplessly, smiled without saying a word, turned her face and concentrated on her own business. Faced with such a response, Zheng Yi knew in his heart that it was what he wanted, but he didn't plan to stop this kind of harassment. Although the kick was very light and didn't make a sound at all, the subtle vibration made Zhou Juan obviously know it, but she didn't look back, and only used her body to freeze her body from time to time to protest Zheng Yi's actions, Zheng Yi saw it in her eyes, and still kicked the chair leg while drinking and laughing, Zhou Juan finally couldn't bear it anymore, and turned her head again, and was about to say something, but Zheng Yi stood up first, "Oh! It's time to get off work, go home! After saying that, I went downstairs and went home directly.
In Zheng Yi's plan, after helping Zhong Liting make that call, he hadn't gone back to the company for dinner at noon for a few days, of course, the fact is that he really couldn't eat, and he didn't want to meet Zhong Liting during the meal, because according to the previous situation, they wanted to talk about family life at noon. I didn't go back to the company for dinner for a few days, and I went back to the company early to get off work today, others won't care about this kind of performance, but Zhong Liting won't, because all this happened after she helped her make that call. If nothing else, when she goes back to the company for dinner at noon tomorrow, Zhong Liting should chat with herself because of her abnormality, in that case, it is the best time for her to confess. Throughout the night, Zheng Yi was repeatedly thinking about what he should say and do tomorrow!