Chapter 22: The Returning Lovers (10)
Zheng Yi thought about the significance of this news, at least he had explained the attitude of the other party, the result of the blatant provocation was the reward of the provocation, Zheng Yi did not ask Zang Si to confirm the news, nor did he want to discuss, the consequences of Wang Hua's incident have been buried in Zang Si's heart, Zheng Yi wants to see how deep it is buried.
Spent the whole day in excitement, Zheng Yi was a little worried, what made him worried was not that he would be beaten by the group, but that the knife might be thrown away by himself in the process of fighting, and he had been looking for a rope all day long, and there was no suitable one. Looking around, I finally found two on my dispensable schoolbag, denim, although it is thinner, but it looks very strong, and it doesn't matter if there are two decorative strips on the schoolbag. Zheng Yi removed the cloth, tied a knot, and turned two into one, and then tried to tie things on his hands over and over again, tying various things, the effect was not ideal, he always felt that the knife could not take root in his hands, and the feeling of not being sure made Zheng Yi very irritable, and he couldn't keep taking out the knife to try, because no matter how he ignored it, he still had to save some face for the teacher.
Time passed quickly, and when it was time for the man to ask Zang Si, everyone was waiting, including Zheng Yi was also waiting, others were waiting to see the excitement, and Zheng Yi was waiting to see the result. Zang Si didn't carry his schoolbag after hitting the class bell, this behavior made Zheng Yi's worries come true, that stupid woman, or a woman who has been disappointed in herself, wants to do something stupid to the extreme, Zheng Yi watched Zang Si leave his seat, he could have walked up to stop it, but he didn't, a woman who has made up her mind to leave, it will definitely be terrible, Zheng Yi has thought about it many times, after today's fight, Zang Si can leave himself, because the fate of the two has ended, but it can only be his attachment to Wang Hua that makes Zang Si leave, And in the eyes of some people, it is his inability to resist the threat of the senior riffraff, as long as Zang Si does not go to the appointment, he will have a reason to fight, but now all the appearances are that Zang Si is about to go to the appointment, Zheng Yi's eyes are on fire, if it is real fire, it can trap Zang Si in the fire, but it is just eyes, and it is Zang Si's invisible eyes. Zang Si walked to the agreed place step by step, and Zheng Yi stood in the corridor in a trance. What happened in the past two days, whether he betrayed Zang Si, or Zang Si betrayed himself, Zheng Yi was interrogating, watching Zang Si's back gradually drift away, Zheng Yi decided to have no distractions, he could only fight for himself, he could have added the maintenance of Zang Si, such a pride is excellent for both his courage and his reputation, but the stupid woman's appointment made her lose everything. Fighting again can only show that Zheng Yi is defending his reputation, a man who has been abandoned by a woman is finally fighting to maintain his dignity, but such a battle is also an extreme pride, called pathos.
The eyes of the people around him looking at Zheng Yi have also changed, from cheering to pitiful, if there is only one emotion left in this world that can be used to communicate, pity is the last thing Zheng Yi wants, pity means that he is weak, pity means that he is powerless, and pity means that he needs sympathy to comfort. But things have developed like this, Zheng Yi is irrefutable, and can only bathe in such a gaze. Zheng Yi shook his head from time to time and smiled wryly from time to time, he couldn't understand why things suddenly turned out like this.
The sun goes down in the west, taking the light away from every corner, Zheng Yi knows that the time of battle is coming, but it's a pity that the evening self-study is originally a class that Zheng Yi likes, no matter what the result of the battle is, he can't go to it, Zheng Yi reached out to the innermost part of the desk to get a knife, but he took it empty. Zheng Yi panicked, pulled out his schoolbag and looked inside, but it was empty. Looking up and looking around, I actually saw a familiar look looking at me, Qi Shiji, a woman who made her lose all her dignity before, although she is now the girlfriend of her best friend, but at such a critical time, leaving herself defenseless looks like a revenge. Zheng Yi walked over and asked directly, "What about the knife?" Qi Shiji's answer can be regarded as simply "no need", Zheng Yi's understanding of this sentence has two meanings, first, the knife was indeed taken by Qi Shiji, and second, Qi Shiji didn't want him to have this battle. It seems that such a conclusion is still a relatively comfortable result, at least no one has put obstacles in their way at the most critical moment.
Zheng Yi was thinking about when the knife was gone, and after thinking for a while, he seemed to feel that this matter was not very important, but what was important? The important thing is that many people feel that there is no need to fight, Zheng Yi's heart is shaking, yes, the knife was taken away after Zang Si went to the appointment, because Zheng Yi tried to tie it to his hand before, in the eyes of many people, it is no longer necessary to use a knife to solve all this, Zheng Yi also felt it vaguely, but he still has the dignity of a man at work, forget it, the knife can't give a man courage, can't give a man bravery, can't give a man no hesitation. Everything that is dealt with in an extreme way is actually a manifestation of lack of courage, he has courage, he has the courage to maintain his dignity, Zheng Yi understands that now he no longer needs that knife, and he doesn't even need a perfect full body retreat, fighting, just fighting, is the final meaning of all this.
Unexpectedly, the messenger arrived, Zheng Yi walked to the dark corner with a smile on his face, and four people came, which made Zheng Yi very disappointed, what gave those four men the courage to face Zheng Yi with only four people, who was already a beast in body and spirit? Zheng Yi felt even more bored, and he couldn't turn the world upside down, and he couldn't have a good time, was there still any point in fighting? In the final analysis, this fight was fought by Zheng Yi to himself. Mixed with the tragedy of losing his lover forever, mixed with the loss of his girlfriend, and fighting hard, this is what Zheng Yi wants.
Before the two sides could speak, another person flashed out of the darkness, oh, the biggest gangster outside the school, the man came and only said one sentence, "How many of you high school students want to bully a junior high school student?" Well, at this moment, Zheng Yi suddenly realized that Qi Shiji's sentence "no need" had a third meaning. Several people didn't speak, because they didn't know what to say, and those high school students definitely didn't dare to make any more moves at this moment, and they didn't even have the courage to say a dirty word. The man said again, "Why don't you go it alone?" This was said to Zheng Yi and the party. Zheng Yi believes that if he makes a move, even if the opponent fights back without fear, he can abuse the opponent like pinching bean sprouts. However, this is not what Zheng Yi wants.
"Forget it, it's not worth it!" After saying this, Zheng Yi turned around and went back to the classroom. Everything vanished, and nothing was worth recalling except for the phrase "not worth it".