Chapter 87: Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

"Brother Chao? Brother Chao! ”

I shouted twice at Brother Chao who was in a daze, and he came back to his senses, and I asked a little puzzled: "My Brother Chao, what are you staring at the tail of someone's car?" ”

Xifeng drove away, carrying Yao Mengnan, who was forcibly pulled into the car, and all her belongings, and gradually drove away from the community. I was about to beckon everyone to continue our business, but I saw Brother Chao looking at the off-road vehicle in the distance with a dull expression.

Brother Chao, who was shouted back to his senses by me, closed his eyes as if he had a little headache, rubbed his temples before saying, "Oh, it's okay... After the last car accident, I was a little scared when I saw a car like this... I kind of understand why you can't drive. ”

There were a lot of people there, and I kind of didn't want to talk about it too much. Then he said, "Where have you been?" Let's go, brothers and sisters, let's go on the waves! ”

Fortunately, everyone didn't ask much, Chen Haobei asked Mei Tian'er while agreeing: "Sister Tian'er, do you see it?" This is the little white face named Zephyr, is it like a sissy? Do you still like this one? ”

Mei Tian'er shook her head and said, "I don't like it, but it has nothing to do with his appearance, this grandson's mouth is too cheap... But he does look better than you, little mouse, you can't accept this. ”

Chen Haobei pursed his lips with a look of disdain, Xiaoxi and Mei Di'er urged each other, and then we set off, leaving the community that seemed a little deserted today, and went straight to the beach.

The coastal city is close to the sea, and the coastline is very long, and there are more than a dozen beaches in the name of the beach, all of which are free.

Because it was still early, we chose to take the bus to go slowly.

In the car, Chen Haobei said that if it weren't for the large number of people, he originally planned to drive by himself, but unfortunately his car was either a four-seater sedan or a two-seater sports car, which couldn't fit so many of us, so he had to aggrieved everyone to take the bus.

I asked him cheaply, what kind of car does he have? The goods immediately began to blow endlessly, from Bugatti to Lamborghini, there was nothing he didn't dare to say.

In the end, we all moved to the last row of the bus silently, leaving him alone in front of the carriage to blow lonely and confidently, and the other passengers in the carriage looked at him with the same fun as monkeys...

As we are already somewhat familiar with the coastal city, we chose a relatively remote beach, which is not allowed to swim in the sea because there are reefs in the offshore sea that will cause undercurrents, so there are relatively few people who usually come, and it is clean.

Pile sand, tread waves, catch crabs, sprinkle Chen Haobei with sand, bury Chen Haobei with sand, splash Chen Haobei with seawater, catch small crabs and bite Chen Haobei... We all had a great time in the morning, really, really...

At noon, we left the beach, went back to the city to find a fast food restaurant and simply asked for some food, and the six of us took an embarrassed Chen surnamed Luotang chicken to devour it, ate and drank enough to go straight to KTV, and continued to go crazy.

When ordering songs at KTV, in order to conform to today's main theme, they ordered some songs related to "home" at the beginning, but the atmosphere began to become a little wrong when singing, and several girls' eyes were a little red.

At the critical moment, Chen Haobei's function was reflected, and this product immediately sang a song "Eighteen Touches".

Of course, the reason why he sings a cappella is not only because there is no accompaniment for this song in the KTV machine, but mainly because it is useless to have accompaniment, and if he can sing in tune, it means that there are really ghosts in the world.

Fortunately, the atmosphere was re-enlivened after a ridiculous song, and Mei Tianer immediately performed a set of eighteen palms to match Chen Haobei's song.

We sang in KTV until it was dark, until everyone felt hungry, and then we left KTV and went straight to the hotel booked by Chen Haobei.

Chen Haobei booked a restaurant not far from KTV, one is convenient, and the other is that this hotel can be slightly higher grade than our usual dinners.

The Mid-Autumn Festival, after all, is not a small festival, so it is a little grand and has a sense of ceremony.

As it was not far, we decided to walk there. On the way, Chen Haobei was frolicking with Mei Tian'er, Xiaoxi was tired of getting tired of Brother Chao, and I was walking silently with Wang Yang and Mei Di'er.

I was hesitant to call home, so I was silent, and Mei Di'er and Wang Yang's expressions were not very good-looking, but I didn't know why.

"Hey, Brother Qian, it's getting late, shouldn't you call your home?" Brother Chao said suddenly.

It's really a pot that can't be opened, I gave him a blank look and said, "It's your, have you beaten it?" Brother Chao said: "I'll wait for a while, and I'll take you all into the camera when I eat later." ”

Xiao Xi asked a little hesitantly: "That... Then I... Do I need to avoid it? Brother Chao looked very happy, laughed twice and said, "Haha, what are you avoiding?" Ugly daughter-in-law always wants to see her in-laws, and besides, you're not ugly, right? You're the female number one for a while, remember to grab the camera, hehe. ”

Xiaoxi's face turned red instantly under the street lamp, she looked up at the sky for a while, looked down at her feet for a while, and smiled from ear to ear.

Seeing them like this, I can't help but want to laugh a little, this love show... It's really bad.

After hesitating for a moment, I took out my mobile phone and said, "Hey, you guys go first, I'll call home." ”

Some of the people responded and some didn't, but their pace didn't slow down, and after I gradually deliberately fell behind, I was ruthless and dialed my mother's mobile phone number.

A ringing bell rang, my heart tightened, and after waiting for about half a minute, the other side finally picked up: "Hey? A thousand that? ”

It's mom's voice, as always.

I suddenly choked up, alas... How did it become like this?

"Well, Mom, it's me, you and Dad are all right, right?" I tried to say it as calmly as I could.

In fact, I can already hear it from the background sound, it's very noisy, Dad is drinking with others, noise, laughter, clinking glasses... I've heard it every day for as long as I can remember, and I've heard it to this day.

The other side said, "Ah, we're all fine, what about you?" Have you become a big boss? ”

I said, "I... I've quit my job and I'm trying to figure out how to make money...""What's the use of you just thinking? You have to be the big boss, our family is counting on you, you... Alas, did you fire your boss? ”

Mom's voice revealed endless disappointment with me, but the last sentence was a little expectant. I took a deep breath and said, "Well, Mom, I fired my boss, and now... Do it yourself now. ”

Mom finally breathed a sigh of relief and said: "That's good, that's good, we don't expect you to be rich and rich, we ordinary people can live in peace, really, don't expect you to have much ability... Look at our neighbor's Xiaojie, who is two years younger than you, and now he has driven a car, and your father and I have no face to go out at home, alas, you said you... Why don't you say a few words to your father, you said that you didn't become a big boss or a big official, why are you calling us? Shame on the dead, wait for me to let your dad tell you, alas! ”

Jj... The mentally handicapped rich second generation next door to my hometown who is two years younger than me, when he was in school, he only stayed at two-digit addition and subtraction after he reached the peak of mathematics, and he couldn't multiply and divide.

But his father never asked him to learn what to become, because his father was rich, very rich, and his father worked in the village committee.

Later, as soon as he graduated, his father paid for him to buy him a car and opened a mobile phone store for him. My parents hated me, they thought I wasn't angry, and I wasn't as good as the rich second generation.

"Hello? A thousand? A drunken voice on the phone interrupted my memory, it was Dad, I dared to say, "Well, it's me, Dad, in..."

"How's your mess now? Your mother just said that you are finally willing to fire your master? So you're the big boss, right? Dad interrupted me and cut straight to the point.

I didn't know how to answer Dad's question, because no matter what I said, the outcome would be the same, even if I didn't say anything.

"Why don't you speak? No face, right? Hehe, I know that you are useless in this waste.

Tell me yourself, can you still have a face? Yes? How long have you been graduating? Look at Xiaojie, as soon as he graduated, he became a boss and drove a car, you look at you again! Shame on you!

What's the use of knowing all day long to eat and drink at home and let you go to college? Tell me yourself, what's the difference between you and a dog?!

Damn, Lao Tzu worked hard every day in the unit to guard the door and raise you for college, if it weren't for you, wouldn't Lao Tzu have worked so hard? Yes?!

It's good for you, as soon as you graduate, you ran away to be a dog for others, and Lao Tzu's face made you lose everything! You still have the face to call me?!

Can't you just have a little bit of a good job? Yes? Damn, after all, you're a broken worker, how can you be embarrassed? The people who ask for food on the street are not so shameless as you! How the fuck did I give birth to you such a piece of shit!

What the hell are you calling Lao Tzu? If there's a fart, let it go! Didn't you hear that Lao Tzu was busy? Delay Lao Tzu's time! ”

Dad, as always, became more and more angry, and I listened as always submissively, my hands trembling slightly as always, until he finally stopped, and I heard his drinking friend on the phone shouting as always: "Good job!" That's how my son has to be trained! "It's still Brother Zhao, good, cow!" "A good lesson, your son owes a lesson! Cattle! ”…

Then came my father's hearty laughter, and I could hear that he was happy again, but before I could say anything, my father said to the phone again: "Okay, I know that a waste like you can't say anything, remember, don't think about being a dog for others all day long, you don't want to be ashamed of Lao Tzu in the village!" You go out and inquire, what was the reputation of Lao Tzu before, because what is the reputation of Lao Tzu now? Forget about the waste, and don't even give a fuck a face! Why didn't you die in the toilet when you were a child? How nice would it be if you died then? ”

There was another burst of laughter and cheers on the phone, still his drinking buddies.

"Duh... Duh..."

Hanging up the phone on the other side, I whispered to the busy voice: "Happy Mid-Autumn Festival..."

My hands were still shaking, I took several deep breaths to get my heartbeat normal, and I used all my strength to take the phone away, the screen was full of sweat, my palms were too, and my body was too, a gust of autumn wind blew, freezing so much that I wanted to die.

After taking a deep breath and calming down a bit, there happened to be a public toilet on the side of the road, so I didn't bother to say hello to them and turned my head to get in.

Luckily, there was no one at the sink, so I turned on the faucet and put a whole basin of water, took a deep breath, and buried my neck up in the water...

"You, what did you get stimulated before? …

Oh, the diagnosis is post-traumatic stress disorder, it's not a big deal, tell me how you were stimulated, I'll see how to treat you...

Scolding by my father? Haha, this can be stimulating? You're too vulnerable, aren't you? …

Really? Scolding every day? Falling asleep in the middle of the night, I suddenly picked you up and scolded you? …

You're not talking nonsense, are you? And such a father for his son? …

Chinese New Year's Eve woke you up in the middle of the night and scolded you until dawn? …

Oh, my God...

I've been in the industry for so many years, and it's the first time I've heard of this kind of thing, you can communicate with him...

As long as you talk back, you are unfilial? Will all your relatives help your father scold you? You can't say anything? …

Oh, my God... Is... A family like yours can be a special case...

So your dad has been drinking every day for as long as you can remember? Drunk every day? …

No wonder that...

Alas, young man, I can't help you much, from the doctor's point of view, your symptoms, the main thing is to adjust yourself, try to... Try to have as little contact with your parents as possible, don't use drugs yet, you are still young, and those drugs are very dependent..."

My head was soaked in water, and what the doctor had said to me at that time seemed to ring in my ears again.

My hands are still shaking, my heartbeat is still irregular, and my body is still in a cold sweat...