Chapter 118 Raise your head and ask the sky when you will go to the Yellow Spring
Xiao Xian'er raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face, the cabin was dim, only the light of the moon sprinkled a piece of silver, like frost, shining with a ghostly light.
"Little Situ, do you know what the saddest thing in the world is?"
Situ Sishi shook her head gently.
Xiao Xian'er sat up straight, looked up at the moon in the sky, and said very sadly: "I think this is the most sad thing, probably because we don't know that it is the last meeting!"
"I didn't know that it would be the last time my mother and I saw each other. ”
The little fairy took a deep breath and gasped heavily, like a sad person struggling to prove that he was still alive.
"But I haven't seen my mother for three years, but she has become unusually old! she used to be so beautiful and beautiful. However, when I saw her again, I felt that it was the twilight of beauty. ”
Xiao Xian'er bowed her head gloomily, looked at the reflection of the full moon in the river, smiled poignantly, and continued:
The first time my mother walked into the shelter, she happily looked at the table and chair in the room, and was full of emotion.
My mother was a stubborn person, and she probably didn't want my father to see her ugly appearance, so she waited until my father went out to come to me!
Mother said, "Xian'er, I always wish you could be stupid. But you are always too smart, you are the most satisfying child of your mother, why are you so confused?"
I looked at my mother for some reason.
My mother stroked my hair and said distressedly: "My fairy is a white crane on the clouds, and she has always cherished her feathers. How could you be willing to fall and step into the sludge. ”
I shouted in a low voice, "Mother......"
"Mother has brought you a box of gifts, all of which are extremely favorite objects of the women of Wanshui Country!"
I opened the wooden box, and there were many fans inside, round and square, all kinds of flowers, dazzling. I could tell that the fans were valuable objects.
I looked at my mother suspiciously.
But my mother took me into her arms and said with pity: "Mother knows! At that time, if you said that it was Jie'er who had a private meeting with Song Zhan, you wouldn't have to suffer so much!"
I couldn't stop crying.
The mother said, "Xian'er, don't blame your mother! Don't blame your unproductive sister!
I whispered, "I've never blamed my mother!"
With tears in her eyes, my mother said to me, "Good boy! Qingcheng is no longer a good place for you." Although your father has no roots in Wanshui Country, he has some old friends, you should go to Huibao City in Wanshui Country!
I pushed my mother away in panic and asked her suspiciously, "Why did you let me leave Cambrian! You and your father are here! Why did you drive me away!"
My mother held my hand tightly and said solemnly: "Xian'er, if you stay in Qingcheng, is it a joke? Back then, you defended Jie'er, and in this life, you were destined to be unable to get rid of the infamy of losing virtue! Why bother to trap yourself in the cage!"
I willfully said, "I don't want to! Why did I do nothing wrong!
In the end, my mother's unspeakable secret did not tell me, she only said: "That's it! If one day, you are disappointed in this Qingcheng, go to Huibao City! Mother has set up a gorgeous pleasure boat for you to dispose of there, when you were young, didn't you always say that you want to see the river in the city that your father said? In the future, when you go to Huibao City, you can take the painting boat every day and enjoy the scenery freely and happily!"
I asked my mother, "Mother, is there something big going on?"
My mother just touched my head and shook it gently.
Later, the mother left.
......
The cabin was still dark, and on the sampan, everyone was bathed in moonlight.
After Zhou Yan drank the tea, he seemed to be a little sober. He looked at Yugu and said:
I left Mufu and Qingcheng.
After wandering outside for three years, a war suddenly broke out in Qingcheng.
It is said that Chen Bingqingcheng, the general of Shengdu, asked the people of the city to surrender in order to avoid the impact of war!
When I heard the news, I immediately rushed back to Qingcheng.
When I returned to Qingcheng, Qingcheng was not bathed in the flames of war at all, and the general of Shengdu in Qingcheng was Song Zhan.
Song Zhan took over the ruling power of Qingcheng from Mufu as he wished!
However, how could the strong temperament of the mother of the Mufu be willing to surrender to a person who was once nothing more than a member of the Mufu!
The mother of the Mufu Mansion finally died, and I didn't know why she died at that time, but she died after all.
Everyone said that Song Zhan calculated the mother of the Mufu Mansion and made her die but her reputation was ruined!
On top of the funeral of the mother of the Mufu, Xian'er is back, and my brother.
My elder brother Zhouyou reprimanded the people of Mufu for slandering his wife, he said: "Qingcheng Mushi, gentle and kind, self-contained, diligent and thrifty, virtuous and virtuous, my good match!"
My elder brother pointed to the people in the hall and said angrily: "My lady, she will never do anything like a red apricot out of the wall! If she is in the future, who dares to say a bad word about her!
Once upon a time, I thought that my brother didn't love the mother of the Mufu.
However, it wasn't until he hit the coffin and went with the mother of the Mufu Mansion that I realized that he had always loved the woman deeply, but he never told her.
I think he has remorse.
My elder brother finally used his death to protect the first name of the Mufu Mistress, and since then, no one has dared to say a word about the Mufu Mistress.
That day, I saw this Mu Jie paralyzed on the ground in fright, and watched Xian'er cry out miserably: "Father!"
Once her parents died, Xian'er was heartbroken.
Mu Jie finally became the lord of Mufu, she couldn't wait to join Song Zhan's command, and was willing to raise the power of the government to help Song Zhan govern Qingcheng!
But Song Zhan did not marry her as she wished, and Song Zhan threatened to be pleased with the second lady of Mufu and was willing to marry Qin and Jin.
Then, what he did made Xian'er feel humiliated.
......
Zhou Yan paused and sighed heavily.
And the little fairy in the cabin clenched her fists, full of hatred, and she said:
The plum blossoms in Qingcheng are blooming again, the red is dazzling, and I don't like it!
My stupid sister was deceived by Song Zhan again, so that Song Zhan took power in Qingcheng without spending a single soldier.
When I saw Song Zhan again, he was still the tall, mighty, dark-skinned man, but his eyes hid more calculations.
Song Zhan said to me: "It's been three years, and I'm looking forward to seeing you again every moment!"
I sneered and looked at Song Zhan: "Song Zhan, you shouldn't have calculated my mother, you shouldn't have deceived my sister, you should understand that I won't forgive you!"
Song Zhan wiped away my tears distressedly, "Xian'er, it's okay, one day, you will understand me, come to me!"
Song Zhan was full of love, but in my eyes it was all sarcasm, and my eyes were only angry, I sharply pulled out the dagger at my waist, thinking that if I killed Song Zhan, I would go to accompany my father and mother.
But my dagger was stuck in my sister's body, and my sister still maintained Songzhan in the end.
In the nick of time, she stood in front of Song Zhan.
Even if this man doesn't love her, even if this man ruins our family, she is still willing to protect this man. Regardless of his life, he blocked a fatal knife for him.
Song Zhan looked at me who was scared stupid, he didn't dare to delay, and strode away with Mu Jie, who was injured and unconscious.
Drops of blood fell at his feet, drops smashed on the bluestone bricks, scattered and splashed in all directions, like poignant blooming red plums.
Mu Jie was finally rescued, and there was no danger of life.
However, new rumors spread in Qingcheng, and everyone pointed at me when they saw me, saying that I was dissatisfied with my sister and Song Zhanjia's natural couple, and tried to kill my own sister because of love and hatred.
The people of Qingcheng, everyone says that I am a snake and a snake, but I am powerless to refute.
I know exactly where these rumors came from, because the moment I stabbed my dagger at Song Zhan, Song Shu was standing behind the door. After I left, Song Shu said to me, "Mu Xian, why is your life so good!"
I didn't pay attention to this unreasonable woman, and I traveled through the city full of rumors and returned to the dust.
My mother is right, the infamy I have borne in this life will never be washed away!
My sister said to me: "Xian'er, I have nothing else to wish for in this life, I only want to be a single-minded person, and the white head is inseparable! Xian'er, don't fight with me, okay!"
At that moment, I suddenly felt ironic, and at that moment, I really hated my sister.
My sister, who was once as noble as a lotus, has now become so humble for the sake of worthless love.
I questioned her, "Mu Jie, do you have any regrets?"
She cried pear blossoms with rain, "Xian'er, I know I'm sorry for you! Xian'er, please, let me go!"
"My good sister! That year, I left Qingcheng with a scar, do you want to come to look for me? Why have I never seen you in the dust for three years?
Mu Jie looked at me in a daze and sneered, as if she didn't recognize me.
I used all my strength to hide my anger and said to her: "You know that your mother's death has nothing to do with Song Zhan, but you still rush to his side regardless of it, like a joke! Have you forgotten how our mother died?"
Mu Jie shook her head frantically and screamed at me, "No! No! Don't say it! I don't listen! I don't listen......
I left disheartened, because I couldn't bear to hurt my sister.
I wandered around the shelter for a few days, but I felt that the world was so big that there was no place for me!
Then, Song Zhan came to the door, Song Zhan stood at the door of the shelter, and asked me sadly: "Xian'er, do you have a moment to love me!"
I looked at Song Zhan indifferently and said word by word: "Never!"
Song Zhan's unbelievable and depressed appearance is still unforgettable.
He looked at me, and the sadness in his eyes seemed to overflow, and he didn't dare to care.
Song Zhan left with a sad heart, and he said to me: "Xian'er, I will repay you if I owe you......!
I don't care, I just think he's crazy with me!
However, just as I was about to leave Cambrian with a box of fans and my father's books that my mother had given me, I learned that Song Zhan had died.
Mu Jie killed Song Zhan!
I couldn't believe it, but when I saw Mu Jie again, I suddenly understood what it means to hate because of love!
That night, I secretly returned to Mu Mansion, Mu Jie sat alone in her mother's courtyard, and smiled at me: "Xian'er, everything is as you wish! Do you know? Mother was thinking about you the moment before she lost her breath! Mother knew that Song Zhan was coming back, so she immediately arranged a way back for you, for fear that you would be hurt again!"
The strange scent in the mother's yard smells dizzying.
Mu Jie smiled madly, "Mother walked the soul-killing array for you, and lost your cultivation! Song Zhan turned against me for you, even if you discarded everything, you had to cut me off! And you didn't do anything, but you got their love and affection!"
Mu Jie walked in front of me, with tears in her eyes, but there was an evil smile on the corner of her mouth: "Xian'er, we can't go back after all! I killed Song Zhan! But Song Zhan was reading your name until he died! What good ...... do you have?"
And when Mu Jie and I fell in love and killed each other, a sharp sword broke out of the air, and Song Shu came.
Here she comes, with Songzhan's sword!
Song Shu stabbed Mu Jie as she wished, and I was unsteady on my feet and collapsed to the ground, I smiled self-deprecatingly, I was once again calculated by Song Shu.
Song Shu looked at Mu Jie and me, "Look! The Mu sisters who are praised by everyone are really infamous now! Your appearance is really hateful and annoying!"
I watched Song Shu holding her sword and approaching Mu Jie step by step, and shouted in a panic: "Song Shu! You are the most pitiful person! You are the disgusting person who falls in love with your brother!"
Song Shu turned around, glared at me angrily, and roared: "I'm not Song Zhan's sister! I'm his nurse's daughter! We are childhood sweethearts, if it weren't for the fact that you confused Song Zhan outside the city that year, he wouldn't have abandoned me!"
I looked at Song Shu in shock, opened my mouth in disbelief, but didn't say a word!
Song Shu walked up to me with hatred in her eyes, "Mu Xian, are you very proud! Song Zhan, who I put on the tip of my heart, fell in love with you at first sight outside Qingcheng City that spring!"
I finally understood why Songshu looked at me with hatred when she first saw me!
Song Shu suddenly laughed: "I thought that Song Zhan really fell in love with Mu Jie, I thought that as long as I was a gentle woman, Song Zhan would fall in love with me, I tried my best to learn Mu Jie's every move, but Song Zhan still didn't love me!
"I'm jealous of Mu Jie, why did Song Zhan treat her so gently, I bought off the guards of Mu Mansion and asked him to break the adulterous relationship between Song Zhan and Mu Jie. I thought that Mu Jie would pay for what he had done, and that my Song Zhan would be forgiven by everyone like other men who had made a lifelong commitment to women. I thought that without Mu Jie, Song Zhan would finally see my goodness!"
Song Shu sat down on the ground and said very sadly: "However, Mu Jie ran away! Zhou Yan took me to see Song Zhan, I said, 'Brother, let's leave Qingcheng', but Song Zhan shook his head and refused and said that he didn't want to leave Qingcheng, and if he left, he would never see his beloved woman again!"
Song Shu looked at me and said with a sneer: "That night, I roared and asked Song Zhan, what is so good about Mu Jie, cowardly and cowardly, and has no responsibility! Song Zhan was seriously injured, and shouted 'Xian'er' in a daze, I was like being struck by lightning, at that moment, I suddenly understood why Song Zhan hooked up with Mu Jie, he just wanted to see you through Mu Jie! I left in despair. I deceived Zhou Yan, dug out the jade pendant that covered the moon from under the root of the snow lotus, and in front of the head of the Mu clan, I pointed out that you and Song Zhan had a private agreement for life. I confess, that day, I want you to die!"
I found it ironic, "But I didn't die after all!"
Song Shu threw herself on top of me and pinched my shoulders fiercely, "yes! Why don't you die!"
"Song Zhan is gone, he blamed me for hurting you, and gave you the only life-saving pill left in the Song family. I followed behind him, and when I saw him looking at you sadly, my heart was already full of holes! I waited for three years, and he finally came back! He proposed to the Mu family's mother, claiming that if he couldn't marry you, he would come to Qingcheng! But the Mu family's mother still rejected him, and refused fiercely!"
I was shocked and looked at Mu Jie, who was clutching the blood dripping from her chest, but she was a cold mockery of me.
Song Shu slapped me hard, "You are also worthy! You are also worthy of Song Zhan's love!"
Song Shu gasped deeply, and then continued: "I didn't expect that the Mu family's mother, who was so powerful back then, would have to compromise with Song Zhan so quickly. She arranged for you to leave overnight, but you refused! Song Zhan originally just wanted to calculate her and let her bear the charge of being virtuous, so that Song Zhan could better control Mufu and do what he wanted! But I was unwilling, I couldn't let her do what she wanted! I poisoned the mother of Mufu, and then she died......"
I looked at Song Shu angrily and roared, "You, you, you, I'll kill you......"
Song Shu pushed me away from the weakness, took out a cyan pill, she turned the pill in her hand with a strange face, and said to me: "This is your mother's poison......!
I was powerless to stop it, and was forcibly fed the unknown elixir by Song Shu, and in an instant, I felt that anger swept over my limbs.
Song Shu smiled maniacally, Mu Jie looked at me in shock, and I felt that my body seemed to be getting smaller and smaller.
......
Xiao Xian'er silently stroked the silk fan in her hand, and said to Situ Sishi: "Little Situ, you don't know how sad it is to go back to your hometown!"
Zhou Yan on the sampan muttered: "Song Shu buried the poison pill in the body of the little fairy, and I killed Song Shu!" Song Shu died under my sword, when she looked up at the black night sky, and whispered 'Song Zhan, I will finally go to Huangquan to chase you'......"
After listening to the story, Si Chen was full of emotion, and couldn't help but think: Is love in the world really so bitter?
The river is surging, setting off a little waves, and the night breeze carries the coolness into the sleeves of the clothes, making people feel desolate.