Lin Xue was taken aback: "What? You mean... We're here for the night? ”

"yes."

"Didn't you say your home was here? Then the people in your neighborhood should know each other, and it is better for us to find someone to spend the night than to blow the sea breeze here. ”

"No... I'm not as popular as you think, and the people here are afraid to avoid me when they see me, so why would they let me stay overnight, or you can find a place nearby, and come here tomorrow to find me. ”

"Me? I don't... I'd better stay with you. Lin Xue shook her head and smiled: "I'm quite curious, why are you not welcomed?" Were you naughty when you were a kid? ”

"It's not." Zong Yu shook his head, turned his head to look at the sea, the night was getting late, only the sea was still white: "Because I was different from other children when I was a child." ”

Lin Xue was even more curious: "What's different?" Why didn't I see it? ”

"It's different there." Zong Yu stretched out his hand and pointed at his head.

Lin Xue was taken aback: "Were you particularly smart when you were a child?" ”

Zong Yu smiled and shook his head: "Okay, I'll just say it, save you from guessing, I had a very serious autistic tendency when I was a child, and others said that I was a psychopath, so I never had friends, and other children not only didn't play with me, but also often bullied me, didn't expect it?" ”

Lin Xue was stunned: "Autism? What about your family? ”

"Didn't I say it, I don't have a family, and my adoptive father was shipwrecked not long after, and everyone said it was because of me, that I was an unlucky child." Zong Yu said and lowered his head and pillowed his head on his knees: "So, my past is colorless, my only pleasure is to immerse myself in my fantasy world, I think of a lot of strange things, and I never get tired of it." ”

"And how do you live alone?" Lin Xue was still confused: "How did you end up in Yuma University?" As far as I know, it's a place of higher learning, and ordinary people can't get into it. ”

"It was all a coincidence, there was an old expert named Xu Jian at that time, he was a person I will never forget in my life, he was an archaeologist, once he came to our village, he was seeing me being bullied by other children, it was him, he scolded those children and said to me, children, people are equal, don't give up, you are no worse than anyone else." Zong Yu said unconsciously two lines of tears fell on his face: "That sentence is like a bright light, I felt warm for the first time, at that time I really felt that my life was meaningful, that night I took out the small dried fish that I was reluctant to eat for Teacher Xu to eat, he didn't eat, but he told me a story all night, he told me a lot of principles of life, and from that day on, I became interested in everything, I went to school with the sponsorship of Teacher Xu, and I finished other people's nine years of schoolwork in three years, in fact, it was not because I was smart, It's because... I know that if I have one more year of study, I will have to pay one more year of tuition for me, and he is not rich, but he has not given up on me, and I have not given up on myself, although I started later than others, but I was still admitted to Yuma University at a similar age as others, of course, because of the weak foundation, my grades are not top-notch. ”

Lin Xue breathed a long sigh of relief: "So that's the case, that's also creation, I met a good person, if it weren't for that Teacher Xu, then there would be no current you, so what about later?" Did you join Mr. Xu's disciple and study archaeology? No wonder I met you at the ruins of the ancient city. ”

Zong Yu smiled, and the branch pulled the fire: "No, I didn't study archaeology, in fact, this is also the reason why Mr. Xu, he thinks that I am not the material for studying archaeology, he thinks that my imagination is richer, so he suggested that I specialize in writing, and strive to become an excellent writer in the future, but I know that I am not that material, I actually wanted to learn a major that can make money, and I want to make a lot of money through my own efforts in the future, and sponsor more children like me." ”

"That's okay, at least you have your own dreams." Lin Xue gently leaned her head on Zong Yu's shoulder: "Don't say it, I don't want to listen to it, I hope you will always be happy." ”

"But I'm not happy, it's hard to change." Zong Yu gently patted Lin Xue's shoulder: "I have been living a very depressed life, knowing that I saw Yang Zheng's purple and red muscles that I seemed to be awake, I found that my lost childhood began to match the child named Xiaohai five hundred years ago, so I want to come here to find the reason, it can be regarded as a spiritual journey, some things are coming to an end." ”

"So... Are you really what kind of child Yang Lao said? Lin Xue suddenly raised her head: "Then you should tell me, what is going on?" How did you travel back and forth five hundred years ago? ”

"I don't know, I just remember that I had a ball of anger in my heart, I really wanted to be born with superpowers, I vaguely remember a vague figure of a man, a drunken body, he beat me, scolded me, and accompanied by a woman's crying, I seemed to be enchanted, this was a dream, and it seemed to be a real thing, the man walked towards me with a bloody knife, and the other hand was still holding a bottle of liquor, on the ground, a woman was convulsing, the man grabbed my neck fiercely, I wanted to shout but couldn't shout, I wanted to cry, But it seemed that the tears could not flow out, I was about to suffocate, suddenly, the sharp pain in my chest woke me up again, I cursed in my mind, cursed the man in front of me, cursed the world, I don't know what was in my head at that time, but I found that then the man's head rolled to the ground, his body was bleeding out like a faucet, the front, the back, the back, the legs, everywhere was bleeding, the ears were filled with the man's screams, but the voice gradually faded away, I don't know what was going on, I inexplicably came to a place with an iron fence, two policemen in old-fashioned police uniforms sat in front of me, one was very fierce, he kept slapping the table, and he was rude to me, I didn't realize that I remembered the black shadow who grabbed me by the neck and stabbed me with a knife, I was silently ruthless in my heart, I want to let everyone who is fierce to me die..."

Lin Xue hurriedly pulled Zong Yu: "Zong Yu, you come back, don't sleep, wake up!" ”

Zong Yu was stunned: "Huh? What's wrong with me? ”

Lin Xue was sweating profusely: "I found out that something was wrong with you just now, okay, okay, I really don't ask, don't say anything, don't talk about it, I don't want to know anything, I don't want to think about anything." ”

Zong Yu looked at himself: "I... There's nothing wrong with that, right? I'm just telling you about a scene I dreamed about before. ”

"I know, but I don't want to hear it anymore." Lin Xue shook her head: "It's too heavy, I can't stand it, Zongyu, I don't care what happened to you before, it doesn't matter, in short, now that you are my fiancé, you are nothing but this." ”

Zong Yu nodded: "Okay, don't talk about it, you can sleep, I want to be alone." ”

Lin Xue sighed: "I see that you can't calm down at all, in fact, you just have to live without heart and lungs, and you won't get anything but crush yourself in the end by carrying so much." ”

"At least I still have you." Zong Yu stood up with a smile and walked in the direction of the sea, and knelt down: "Dad, I'm back, I'm back!" ”

Lin Xue listened to Zong Yu's heart-rending cry, she didn't pass, she lay down in her clothes, she didn't feel tears, she didn't know what Zong Yu had endured in her heart, but she secretly swore: "Zong Yu, even if you have nothing, at least you still have me, even if I lose the whole world, I will not lose you, never..."

It was night, everything was silent, the lights in the distance were not warm at all, Zong Yu added firewood to the fire and looked at Lin Xue's sleeping face, but his heart couldn't be calm for a long time: "I shouldn't take you, you should have continued your family life, and here, I can't give you anything, and I don't have the ability to protect you, I'm just a useless man, I can accept this gap because this is what my life looks like, but you don't have to, Lin Xue ......"