Chapter 61 Chapter 61: The Past Is Unbearable: Jiang Bantu's Confession
I was in pain at the time.
Qiong Zhi refused to ask for insight, and only begged for death.
Joke, what should I do if you die?
Jing'er is gone. I haven't been back for a long time, so I guess I won't be back.
When I was thirty-one years old, Qiong Zhi gave birth to my flesh and blood, I was ecstatic, pitied him and loved him, and named Xiao Jiao'er Jiang Yujing.
Three days later, I was covered in the ashes of the fire!
My world suddenly collapsed. For a moment I experienced horror and despair, and life became a big joke and a lie. I looked down at my infant son, waiting to be fed, crying loudly, my desperate body and mind split a light, no, there are still two living men in the Jiang family!
Within three days after the fire, I went to Jijiabao to find the ice and herbs stored in the cellar, and settled my beloved wife, who was uncertain about life and death. I found someone to inform Qiongzhi's family and told them that Luo Qiongzhi was dead.
I kill the people who deserve to be killed.
In the sound of the carriage, I rushed to Jingzhou in the night.
I was already a ghost at this point.
I make a living by making masks. In other words, mask making has paid me handsomely. I don't have any extra expenses, except for buying medicine for Qiongzhi.
Sometimes I wonder if it is not as thick as the rough skin and flesh of my Qiong branch, so that the pain of burning tongue will be less than that of fine skin and tender meat.
Her hair was gone, her damn skin was so sticky that I couldn't tell her fists from her fingers, from her feet to her toes, and from her blisters that didn't break through menstruation, and her deeper burns were blurred with pus and blood...... Luckily, her chest was still heaving, and her eyes were still open with a slit.
Every moment of the day she was wailing lowly, like a wounded beast, whimpering from hell, there was no salvation, only pain, despair was pervasive, endless.
I was indifferent to her wailing. Wailing and whimpering are both venting and pain transfers, I understand.
She hates me. I know.
Die?
No!
It's courage to be alive.
I love her, we only have each other. I will give her all my love and effort.
I went to the doctor, called for the best doctor, bought the best medicine.
My craft is good, black and white, as long as they need it, I make the best mask, no matter why, as long as I give money.
Pay with one hand and deliver with the other.
Money is such a good thing to buy the best medicine.
One hand to hand over the medicine and the other hand to give money.
I also learned how to treat wounds and bandage wounds. Light and heavy, fast and slow, I know all the caution.
In my spare time, I have a carving knife in my hand. All the looks of Qiongzhi are in my heart, and I want to let them come out so that I don't forget.
Six years.
I knew she could speak, but she stared at me, she just wouldn't speak.
The first thing she said was: Jiang Bantu, I hate you! Why don't you let me die?
At that moment, I had nothing but ecstasy and anger in my heart.
Qiongzhi, you shouldn't say that. You are my direction and honor.
She can also walk a few steps slowly.
With the mask I gave her.
She stood there, the same as before, still the peerless Luo Qiongzhi.
If only there wasn't a dead air in her eyes.
I told her that our son, Jing'er, misses her and resembles her. At first, the light of survival in her eyes was bright, it was joy and anticipation, but it soon dimmed.
Until I saw Jing'er with my own eyes.
Jing'er is already six years old.
Mother and son are connected, and Qiongzhi has been alive since then.
Thirteen years ago. The current monarch, who was the prince at the time, secretly found me.
He's got everything in my hands. He said that after the matter is completed, this palace can give you insight. You are a person who loves you, and this palace appreciates it very much, so this palace will give you what you need most!
Insight?!
I was taken aback! I've only heard of the legend of the cave, but I didn't expect this spirit creature to really exist in the world.
If my Qiongzhi had insight...... I didn't dare to think about it, and my heart was beating wildly, almost revealing my nervousness. I'm just nervous, though.
With Insight, my Qiongzhi doesn't need to wear the mask I made anymore to stand in front of me as alive as before, and I want to go back to that day in my dreams!
I quietly swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and I said okay!
I know what I'm doing is dangerous and unpredictable, but I can't do that much.
Since then, my whole person has changed my identity, but I can be sure that no one in the world will ever find me again.
I'm a ghost.
In order to be sure, I recommended my junior brother, Ji Hanbai.
At first, my junior brother who abided by the rules of the Ji family refused to do so.
The second prince at that time, the current monarch, said to Han Bai: "The palace is looking for a master for my two treasures, if you help the palace, then the owner of "Zhuyan" and Dongjian is you." ”
However, Ji Hanbai was still worried and didn't spit out easily, and later, the second prince said: "Master Ji Bao, I heard that Ling Lang is very talented, and the little grandson is lively and likable!" ”
Ji Hanbai's face turned pale, and he didn't say anything more, so he agreed.
After the king ascended the throne, the government affairs were busy, but he did not forget his promises.
Two years later, when the dust settled, Ren Ying, the prime minister of the court, entrusted the secret of the insight to me.
Containing the cave is a brocade box, which looks luxurious and low-key, and when you open it, you can see that there is an ordinary mask lying quietly inside!
"Prime Minister Ren, this ......" I was taken aback and a little anxious.
Got it wrong?
Ren Ying was also a little surprised, he probably didn't know why the famous Insight was just an ordinary-looking human skin mask, if he had to say that it was different, it was thinner.
There is no aura, it is lifeless, and it is completely unconvincing in appearance.
"This ......," Ren Ying thought for a moment and said, "Your Majesty would never make such a joke, or, if the spirit is like this, the elephant may not be invisible." ”
With misgivings, I believe this statement.
For this reason, Qiongzhi quarreled with me and accepted the insight.
I opened the brocade box where the cave was placed, perhaps by an illusion, perhaps by a dazzle, and I actually saw a flash of light on the gray and heavy human skin mask, and let out a hint of excitement and longing.
It is said that the more beautiful the person, the more he likes it.
As long as the insight symbiosis is on Qiongzhi's face, it is worth reducing his life span by ten years.
I took out the cave, and my hand was shaking a little. I slowly brought it close to Qiongzhi's face, and amazingly, it actually moved on its own - I felt that it couldn't wait to guide my fingers closer to Qiongzhi, until I seemed to hear a trace of almost inaudible strange "ah-" satisfaction, and I realized that the insight was actually tightly attached to Qiongzhi's face, and quickly changed color, at a speed visible to the naked eye, from the original ash flutter to white, to ruddy, into Qiongzhi's breathtaking face!
Qiong Zhi bit her lips, panting, her arms against the head of the bed, and her back bent, completing the gorgeous transformation of her face.
And my good junior brother Ji Hanbai also got a cave, the difference is that the insight is beautiful.
When I sent someone to intercept him at Qingzhupo, my people forced him to take out the things hidden in his arms, and he took out the "Cave Jian" and "Zhuyan" in a shocking glance of everyone, and turned it into ashes.
There has never been an impermeable wall in the world, and there are different opinions on Qingzhupo on the rivers and lakes. Whether it's to say I'm ungrateful, or to hide people's eyes and ears, I did it, and I admit it in my heart. Since then, I have really broken off with my junior brother and the Ji family.
A few days later, in accordance with the king's wishes, I abandoned my hands, broke my meridians, and no longer made masks.
Ren Ying also brought the king's reward. There is gold and silver.
I spread out my hands and thanked the emperor.
Ren Ying looked at my hands and said, "Brother Jiang, take care!" "Turn around and go back to your life.
Actually, my savings are enough to feed our family of three.
Even though Jing'er is gone.
Soon after, Ji Hanbai died.
There is no wave in my heart. Since you have no face to see him for the last time, why bother to act again?
It's good to want to come and treat me.
I think that although Jingzhou is big, it is not a place for me to bury my bones, and I am going to take Qiongzhi away.
Fate never let me walk away easily.
That day, I was in a daze in the study of the house.
The doorman came to report, and someone asked to see me.
Who?
Ignorance. People say they come here.
I wondered, who knew about me, a ghost?
If you can't hide from it, then come on.
The person who came seemed to know my details, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he said: "Brother Jiang doesn't have to worry, the ghost naturally knows the ghost." ”
It turned out that he was the son of the current monarch and the retainer of the eldest prince Li Yan, and he was secretly enveloped by the eldest prince and secretly told the eldest prince.
"The eldest prince thinks of talents, so he sent me to invite him."
"Not interested."
"Brother Jiang, your hand ...... It can be cured! "Someone came again.
I'm annoyed.
These high-ranking people always think that they are high-ranking Pudu, and they always think that they understand the pain and needs of others, but in fact, they are just for personal gain, and it is ridiculous that they are under the guise of inner benevolence and outer righteousness!
"Just collaboration. Presumably, Brother Jiang understands what win-win cooperation is. ”
"I don't understand!"
With a wave of your hand, you're good to go.
I said coldly: "It's good to go, don't send it!" ”
If so, three.
Here he is again. I couldn't help but secretly admire the thick-skinned nature of this person, who came again and again, and was not discouraged.
"Brother Jiang really wants to do nothing for the rest of his life?"
Hum! I have everything Jiang Bantu has done in half my life, so you know a fart!
I snorted coldly in my heart, unmoved by his words. You underestimate Lao Tzu too much, Lao Tzu is not a young man who doesn't understand bullshit and let you provoke him.
"Brother Jiang is enthusiastic and willing to change his hands to cripple his hands, and he is not angry?"
"Brother Jiang has a stunt, only to bury the loess deep in the loess after old age and death, and the world does not hear about it?"
"Brother Jiang is resourceful and resourceful, and he doesn't want to show his ambitions in the second half of his life, and he is proud of the rivers and lakes?"
I didn't bother to pay attention to him, sneering in my heart and sad at the same time. Who said that my Jiang Bantu life should be like this, and I am lonely? What did I get out of struggling for half my life? Master often said that our hands are our weapons, where we can live and live, and now, my hands are wasted, and how can I save face?!
Suddenly I felt a layer of blocks in my heart, and I couldn't breathe, and suddenly I was angry and hateful! Why? Jiang Bantu is not bad!
"Good!" I gritted my teeth and said hatefully, "Then cooperate!" ”
Even if I don't have my hands, I will control my own destiny from now on!
The eldest prince said that the poison doctor owed him a favor back then, and my hand poison doctor could cure him.
The eldest prince is really sincere, and I am very satisfied with this meeting gift.
But cooperation, from the beginning, was doomed to have no turning back.