So about this, she has always had a deep guilt in her heart.

Shuyu smiled lightly, she has always been cold and cold on weekdays, but under this smile, although her eyebrows and eyes are still cold, her voice is becoming softer and softer, full of warmth that seems to melt people.

"Do you know what the biggest drawback is?"

Dong Huiying looked at him suspiciously and shook her head.

Shuyu asked herself and replied, "The biggest drawback is that you think too much. There will always be a struggle with something that seems inconsequential to us. And whenever I'm struggling with that kind of thing, I always have a feeling...... It's like being out of step with the world. ”

"I'm trying very hard to fit in, and I'm trying to accept us and the world. But for this, it may still be too much of a struggle. ”

Dong Huiying was dumbfounded, she didn't seem to expect Shuyu to say this. But Shuyu seems to be right?

Shuyu sighed again: "I am just as grateful to have met us, and I am grateful that we can stay together now, but I think the reasons for our gratitude and happiness should be different." ”

"Because of what I'm grateful. It is this country, it is this system, it is polyandry that has been resisted, rejected and unacceptable. Otherwise...... If, in a different location, it would still be with our six brothers, but if it was in the context of Daikin, without the constraints of the law, would they still choose us? Maybe. But if it were under a system like Daikin's, only one of the six of us would be chosen. ”

"For example, Yixuan, such as Shujun, such as big brother...... But no matter how you choose, if you choose one of them, the remaining five are destined to be injured. And I'm ...... I'm the last to act, the slowest to move, and I'm not the dominant in this regard. And if that happens, I think...... I probably didn't have a chance to get it at all. ”

Shuyu pulled up a handful of grass from the ground, and he followed Dong Huiying's example and looked at the starry sky at night.

Sometimes, the people around him are obviously within his reach, but he always feels very far away.

This feeling is indescribable and inexplicable, but he knows very well that that distant feeling often teaches people to fear.

Because it made him feel bad.

Sometimes I want to hold on to her tightly, but this so-called 'grasping' is not just about grabbing her hand...... How can she not only be around herself, but also settle down for herself?

How can I ......

Dong Huiying suddenly panicked, at this moment, I don't know why, but in short, the ghost made the god worse, she thought of that rainy night. Thinking of her meeting the old nun.

The nun once calculated a hexagram for her, saying that she had three eons in her life.

The Three Tribulations of Heaven, Earth and Man,

The heavenly tribulation is the air disaster when he crosses, and the earth tribulation is his ancestry a while ago, and what is this last human calamity?

It's because of a person, but who is this person?

She felt panicked and frightened. Don't look at the original atavism, she seemed to be very free and easy when she chose to leave, but now, if someone wants to take her away from the six brothers, it will be like killing her.