Star Trek No. 15
"At that time, I was one of the best in my major. But I was never a regular good student. Skipping classes, drag racing, playing e-sports...... I play with a lot of things. ”
"That year, I formed an orchestra with a group of music kids outside the school, and they sang swearing songs."
"I was famous in school, and it was all notoriety."
"Except for good grades, everything else I was on the verge of being dropped out of school."
"The other people who study well on campus, their off-campus activities are all all kinds of celebrity socialising. Hey! I was in this environment for a few years, and I didn't fit in with them. ”
"I don't have any friends on campus."
"But my roommate is like a brother to me. I lived with him from the time I was enrolled. ”
"And my ex-wife, he introduced me to him. He told me that my ex-wife had liked me for a long time, but she couldn't find a way to talk to me, so she kept secretly observing me and didn't dare to approach. ”
"My ex-wife is a recognized goddess in school, and she is the one I didn't think would have a chance to be together."
Davis had a playful smile on his face all the time.
The loneliness and pain between his eyebrows and eyes could not be hidden.
"Suddenly the goddess took the initiative to pursue it, and she and I were together as a matter of course, and soon had children and soon got married."
"I started to cut off contact with my friends outside of school and concentrate on my studies. I learned to code, and my grades were good, but after I concentrated, my grades got even better. ”
"I joined one of the largest companies in the world, and I was promoted and raised all the way."
"I work hard outside the home, and I just want to give my ex-wife and my lovely son a first-class life."
"I hope they are happy, and I hope that my ex-wife can still be superior to the previous group of alumni from extraordinary backgrounds."
"I ...... Did it. But I've become a laughing stock in other people's mouths! ”
Davis's chest heaved violently.
He took a few deep breaths.
"It was my ex-wife's birthday."
"I had told her that I was going to spend time with her. As a result, the company had an urgent matter and asked me to go back to work overtime. ”
"In the company, I worked against the clock and yelled at a group of subordinates in fear. I managed to finish my task two hours ahead of schedule. ”
"It's not past zero yet. I'm going to go home and surprise her. ”
"Who knows, when I finally found out, she and my roommate, the man I thought was my best brother, had maintained a relationship for so many years."
"Before I knew her, until I found out their secret. They have always maintained a relationship. ”
"Even, my child is not my biological child."
Davis had tears in his eyes.
His tone was extremely muffled.
"I filed for divorce. Then, I quit my job and wandered the world, singing for a living. ”
"Ha, it's not like singing for a living. I used to have enough savings to last my life. ”
"I hate them, even after all this time, I still hate!"
Inside, there are echoes.
The word "hate" lingers endlessly.
"I'm desperate for love. I've been good to a person for so many years, but what about her? How did you repay me! ”
"And my roommate! I treat him as a brother and help him everywhere, but what about him? His skills were not up to par, so I vouched for him to join my company. I pointed out what he didn't do well enough and corrected it. ”
"In the end, he kept my woman!"
A strange hoarse laugh came from Davis's throat.
He looked blankly ahead.
Even through the display screen, Wen Xu never met him head-on, and he felt a chill at this time.
Fortunately, after another pause, Davis had more or less his emotions under control.
"I've never told anyone about these things. Even when I asked a lawyer to fight the divorce lawsuit, I only said that my wife was cheating, and nothing else. ”
"Maybe the person who helped me investigate found out, but it wasn't what I said."
His head was slightly sideways, and his eyes were gray.
"Divorced, she didn't get anything. But my child Dai Jie ......"
Another moment.
Davis looked down and covered his face with his hands.
"I don't know how Dai Jie is doing. His biological father was not very capable, especially in those years, and relying on me became a habit. His mother too, even if she used to be very beautiful at school, then I couldn't live without her......"
"But I took all the money, and I didn't even leave them a place to live."
"I've wandered the world, and I've lost touch with everyone."
"Not only to make yourself ruthless, not to admit defeat to them, but also to keep yourself away from all this."
"Even when I signed up to explore the aliens, I did it to get away from ...... Stay away from them. ”
"I ......"
Davis's voice was so shaky that it was almost impossible to hear what he was saying.
"I still remember how Xiaojie begged me not to leave, and I remember Xiaojie saying that he could live without his mother but not me."
"I remember how Xiaojie waited for me to come home during my divorce...... I pretended to pass by several times, and he rushed out of the house and said that he missed me. ”
"I'll go back and get something, and he's telling me he's missing me."
"Damn it! What the hell have I done! Why did I drive him away, why did I yell at him and scold him! ”
He ...... He's innocent, he doesn't know anything. ”
"He's the kid I grew up looking after...... As long as I am free, I will play ball with him and run with him. When he encounters setbacks and is unhappy, he will talk to me as soon as possible. ”
"But I am angry with him."
"Later...... When he saw me, he stood there dumbfounded. ”
"He wanted to get close to me, but he was afraid of my resistance to him."
"I ...... That's how I ended up in the depths of space. ”
"Except for the day the divorce lawsuit ended, I saw him for the last time, and after that, I was so cruel that I didn't see him."
"Before I signed up for the extraterrestrial exploration program, I often wondered if I should see him again."
"I signed up to suppress this impulse. In the end, I chose it. ”
A long sigh came through the cracks of their fingers, crushing a heavy boulder down on the hearts of the four.
"He should have grown up."
"But I don't know how he's doing."
"I ...... Regretted it. ”
"But it didn't work."
The last murmur fell.
Only Ash's full strength was humming.
Qiao Youlin's hand rested on Davis's shoulder.
He couldn't say anything else.
Wen Xu, who had lowered his head and looked at the keyboard for a long time, finally said, "I regret it too." ”
Davis looked at him blankly.
But it was blocked by the display.
"They said they didn't want to see me again, so they were just angry. I actually went to a place where they would never see me again. ”
Wen Xu tugged at the corners of his mouth with difficulty.
"Stop laughing, it's ugly." Li Zhiyan pursed his lips, "If you want to cry, cry." ”
"I'm ......" Wen Xu raised his head slightly, and lowered his head again.
Tears were silent.