"Willingly?" She said this word, it seemed that for a long, long time, she was about to forget this feeling, she used to be very unwilling, but now, she is gone, what can she do if she is unwilling?

"Su Li, the purpose of my visit this time is just to tell you that if you give up on yourself, then nothing will belong to you, and if you don't fight for it, then it will be empty." As he spoke, he stood up, but Su Li was a little stunned.

She repeated softly: "Give up? ”

"Yes, give up, do you know what you look like now? Have you ever looked in the mirror? He frowned, but he didn't want to say anything more, he had already said what he had to say, and that was all he could say.

"I know, of course I do......," she nodded, and now her body was not as good as it used to be, not crippled, but in a sense crippled.

She didn't really want that, but so what?

"Now that you know, it's up to you, by the way, I saw them hang out before, but you were alone in the ward, what do you think?" Who they were talking about, in fact, there was no need to say much, but at this time, Su Li stiffened for a moment.

Shen Monian said, he took the cane in his hand, glanced at her, then opened the door and went out, without saying a word.

Only calm returned to the ward, but Su Li's mood became more chaotic because of this.

"Knock knock—"

She looked at the door, frowned and was about to scold him for coming back, but saw that it was Dr. Wu standing outside.

The words she was about to utter swallowed like this.

"What's the matter?" She said coldly, and she didn't care about the mess in this ward that she had made, and she didn't care at all.

"I'm here to tell you that if you continue to use this drug, the side effects will get bigger." Doctor Wu said, but saw Su Li smile: "Will you die?" ”

What else could she have to lose, what else did she have now besides this one life, but her own one?

He shook his head: "That's not true, it's just that if you continue now, your body will only be consumed." ”

Dr. Wu looked at the woman in front of him, he showed a trace of disdain, but his handle was still in her hand, and he couldn't tear his face yet, on the surface, it was actually still harmonious, but in fact, he wished that she could die early.

Looking at her now, the resentment in his eyes flashed, but he did a great job of hiding the past.

"I don't care, you just need to arrange it for me, just hide it from those people's eyes and ears, and I won't embarrass you." Su Li looked at him, in fact, she didn't have any idea of fighting for it, but when she thought that if she had one day, if there was really only one person, the panic in her heart became deeper and deeper.

"Okay, then I'll continue to increase the dose......" Dr. Wu said, looking down and taking a syringe out of his pocket and holding it in a clear bag.

Su Li took the initiative to stretch out her arm, she was used to this, watching the needle into her body, making her feel a familiar feeling of dizziness, and then gradually withdrew the powerlessness of her body, her recent spirit is not very good, she can only be treated in this way, even if it is dependent.

…… Fun reading little books

Ye Tong came to see Su Li the next day, she was holding flowers in her hand, a bouquet of bright yellow lilies, and some of her favorite foods.

However, Ye Tong didn't expect her to come over today to see that her mental state was much better, and at this time, she saw that Su Li was holding a water cup, and the heat in it was coming out.

"I really like this bouquet of flowers, thank you for coming to see me, I thought I was forgotten?" She smiled, her face still pale, but the smile on her cheek added a little vitality.

Ye Tong was a little relieved, she looked at her friend in front of her, and only felt that she didn't come enough, if there were more, if she chatted with her more, she wouldn't necessarily be better faster.

"If you like it, it means that I haven't done it in vain." She put everything aside, sat on the edge of the bed at this time, watched her gently sip the water, and then swallowed the medicine, the whole process was only a few seconds, and it was distressing to be skillful.

"Are you scared, my body is like a medicine jar now, but I'll try to get better......" she smiled, as if the vitality had really returned to her body.

This is the state that she specially increased the dosage of medicine, but she does not regret it.

"By the way, I heard you guys went out to play? I really want to go out to see the scenery, I'm a little bored......" Su Li said, looking at her enviously.

"Huh? If you want to go, wait until your health is better, and we'll go over, okay? Ye Tong smiled, she was happy for Su Li, after all, she wanted it in her heart, and she was full of yearning for the outside world, so there must be a way, as long as she was willing.

"Is it okay, can I really go out?" She looked at Ye Tong with some doubts, this possibility was actually just a thought of her before, but now she didn't know if this possibility had been stifled.

Even when she asked this question, she thought it was just a joke.

"Of course you can, as long as we work together, what's not to do?" Ye Tong held her hand, at this time she could only give her strength in words, as if she was painting a big pie, giving her a vision for the future, in fact, this was just some small encouragement.

"Yu Yu, I don't want to live in the hospital anymore......" She sighed suddenly, and saying this at this time made Ye Tong a little at a loss.

"What do you say? If you don't stay in the hospital, where do you stay? She was a little surprised, but at this time, she looked at Su Li's face with a somewhat depressed mood, and she was a little clear.

Although there is a relatively good medical team here, the specific life is different from most normal people.

"Well, I said the wrong thing, these shouldn't be considered by me, I can only live in the hospital now......" Su Li shook her head, but she was a little unhappy.

In fact, when it comes to this matter, she knows that she should be relieved, but most of the time, she can't help it.

Su Li sighed, Ye Tong thought that she was in a depressed mood after staying in the hospital for a long time, so she comforted: "It's okay, let's go out for a walk when it's better, or, let's take a walk downstairs now, right?" What do you think? ”

In any case, it is more breathable, even if it is not far away.

Hearing this, Su Li glanced at the sunlight outside the window, she only felt a little dazzling, although there were still some people walking or others below.

"Why is this world so lively?" She was a little puzzled and asked why she felt it wasn't like this.

Ye Tong was stunned, and followed her gaze to look down from the windowsill, just ordinary people, but she didn't figure out the meaning of her words.