Chapter 13 Traces of Oblivion
In the next few days, Wangshu seemed to have figured out something, and she gradually stopped caring about some of the remarks about her that were circulating around her.
When Xiaorou asked her why she didn't care, Wangshu smiled and wrote in the little notebook: "Because of Mom, no matter what they say, Mom is Mom." I was her child, and she said she would always love me...... Just like your mother, my mother likes me the most, and she is my favorite!'[]
With a bright smile on her face, Xiao Rou gave her a big hug after reading it~~
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Outdoor activities, a group of children spread out in a small wood, walking together in twos and threes.
Little ones at this age never seem to be bored, and at every moment, they will have endless topics to talk about.
It's like an ordinary little thing, an insect, an ant...... They can all talk for half a day and play for half a day.
Originally, there were no more children gathered around him, and only Xiaorou was left.
Wangshu was not discouraged, she took Xiao Rou's hand: "Xiao Rou, let's go play on the swing together." β
"Well, if only Wangshu likes it, I'm willing to do it too~~" Xiaorou took out a copy of "Grimm's Fairy Tales" hidden behind her, and showed a swaggering smile to Wangshu: "Hmph, I know that Wangshu likes fairy tale books, so I specially asked my mother to buy them! Wangshu, do you like it?" flashed starry eyes and looked at Xiao Wangshu expectantly.
"Hmm," nodded affirmatively.
"Oh yes, I know that Xiao Wangshu will like it. β
Two girls huddled on a swing, close together. Xiao Rou spread out the fairy tale book and placed it on the thighs of the two of them, and one of them pressed it to the side, and just looked at it.
In fact, most of the time, Xiao Rou was talking, and Xiao Wangshu just listened quietly, humming from time to time.
After reading one page, Xiaorou will always remind her in a whisper, and after hearing Wangshu's affirmative answer, she will continue to turn the page.
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Time flows quietly, and Xiao Wangshu's life continues.
Recently, Tsuki's mother left, and there were only Rin's mother and herself at home.
Although Rin's mother is very kind to herself, after losing one person, Wangshu still feels that the family is much quieter.
Mom always smiles in front of her, but she's actually a little lonely.
The warmth of home is even more precious to children at school when they are gradually alienated from themselves. Although they didn't say anything, Wangshu clearly felt that the atmosphere of ignoring her in the class was spreading, but she didn't have anything to do......
Look at it...... Until that estrangement swells to an extremely large point.
A new week is approaching, and classes are approaching.
A large number of imps sat noisily in their places, and from time to time they exchanged timidly with the tables in front and behind.
'I haven't heard those 'dislike' words all day today, will you like yourself again~' In his seat, Wangshu has such expectations. A bright smile appeared on his face that had been expressionless.
............ It's noon, it's lunchtime.
Since Xiaorou's mother is not good at cooking, she has already gone to the restaurant to buy lunch at this time.
There was very little harsh exchange of opinions around Wangshu
"Well, Koi has been saying a lot less bad things lately...... It's wonderful!'
After taking out the bento, Xiao Wangshu looked at the familiar friends around him and secretly gasped.
"If they can accept themselves again, Sister Wick won't worry about herself!"
-- The smiling Wangshu didn't notice that the figure in the eyes around him was fading away.
-- Sometimes, estrangement is not the most terrible!
"Tata Ta Ta ......" Wangshu trotted anxiously down a corridor, her fair little face a little anxious.
Wangshu's target is the restaurant not far ahead......
Because yesterday Xiao Rou said that she liked to eat sweet and sour fish made by her mother, so last night Wangshu specially asked Xiao Duo to make some. Now she is planning to rush to the restaurant and give it to Xiao Rou at lunch~~
Thinking of Xiao Rou's happy appearance, Wangshu's bright big eyes also narrowed slightly, bending into a small crescent.
But accidents always strike when people are most unexpected......
"Bang~" A corner, Xiao Wangshu collided with a little ghost.
'Are you alright?' Although Wangshu's little butt was also a little painful, she still got up first and stretched out her hand to the cute little girl in front of her, trying to pull her up.
"Ahh
She shook her head in confusion, patted her buttocks, and left.
-- I didn't care about the anxious little Wangshu at all. οΌοΌοΌ
Wangshu had several big question marks on her little head, and she had no idea what was going on.
Although I don't understand, but now is not the time to think about this kind of thing, Xiaorou is still waiting for herself......
Thinking about the direction of the cafeteria, Xiao Wangshu ran as fast as he could.
"Wangshu is here, I'm here~" A little edge position in the cafeteria, Xiao Rou beckoned to her.
As soon as he arrived, he saw Xiaorou waving to him, and all the doubts in Wangshu's heart were left behind.
It's very happy to be with Xiaorou, because Xiaorou will never say those things that she hates, and she won't talk about her mother......... Xiao Rou likes herself, as if she likes Xiao Rou.
Loved it, loved it......
As long as Xiaorou is with him, Wangshu feels that it seems to be good now...... Because there are no other children around, I spend a lot more time with Xiaorou than before.
ββYes, Xiaorou will always be by her side.
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Although it is not as lively as before, I am very happy with Xiaorou. β
Walking on the way home, Xiao Wangshu thought in his heart. Maybe it's because there aren't many people willing to take care of her anymore, Xiao Wangshu's original bright smile has gradually decreased, and she can only laugh when Xiao Rou is by her side.
Laugh, sometimes it's hard.
You can't find your favorite food, you don't have anyone to talk to, you don't know where you are, you don't know who you are, you don't know where you're going, you don't know what sadness is...... I don't know, I don't know, too much I don't know.
There was no one around him who looked at him anymore, and the smile at that time ...... It's no longer a laugh.
Even if you laugh, the smile that no one looks at is ethereal.
Laugh, it's actually easy.
You just need someone to be around, as long as you like that person, that person likes you too. In that case, if that person wants you to smile, then you will unconsciously bloom the most beautiful smile.
If one day, you will forget your smile......
-- It will be extremely difficult to recall!
"Xiao Wangshu, hurry up and wash your hands, we're going to eat. The door opened, and Rin gently picked up Wangshu.
Mom is always waiting for herself, and the moment she sees herself, she will bloom the most gentle smile for herself.
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Early in the morning of the second day
After coming to the school, Xiao Wangshu sat quietly in his place.
For some reason, I always feel terrible.
Today's school is weird, quite weird!
A strange feeling has been haunting Wangshu's heart, like a cry of sorrow.
"Let's click to arrive, and when the children arrive, shout oh..."
She held the roll call list and began to point down one by one: "Qin Qing, Wang Lei........."
"To~"
In the responses and shouts one after another, Xiao Wangshu was not clicked.
'Did the teacher miss it?'
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Gradually, Xiao Rou sometimes began to wander, and sometimes she didn't notice Xiao Wangshu.
On a swing in a small park, two average-sized children sit on a swing.
The two sat together, close to each other, but did not communicate. Xiao Rou wanted to turn the page she had finished reading, but for some reason, she paused: "I always feel that I have to do something at this time~~" After thinking for a while, she shook her head and turned the page without a clue.
Silently looking at the scene in front of him, Xiao Wangshu was about to collapse at this time!
In the past, whenever she finished reading a page, Xiaorou would ask her if she had finished reading it.
If she hadn't finished reading it, she would always be smiling and waiting for herself.
But......
"Woo woo......" reached out and pulled the corner of Xiaorou's clothes, but she didn't react. Wangshu finally couldn't hold back his tears, and tears flowed down his tender white cheeks.
Crisp maple trees, cool and thick shade.
The leaves fluttered in the warm wind, dancing softly.
Two little girls sit quietly on a swing in the shade of a tree, one of them looking at a book with no reflection of the other in his eyes.
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Before dusk, Wangshu walked alone on the way home.
Today, even if Xiao Wangshu walked out of the classroom by herself, no one would stop her, and everyone acted as if she didn't exist.
Ignore...... No, already completely ignoring her!
Xiao Rou, even Xiao Rou is like this!
She could no longer see her own reflection in her eyes......... No matter how much she called her, she couldn't hear her.