Chapter 132: Making a Choice
He Mengxi listened to what they said, but they all reported good news and not bad news, and knew in their hearts that they were afraid that she would be worried and anxious.
Yes, she is getting closer and closer to the imperial city, but her anxiety is getting stronger day by day.
Who is she? Who is She Mengxi? But He Mengxi is getting farther and farther away from her.
She can't be He Mengxi anymore, she can only be Chen Meiyu, everyone thinks she is Chen Meiyu, and many times she thinks she is Chen Meiyu, but every time in the dead of night, there are always deafening questions in her mind.
Who am I, what am I doing, where am I coming from, and where am I going?
The only one who can understand her and understand her is Ling Zixu.
At this time, Ling Zixu's eyes staring at her made her feel a little relieved, and she forced herself to suppress the anxiety in her heart and squeezed out a smile.
"Xiao Qi's illness has recovered, he and Chen Qi have joined forces, and gathered all the elites of Chen Guo, this one is destined to be a vicious battle, although the current situation is favorable to our side, we must not take it lightly."
Li Qian responded: "What the princess is worried about is that the training and acting of the soldiers have not stopped, and we have made all preparations, the princess can rest assured." ”
He Mengxi nodded: "It's very good, and Chen Che, I only secretly contacted him once when he went to Shu Kingdom, I didn't expect him to do so well, it is also rare, let him hide himself, and not reveal his identity." ”
"Okay, I will send a letter to him, and he will also bring a letter, saying that several princes in the imperial city have been persuaded by him, and if the rebel army enters the city, they will raise the banner of rebellion."
"Well, that's an afterword, the most important thing in front of me is to lay down Yancheng ......" As soon as the words fell, He Mengxi only felt dizzy.
Ling Zixu discovered her abnormality and rushed forward with an arrow.
He Mengxi stroked his forehead, raised his eyes to look at him, and tried to squeeze out a smile, but finally the corners of his mouth moved slightly, and he lost consciousness.
Messy phantoms, constantly changing scenes, seem to be in a dream, but it feels so real, who am I? Where am I? What am I going to do?
There was a clear voice, repeating itself.
"I'm Qin Meiyu......"
"I am the princess of Chen Guo......"
"I want revenge......"
That unfamiliar voice made He Mengxi's head hurt.
In a drowsy state, she opened her eyes, everything was so strange, who was the man in front of her, where she was lying, and how strange he looked affectionate.
"Who am I? Who are you? Where am I? She asked weakly.
"I think she's stupid!" The corners of the man's mouth curled slightly, and his voice was low.
In his sight, there was another man, he grabbed her wrist, tasted the pulse, and seemed to nod.
"The pulse is heavy, the breath is chaotic, something is not good, how many days has she been like this?"
"There have been some times, and the last few days have been a little serious, and she is always unsettled, like she has lost her soul."
Who are they, am I amnesia, she just felt that her mind was blank, empty, she closed her eyes, hoping that it was all a dream, and when she woke up again, the dream would wake up.
However, it didn't seem to be a dream, and some voices kept puffing her eardrums.
"Yes!" There was another voice, "When I came, Aunt Qinyu explained, but she still had a seizure, and now, you have to make a choice......"
"What to choose?" Two voices asked together.
"Who the hell did she choose to be?"
"Don't you need to ask, of course it's herself."
"However, her belief doesn't seem to be strong, she is still hesitating, this is very dangerous, and it is possible to go crazy, so ......"
"Is this a heart disease?"
"Well, so, heart disease still needs heart treatment, she must have firm beliefs and make a choice, otherwise, the consequences will be unimaginable!"
"Will you go crazy?"
"Hard to say!"
"Yes, she's not her, but everyone thinks she's her, so she treats herself as her, and she is serious about her, now it's good, who she is, she has forgotten, no wonder she wants to go crazy!"
"Lord Wang, are you talking about tongue twisters!"
"Windy City, this time, is it the same as the last time she was going to go mad?"
"It's different, last time you could use external force, as long as there is a strong internal force to open up the meridians, this time, you can only rely on herself, we can't help."
"Senior brother, since Aunt Qinyu knows that she is going to have a seizure, isn't there a solution for you?"
"The method, but I said, it doesn't work, I don't know, that is, there must be someone she trusts to help her make a choice, and then keep saying it in her ear, instilling her ideas, strengthening her beliefs, and helping her give up her obsession and return to herself."
"Alright, you all get out!"
"Uh......"
"Windy City, you go out first."
"Oh!"
A sound of footsteps faded away.
"Senior brother, you are ...... too Why don't you come? He used to trust you too! ”
"It's just you ......"
"We've had skin-to-skin relationships, who else do you think is suitable but me?"
"Okay, you're going to have to think about it......"
Another sound of footsteps faded away.
It was quiet in my ears, and after a long time, there seemed to be a wind outside, and my thoughts returned to chaos, and the unfamiliar voice appeared again.
"I'm Qin Meiyu......"
"I am the princess of Chen Guo......"
"I want revenge......"
She wanted to answer her, she tried to shout, but she didn't know what to shout.
A familiar voice in my ears was low, soft, magnetic, and very nice.
“…… You are He Mengxi, you are not Qin Meiyu, you just be yourself, don't care what others think, what she wants, you will do it, that's all, from now on you have nothing to do with her, forget her, you are the best, you are He Mengxi, not Chen Meiyu......"
After repeating these words in her ear a dozen times, she finally knew what she was going to shout.
"I'm not Qin Meiyu......"
"I'm He Mengxi......"
She muttered.
The sound was faint and sounded very distant, as if it were on the horizon.
The unfamiliar voice was in her head, as if she was going to deliberately refute her, and it was extremely loud.
"I'm Qin Meiyu......"
"I am the princess of Chen Guo......"
"I want revenge......"
The low, complex and magnetic voice kept whispering in her ear: "...... You are He Mengxi, you are not Qin Meiyu, you just be yourself, don't care what others think, what she wants, you will do it, that's all, from now on you have nothing to do with her, forget her, you are the best, you are He Mengxi, not Chen Meiyu......"
After a few rounds, her mind finally cleared up, her memories gradually returned, and her voice gradually became louder.
"I'm not Qin Meiyu......"
"I'm He Mengxi......".
The unfamiliar voice gradually faded, as if it was on the horizon, getting farther and farther away.