Chapter 205: Ah Jiu, don't be afraid
"After we returned to the Shen family, everyone in the Shen family said that it was I who killed my father and mother, and those people in the clan always laughed at us for having no father and no mother."
"My sister is angry and fights with them every time, and once she was pushed down the corridor by Shen Tianli of the uncle's family, and fell asleep for several days."
"That time, the eldest brother, who had always wanted to endure the calm for a while, made a move with someone, beat Shen Tianli hard, and threw him into the inner lake of the mansion, and my grandfather also punished the eldest brother for kneeling in the ancestral hall for three days......"
Shen Junjiu talked about the past little by little, those past things that only their brothers and sisters knew, and others didn't know.
Shen Xinji's hand that was holding the hairpin tightly gradually loosened, and she looked at Shen Junjiu in a trance.
"You're Ah Jiu, but ......"
How did Ah Jiu become like this?
She...
How could she become such a stranger?
Shen Junjiu lowered her eyes, how should she tell Shen Xinji.
She is Ah Jiu, but she is not Ah Jiu.
She has experienced a life, she has seen the tragic death of her brother and the grievance of her sister.
She has been a stupid person for half a lifetime, used by others, trapped by the so-called family affection, and when she came to her senses and broke free and collapsed the Song family, there was nothing left around her, was she who single-handedly buried everything?
Even if she does it all over again, she is no longer the simple and naïve Shen Junjiu, she carries her sins and repentance, but it is difficult to atone for her sins.
Shen Junjiu pursed his lips, not knowing how to explain to Shen Xinji.
Shen Xinzhen suddenly said, "Are you really Ah Jiu?" ”
Shen Junjiu nodded.
Shen Xinzhen said: "That's good, that's good." ”
"Sister, I ......"
"Don't say it."
Shen Xinzhen hurriedly covered Shen Junjiu's mouth, glanced at Xia Lan and Dongqing who were guarding not far from the door, lowered his voice and said:
"I can't hide my thoughts, don't tell me your secret, I'm afraid I won't be able to keep it."
Shen Xinji's face was a little pale, she didn't know why Shen Junjiu had changed so much, and she didn't know why she suddenly understood these things.
But she is not a three-year-old child, and she will not think that there will be ordinary abilities in this world.
Shen Junjiu calculated the Song family, calculated King Yu, King Rui, and calculated the prince.
No matter which one it is, it is not something that a boudoir daughter like her can do, but she can do it, not only to keep herself out of the matter, but also to let the king of the north willingly take care of them.
Shen Xinzhen had some vague guesses in her heart, even if the guess was outrageous, but she didn't want to ask.
Shen Xinzhen said in a low voice:
"I don't want to know anything, I don't want to ask anything, as long as you're Ah Jiu, as long as you're her......"
Shen Junjiu looked at Shen Xinzhen in a daze, listening to the muttering sound in her mouth, a mist suddenly appeared in her eyes, and she reached out to hug Shen Xinji.
"Sister, I'm sorry."
Shen Xinji's body stiffened, and when she wanted to avoid it, she felt Shen Junjiu burying her head on her shoulder, and after a while, it was wet.
The girl buried herself on her shoulder and cried, but she didn't even make a sound.
Shen Xinzhen's heart softened, slowly hugged her shoulder, patted her back and said:
"Ah Jiu, don't be afraid."
After Shen Junjiu was reborn, he has been suppressing himself.
She wants to save Shen Qingwu, and she wants to deal with the Song family.
She wants to get back all the damage they have suffered, and she doesn't dare to relax.
She was afraid that she would not be able to protect Shen Qingwu and Shen Xinzhen if she made a mistake by half a step, so she took them all.