In the remaining ten hours of the day he left Zhang Qingyun's house, Zheng Yi did not receive a call or pager from Zhang Qingyun, Zheng Yi also knew in his heart that there would be none, but he always involuntarily gave birth to some expectations, he never boasted that he knew love, understood what love was, but it was definitely not what he felt now, the emotional entanglement he had experienced before, no matter who it was, Zheng Yi believed that he had given his feelings. He believes that Zhang Qingyun has also paid his feelings, but he is too fragile, Zheng Yi believes that for Zhang Qingyun, a love novice, breaking up with herself is something that overwhelms her, but she can't even have the least politeness between people. Grievances, making Zheng Yi's sadness more layered, as if he was stabbed, and he used his hand to play with the wound, Zheng Yi didn't know how he fell asleep that night, the spring rain outside the window, kept knocking on the windowsill, Zheng Yi kept reading poems to himself: "Tears in front of the pillow and rain in front of the curtain, dripping to Ming in the next window" Although there are no tears in his eyes, it is only because he is a man and he can't let himself look down on himself. "Spotted bamboo branches, spotted bamboo branches, a little tear stains send acacia" who can be lovesick now! She? Do you have to become a cruel negative person yourself? Viciously hating others after breaking up with others? To deny a lover who was once like a jewel? belittles the other party as worthless, how much better can she be when she was in love?" The mountains have trees and branches, and you can know it!? "Well, well! Missing a person who shouldn't be missed is cruel to yourself, but recalling the past affection is not so tragic, Zhang Qingyun is not a personal name from this moment on, just a memory of a relationship.

When he got up in the morning, Zheng Yi was weak, he was dragged down by his own spirit, he wanted to skip class and continue to sleep at home all day, because it was easy to skip school and he would not be held accountable, but did he look too pitiful? Do you have to torture yourself so badly? No, you can skip school at any time, not at such times!

During class, Zheng Yi was a little absent-minded, although it was obvious that he was absent-minded, but the teachers and classmates didn't think so, because that kind of Zheng Yi was normal. Zheng Yi often took out the pager to watch, he didn't know what he was looking at, the pager can vibrate, whether there is anyone to contact him, you can know through the vibration, but Zheng Yi just wants to watch. Heartache involves resentment, and the knot in Zheng Yi's chest can't be dissipated, Zheng Yi knows that this shows that he hasn't accepted the reality yet, perhaps, he can see more clearly from the beginning.

Since I met in the hospital, I fell in love with her first, because her eyes are big, her eyebrows are good-looking, and enjoying the process of pursuing girls is my consistent style and original intention, there is no unexpected acquaintance with each other's plots, I forcibly opened a situation where there is no progress, let Zhang Qingyun agree to date him, and then, step by step, the relationship is heating up step by step, and quickly let Zhang Qingyun, a little white in love, enter a passionate relationship with himself, and then his purpose becomes greedy for Zhang Qingyun's body, although it is prevented, But in the end, it is possible to succeed, but it is just that it encounters misfortune and providence, yes, it is probably like that.

But what about Zhang Qingyun? What happened to her? There are a few questions that can't be explained, first, why did my grandmother take the initiative to contact me and agree to date me half a month after I was discharged from the hospital. Second, why are you willing to choose to break through the barrier with yourself when you have only been talking to yourself for a few months, and give yourself all to yourself? Third, why was it fine a year ago, but after the New Year, it was like a different world, turning his face and not recognizing people? These questions entangled Zheng Yi's thoughts and made Zheng Yi puzzled.

Zheng Yi felt that he might not be able to solve this mystery for the rest of his life, because he had no chance to ask again. Wrong! Zheng Yi, who had a flash of inspiration, suddenly realized that maybe the answer had already been placed in front of him, and he was not alert at all. Here's how it should be.

Zhang Qingyun, who has been very strict with her family since she was a child, has never violated the will of her family, and has been secretly in love, for a stranger like Zheng Yi suddenly broke into her life, maybe it gave her a different joy, this joy is a new ray of sunshine that has been shackled for too long by the soul that has never stopped moving, but this is not enough for her to break through the shackles of habit, the lonely birthday and the mentor's hope to recommend her to stay in the local work, is to tear apart the black hand that she longs for in her heart, it can not be herself, But it may have been just me at the time. After that, for a love novice, Zheng Yi is very high-pole, careful, considerate, timely release of every love detail she has been longing for since she was a child, tough, skillfully and quickly break every emotional level, but also broke her perception of love, she must have had a crush on many people in the process of growing up, this is a law, as if you were warned not to lick the railing with your tongue at a place of dozens of degrees below zero, you don't say, who will lick the railing This can't be eaten, and dirty and doesn't pull a few things? But when you warn, it will arouse the desire of others to try. She freed herself, and the infinite intimacy with her love partner, even the last barrier was almost surrendered, which is the natural result of nature and the wonder of love itself. Then, after the intervention of her closest relatives, she cut off the courage to continue, because she was about to leave, the two were destined to be thousands of miles apart, if she continued, she herself could not guarantee which direction things would develop, but no matter which direction, it was destined to be wrong, because she could not get the support and blessing of her loved ones, she chose to return to her former self, a self who did not meet Zheng Yi, and a self who had not been in love with Zheng Yi.

This is not Zheng Yi's self-comfort, because the facts are in front of him, in addition to explaining everything unreasonable in this way, there will be no other situation, Zheng Yi is suddenly confused again, should he thank Zhang Qingyun for his appearance, or should he be resentful, except that the two of them have not lasted forever, except that the two do not really have each other, what else is there to complain about? Take a step back, haven't you already got a precious memory, and take a step back, have you already completed your original intention and got what you wanted from the beginning?! But why is my heart still so painful? No, this love should have changed itself, I have grown up, and what I need may no longer be the process, but the result, what I need is no longer an ethereal love, but an innate, natural pleasure for the release of animal nature.

It's time to think about women with the lower half of your body, Zheng Yi said to himself.