Chapter 89: Emotions and Desires (15)

Zheng Yi, who went home directly after leaving the teahouse, had no time to eat Lao Xu's vinegar, because at the moment they were still talking happily in the teahouse, and there might be more intimate actions, but Zheng Yi wanted to know as soon as possible what Zhong Liting was now treating him. Zheng Yi knew that what he had to do now was to wait quietly, waiting for an explanation, or an apology, anything could be as long as Zhong Liting's follow-up attitude towards this matter.

Waited from noon to sunset, and waited until the moon rose, Zheng Yi's expected call did not come, not even a message, Zheng Yi accepted the reality, he is now at the bottom of the biological chain, it seems that he is calling the wind and rain behind his back, but all his plans, the initiative is actually in the hands of others, suffered such treatment, did not apologize and waited for himself, not even a trace of comfort, to describe himself as humble is polite,, you are just a piece of, life is cheaper than ants! Zheng Yi borrowed Xingye's lines to describe himself, but that is the aftertaste of his life after successful people become famous, only when they succeed can they have the courage to tell others about such a humble experience! But now I can only be alone in the aura of extreme despicability imposed on me by others. Zheng Yi was powerless to resist, and all he could do with his grief and indignation was to be sad. But what's the use of being sad? No one can see, no one can comfort you, even if you want to trade everything you have, including your own self-esteem, for a little pity, who can give it to you!

Zheng Yi, who was invisibly tortured by Zhong Liting, destroyed the last psychological line of defense. He suddenly forgot what it means to appreciate and what it means to like, if a person invests in feelings, but in exchange for something like this, then what is the meaning of love? You can be ashamed to say that "the dedication to love does not necessarily require a return!" "At the very least, I can get some respect. What did I do wrong, I didn't even leave this last fig leaf for myself. Shame is like every hair growing on Zheng Yi's body, countless and deeply rooted in his body. He began to hypnotize himself, hypnotizing that he had never known a person named Zhong Liting, and he began to miss Li Na and Zhou Juan like crazy. Sure enough, this makes me feel much better, self-deception is not a stupid word, it is the only medicine that can stop the bleeding for the injured person.

Waking up from his sleep, Zheng Yi has a deep memory of last night's dream, Li Na occupied his whole night, Zheng Yi only felt sweet about the memory of last night's dream, but he remembered it very clearly, from the beginning to the end, Li Na and he didn't even hold hands in the dream, how could he get so much sweetness from those boring and ordinary actions?! Li Na seems to always be the second best choice in her heart, maybe not, she should be the right choice for herself.

On the way to work, Zheng Yi has been worrying about how to share the sweetness of his dreams with Li Na, which is very important, thinking about it, he suddenly decided to write a poem, and on the way Zheng Yi repeatedly considered the words, but there were too many thoughts, and it was a mess.

Stepping into the store, Zheng Yi saw Li Na's super large eyes at first glance, and Zheng Yi could see himself from inside without being too close.

"What's wrong!" Although Li Na was used to Zheng Yi's love for her all the time, she was still a little panicked in the face of Zheng Yi who was so affectionate to herself.

"It's been a long time since I've sent you a poem!" Zheng Yi asked Li Na affectionately.

"How long does it take, you just sent a song, okay!" Li Na was shy, and subconsciously bit her lip from time to time.

"Hmmm! Today I want to send you another song! "Zheng Yi at this moment is not the scheming Zheng Yi in the past, he is more like the real him today, and what he wants to do is what he really wants to do at this moment.

Li Na skillfully handed Zheng Yi a pen, a piece of paper, the pen was still a ballpoint pen, but the paper was replaced with a clean printing paper, Li Na's face was full of shyness, anticipation, and the girl's expectation of love.

"Last night Qing fell asleep,

Man dance comes with light steps,

The whispering warbler called,

Nephrite is full of bosom.

Peach blossoms are like noodles,

Starry Reflection Stage,

Why is it too late to blame the king,

Lonely shadow and waning moon cut.

Warm lips to wipe tears,

Warm cheeks,

Hand in hand to the Pavilion,

The red candle shines on the hairpin.

Suddenly everything is empty,

May this life return to dreams forever! ”

Li Na read the whole poem softly, frowned and asked, "Whose poem is this?!" ”

"Mine!" Zheng Yi replied to Li Na lightly, saying that it was plain, but full of affection.

"What you wrote!?" Li Na was a little surprised, but also a little shy.

"Hmmm! It's not well written, but it's all written in a dream last night! Zheng Yi is very calm, because what he says is true, and even his emotions are true.

"Do you remember everything in your dreams so clearly?" Li Na's shyness spread from her face to her eyes.

"Huh! Of course, you don't want to remember nightmares, but you must remember them clearly. Zheng Yi understands that he is showing love, no matter how subtle it is, it is also showing love.

"No matter how beautiful a dream is, it's just a dream!" Li Na lowered her voice and muttered. As he spoke, he set aside the paper full of poems.

"Sometimes, as long as the dream is done, there will be a day when it comes true, if you don't dare to dream it, then what else can people expect?!" Of course Zheng Yi knows what Li Na is talking about, it is obvious that she has herself in her heart, but there are more things that she can't let go, she is rejecting herself, and it can't be said to be a refusal, but more to express a kind of helplessness, this helplessness is to express that it is impossible for her to accept Zheng Yi immediately for a while, but there are also other helplessness, I hope that Zheng Yi will not easily walk away because of this.

"Alright! Then you can dream more! Li Na, who was hit by Zheng Yi's thoughts, was very happy, and she also liked this kind of dialogue that seemed to have some kind of tacit understanding between the two and was very metaphorical.

"Great! Go back in the evening and keep doing it! "Zheng Yi is not joking, but a promise, a promise to Li Na.

"Why do it at night, you can do it during the day!" Li Na is very excited and happy, this emotion makes her say things without boundaries, so saying this can only be encouragement, encouraging Zheng Yi to give herself more love when she can't respond. This can't be said to be greedy, nor can it be said to be difficult for strong people, it's just a hope, hoping to get more of what you want.

"Hmm!! ~~ It's not good, daytime dreams are unlucky, I don't want to just daydream! What Zheng Yi wants to say is that he doesn't mind paying more, and he doesn't mind whether he can get a return in the end, but it's best to be rewarded.

"Hahaha!" Li Na smiled even more happily.

At this time, Zhong Liting happened to step into the store and saw Zheng Yi, and her face instantly filled with embarrassment.