Chapter 122: Fate and No Share. 2
He lit sandalwood in the incense burner, and white smoke rose up, and he sat in the white smoke, indifferent and elegant, obviously in the red dust, but it seemed to be far above the far end.
She always felt unreal, in a trance, this person was about to dissipate with the green smoke in the blink of an eye, and she could no longer be found.
The heart suddenly emptied, the kind of stunned that she couldn't catch it, and she didn't know how to get close to this person.
He is too sacred, she is too filthy.
is supposed to be a person from two worlds, and she wants to selfishly pull him into the game, teach him to provoke a red dust, blaspheme him, and dirty herself.
The monk should have calculated that she was coming, and set up a futon to wait for her through the low table and green lanterns.
She walked up to him, sat down on her knees, and quietly looked at the people who were close at hand by the dim light.
It's strange to say, I wanted to see it when I didn't see it, but now I see it, but I can't say a word against each other, and I can't say a word, which only increases the silence.
She tried to speak, but her mouth was sour, and her lips moved, and she finally struggled to make a sound.
The incense rose from the furnace, and her eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of fog, and she couldn't see his face clearly, and even his voice when he opened his mouth seemed to be covered with a layer of invisible fog.
"I don't see any resentment, but now that I see it, why can't I speak?" The monk looked at her, his expression was as indifferent as usual, as if he was sitting in the realm of the void, without her the slightest bit of discomfort.
He can always easily penetrate her heart, seeing her infatuated daughter, he is alone and idle.
Unlike when she saw him in the past, she was restless and resentful, and she was aggressive towards him, but now the two of them sat at each other, and they could be so safe.
Such a feeling is indescribably sad.
Her mind turned countless times, and finally she said in a dumb voice: "Why did you do this?" ”
asked why he wanted to see Xiao Jingse, she was so hard in front of her, he was indifferent, and told him so firmly that he was in Buddhism and refused to ask about Hongchen.
But when he saw Xiao Jingse, didn't he tell Xiao Lisheng clearly that he was in such a temple?
The monk's hand is on his lap, there are agarwood Buddha beads around the palm of his fingers, gently turning, silently, the scriptures on the Buddha beads have been turned, so that her heart is a little calm.
I don't know if it's because she is in the forbidden place of Buddhism, or because he is in front of her, her heart has an unprecedented peace and tranquility.
Throwing away those deceitful and calculating battles, just sitting face to face with him like this, it is clear that he can touch the quiet time.
It's a good feeling.
But the voice in her heart cruelly told her that these tranquilitys should not belong to her.
It's inevitable that my heart hurts.
"Don't you want me to join the WTO?" The monk half-hung his head, his silhouette was thin and hurtful in the green light, staring at her so lightly and clearly, and her shadow was reflected in his eyes, which was gentle and moving.
She choked in her heart and nodded honestly: "This is indeed what I want, but ...... Not what you want. ”
Maybe the reason why she is sad now is because she has asked for what she gets, but this is not the wish of this person on the tip of her heart.
With such persecution, how much affection do they have left?
The red lotus monk bypassed the light smoke between his eyebrows, and the person sitting in it seemed even more lonely and ethereal, he was so gentle, and his whole body sank, full of softness: "Now that I have my wish, why am I not happy?" ”
Her joys, sorrows, and sorrows can't escape his eyes.
can see through it at a glance, and put her heart under the blue sky and white sun, so that she can't escape.
"Not happy?" She laughed a little against her will, and said self-deprecatingly: "Yes, I should be happy, how can I not be happy?" ”
Fo Leng finally made the decision to prepare to be born, how could she hesitate again?
This road is so bitter, if he walks with him, the bitterness and blood can be swallowed in one mouthful.
But what about him?
Who will solve his suffering?
Through the dim light, she was finally willing to face her heart, put away the smile that went against her will, and said with difficulty on her lips: "Why do you suddenly want to leave this green lantern bitter Buddha?" ”
Glory and wealth are already floating clouds in him, as if in this world, it is difficult to have anything that makes him happy.
The monk moved around the beads, and under his fingertips, the beads rotated faster, and she could detect some of his thoughts, his heart, a little chaotic.
His deep eyes enveloped her tightly, and his voice was much hoarse: "You and I have been in love with master and apprentice for many years, and in my life, you have never begged me once, and the master owes you." ”
As a teacher, but unable to protect her, it eventually became a lifelong regret.
"Even if I knock out the wooden fish and recite the Buddhist scriptures thousands of times, a person who is guilty of sins will not be able to enter reincarnation." The monk finally stopped turning the Buddha beads, his voice was hoarse, and his eyes were red, and he muttered to her: "Ah Ci, I simply followed you into the red dust, I am willing to go with you." ”
This person is not kind to her, but it still makes her red-eyed.
What kind of nuclear energy could she make him willing to go with her?
I always don't believe that he realized that he has broken the red dust, and there is a faint sense in his heart that he must have encountered something else.
"Master Fo Leng escaped into the empty gate and cultivated early, how can he still remember that you are still my master?" She felt uncomfortable, and refused to forgive: "Do you know something?" For example, the princess of Allure ......"
Her words suddenly turned sharp: "I only ask the master for a word, has the princess of Allure already understood my identity as Yun Geci?" ”
This question had been circling in her heart for a long, long time, and she thought about it, and if she wanted to find the answer, she could only come to Fo Leng.
He should know best, otherwise, he would not have seen the fireworks set off by Yang Qingyin appear.
The real reason that really forced him to go out of the mountain should be with Princess Allure.
Buddha Leng's eyes deepened a little, and suddenly fell silent, looking at her eyes, dark and vain.
On the contrary, she is not irritable, here in Foleng, she has learned one thing, patience!
Wait, he'll open his mouth eventually.
The shadow of the green lantern turned a few times, and the monk sighed softly and spoke softly: "You are not the only person in this world who forced me to enter the world, but I only want to step into the turbid world for you." ”
He said it religiously, and he didn't mention Princess Allure in a word, but the meaning in his words was an expression, this matter was indeed related to Princess Allure.
The Buddha inlaid on the stone wall is smiling and looking at them, as if laughing at their anger and ugliness, the monk looks at her, more clear than the Buddha, and the words are heart-wrenching: "If you know that when I enter the world, I will have a fate with you, will you resent?" ”
She didn't understand how many mysteries he had hidden in his heart, but she also understood his warning.
If you want him to enter the world, you must cut off your thoughts about him.
He and her, fate, no part.
I don't know why they ended up in this situation, but in the dark, she probably guessed that one or two points were probably inseparable from the princess of Allure.
The monk was reluctant to say.
The tip of her heart was poked and hurt, she frowned and bent over, constantly asking herself in her heart: "Will you regret it?" ”