534 Dangerous Road 8
"Isn't that right, my place in your heart will always be after my mother."
An Chenglin seemed to sigh and did it slowly.
A wail, another sigh, actually gave birth to some more resentment.
Father An glanced at him: "Boy, your acting skills are good." ”
An Chenglin also poured himself a glass of wine, and the dark red color stopped pouring when the glass was only half full.
It's quite timely.
Father Ann noticed this detail.
After thinking about it for a while, I felt his intentions in hindsight.
"Sure enough, I gave birth to a son."
He felt a little aggrieved to praise his son, after all, he was the one who was calculated.
So, I can only praise him in a corner, and praise myself on the surface.
"It seems that my mother gave birth to me." An Chenglin took a sip of red wine, his thin lips leaned over the edge of the transparent glass, and the bright sky reflected a little water.
Because of the collision of light and shadow between light and extinction, there is some sense of charm.
Father Ann watched this scene, and his son's appearance was really speechless.
But what he just said made him quite complaining.
Father An didn't hide his thoughts at all, and quickly glared at An Chenglin.
A person who is in a position of superiority, who stays in that position for a long time, will unconsciously reveal that sense of majesty.
It is not an innate majesty, but a natural demeanor that is accustomed to it.
An Chenglin is naturally compromised.
In front of his family, he never seems to be so excessive, nor is he too good-looking.
After all, face is really not worth a lot of money in his heart.
The face that should be there will not be a penny.
The face that is forced may not be able to be kept.
The key is to look at your own ability, and only if you have strength can you have face.
"I throw in the towel."
There really is no need for him to be reckless in front of his father, after all:
"Without you, there really would be no me."
He is telling the truth, speaking from the heart.
Father Ann looked at the children on the side, when he was young, the scene of the toddler under the boulevard seemed to be still yesterday.
In a trance, it seemed as if it had only been overnight, and he had grown up and was already taller than himself.
And he has been in a trance overnight, old age.
When I look back, everything is in a flash, and it seems that this is what it looks like.
The past and the present have changed dramatically, and that's it.
The eyes are the windows to the soul, and there is nothing wrong with that.
An Chenglin experienced a little emotion in his heart from his father's trance-like eyes.
He just felt like he shouldn't have mentioned his mother just now.
Since my mother left, both of them seem to have been very silent about the people who are extremely important in their lives.
It's not that I've forgotten it, but I don't know how to bring it up.
Because I care, I can't take it anymore and can't put it down.
When it comes to Provence, even if Dad doesn't say the reason, An Chenglin can guess a few points.
It's just for the person who occupies it in my heart.
Dad has a lot of things in his life, but there are very few that he really cherishes in his heart, and even fewer who he tries his best to cherish.
It is inevitable that if you care too much, you will bring too much pain.
The eyes at this moment were rich in the nature of the story, but An Chenglin felt that he couldn't bear to explore it anymore.
The beauty is gone, and the people are alone and haggard.
Yin and yang are separated, and some are just feelings that have nowhere to put them.
"I'm sorry. I don't think I should have brought up my mother. Even if he really misses her, just like he is in front of him.
However, if you put it in your heart, it is not a good thing to taste it.
At least it seems, they don't have that kind of melancholy.
Even if they are just pretending to be confused, they are just a little self-deceptive.
Father Ann was interrupted by this sentence and detached from his memories and returned to the real world.
It is when the lavender is in full bloom, and the fragrance of the flowers floats in the air, almost like drowning.
“Lavandula angustifolia Mill…… I heard that the fragrance of flowers can purify and soothe people's souls, but I don't know if it's true or not. ”
An Chenglin's knuckles rubbed on the goblet, his eyes were deep and incomprehensible, and the obscure emotions under his eyes were overflowing, and the ink was surging.
"Lavender, don't say those high-end terms. You don't need to be so literate in front of you. ”
An Chenglin was a little funny: "After becoming a habit of life, only people who live differently from you will think that you are dazzling, but in fact, there is no such thing." ”
He's really just saying something as plain as plain water.
Father Ann looked at him with disgust, as if he was very surprised:
"You stinky boy, do you have to admit that I don't know Latin? Are you happy about that? ”
When you are sick, it seems that the child's temper that people usually hide is easily exposed.
Like this time.
In the past, Father An is indeed the same as the high-level personnel of the company, full of elite and stable temperament, revealing a sense of majesty that can be described as quite trustworthy and respectful.
However, don't forget that people grow up from childhood.
That means that even if you grow up, the traces of your childhood are only buried, and they haven't really disappeared.
At this time, when there is no suppression and when you stretch your nature, you often reveal a bit of innocence like "back to basics".
An Chenglin seems to have really not seen such a father for a long time.
If the image outside needs to be maintained too well, the stickiness of this good mask will become stronger and stronger, and sometimes it is not so easy to change the state in time when you return home.
Tear off that layer of good camouflage.
He then said very cooperatively:
"I'm really happy. It's hard to show off your skills in front of you, so of course you have to cherish it. ”
Father Ann seemed to think it was funny, glanced at him, and had to say that his son's temperament was not unsimilar to that of when he was young.
It can be said that it is very similar.
Even the attitude towards feelings is strikingly similar.
If you identify that person, you won't let go easily.
This is obviously an emotional outlook that is easy to get hurt in the end, but unexpectedly, both of them, father and son, seem to be favored by God in the end, and the ending seems to be good.
He said, "You have indeed satisfied me. ”
"Well, as I told you, I used you as an example when I was a child, as if I was chasing you."
"I can't run anymore."
An Chenglin seemed a little angry: "That's what makes people uncomfortable, if you can still be like the beginning, I have the possibility of surpassing you."
But at this time, those histories have been placed in the past, and there is no room for the past me to transcend. ”