Chapter 31: The Loss of a Son

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Huge pain as if a bobo black tide. Mountains of land are pouring in. Attempt to confuse the child spirit. She gritted her teeth tightly. Soaked in sweat all over. His face was as pale as snow. However. She endured the heart-rending pain. stubbornly refuses to shout. There were no tears in her eyes. There is no fear. There is only one incomparably firm belief.

She listened carefully to what she said. Obediently cooperate with the force. endured great pain and silently cheered for her child; She imagined that his child would have a handsome face that resembled Meng Hongyu. The heart is slightly sweet; She thought about being pregnant for October. Thought about "him" in October. Read "he" in October. Now. I can finally meet "him"......

For a long time. Just when you were about to be exhausted. Zi Ling heard the cry of a baby coming from beneath him. The cry was so faint that it seemed to be blown away by the wind. The cry faded away...... It's finally born. With tears and smiles. Zi Ling fainted in a deep state......

When you wake up. It's the middle of the night. The cold insect is poignant. The early winter is slightly cool. Yongle Palace is as quiet as heaven. It's like hell again.

Open your eyes. I saw the palace lights illuminating the spacious room brightly. The jade slave lay on the edge of the table and dozed off softly. Such a bright place. Such a warm person. This must be heaven, and I'm not dead. I'm alive at the moment. There was a sense of ecstasy in the heart of Zi Ling.

Under the low curtains. Zi Ling gently lifted the quilt. Habitually want to sit up. A tearing pain came from beneath him. The pain was so painful that she couldn't help but gasp.

Hear her moaning. A pair of hands as warm as jade quickly lifted the curtain. Gently hold her up. Raise your head. Zi Ling saw Meng Hongyu's familiar and unfamiliar face.

She forgot how long it had been since she had seen him. It's been so long that the face that was once familiar has become so unfamiliar. The once warm hands have become so cold. He wasn't indulging in Ouyang Ying's gentle township. Busy holding a birthday banquet for Ouyang Ying with great fanfare. Ignore her. He wasn't busy worrying about the child in Lin Yueyao's womb. But she refused to come and see her children. It doesn't matter if their mother and son live or die.

Mother. Yes. What about my children. A thought of children. Zi Ling subconsciously reached out and touched his side. But it's an empty cold quilt. She held Meng Hongyu's hand tightly. Eagerly asked, "What about our children. Where are our children?"

Hear the voice of the Child. The jade slave suddenly woke up. Seeing that I fell asleep unconsciously. I don't even know when the emperor came. She couldn't help but feel ashamed and ashamed. However. After a fleeting shame. It was great sadness and worry about how she would answer her young lady's question.

The jade slave held back the tears in her eyes. Gently step forward. Stand by the bed. I was thinking about how to speak back to Ziling's words. saw Meng Hongyu hinting with his eyes not to speak. He said, "I'm afraid the child will disturb you. I have instructed the nurse to carry the child to the side room and go to sleep."

"Let me see my child......" Zi Ling couldn't wait to see his child. She wants to know what her child looks like. Be like yourself. Or like Meng Hongyu. Isn't it healthy. Isn't it cute.

"The child is asleep." Meng Hongyu comforted her with kind words. Let's not bother him. Is it good?"

"Is it a man or a woman." Zi Ling asked impatiently.

"It's a ...... Prince." Meng Hongyu's voice trembled slightly. However. He still tried to hide the great grief in his words. It's a prince. However. His little prince gradually stopped beating at the end of his life. Breathless. He is a father. When I hurried after hearing the news. I only saw a small body that was gradually getting cold and a mother whose life and death were uncertain.

He is a father. I haven't had time to hear my son's cry. I haven't had time to hug my son yet. I haven't had time to give my son a grand meeting gift...... His little prince. His eyes were closed. Died in the blood of his mother......

Zi Ling heard the sadness that Meng Hongyu tried to hide in his tone. She half-squinted in alarm. Starry eyes staring at him like a vulture. Unavoidably asked him: "Why is the emperor's voice trembling. Why is the emperor so sad?"

The so-called "body without colorful phoenix wings. How could Zi Ling not hear his faint sadness, how could he not see the clouds in his eyebrows and eyes, she was a smart woman, and she was a smart woman who loved him deeply.

"I feel sorry for you......" the words came out. Even Meng Hongyu himself felt that his lies were fragile. Thereupon. Even the tone is weak.

"Bring me the baby." The hearts of the children are seized by great fear. Roaring hoarsely." Bring my baby to me."

The jade slave still stood motionless beside her bed. Biting his lip tightly. I couldn't hold back the tears anymore. Drop by drop slips from the eyes. Shattered on the cold ground.

"Didn't hear that. Don't go yet." Zi Ling continued to roar at the jade slave. Then lift the quilt. I want to stand up in great pain.

Meng Hongyu hurriedly hugged her. Hold her tightly in her arms. Place your chin on her skinny shoulders. Choked up and said, "Ling'er...... Ling'er, calm down. We'll have more children."

What does "we will have another ...... of children" means.

Zi Ling's brain "boom". The happy paradise in my heart collapsed in an instant. Her whole body stiffened. Even his eyes froze. Though. It was vaguely expected that such an ending might occur. But when such an ending is really in front of their eyes. She still couldn't accept the reality for a long time, how could it be so cruel. How can fate be so cruel.

"Wow...... "I don't care about the pain all over my body. Zi Ling struggled hard in Meng Hongyu's arms. Crying." No...... Give me back my baby...... No...... No...... My child......"

How so. She hadn't even looked at him. I haven't held him in my arms and let him feel the warm mother's love. I haven't given him an affectionate kiss yet. I haven't fallen asleep with him in my arms...... How could her child ignore her October pregnancy. Don't miss her motherly love. Leave her mercilessly. How could he do that?

"No...... Don't ......" Zi Ling went crazy and beat Meng Hongyu's back. Biting him the shoulder. This moment. She just wants him to let go of himself. So I can run to the child." Even if my child is really dead. I'm going to see him one last time."

I can resist her pink fist thumping and biting with her teeth. But I couldn't help the huge pain in my heart. Meng Hongyu also tore off the mask of strength. Tears flowed down her face in an instant. Lying on Ziling's shoulder, he wept bitterly.

Meng Hongyu's cry was heard. Yunu was busy wiping tears from her eyes. Quietly retreat after all. You have to take care of the emperor's face.

In the bleak dark night. Jumping under the lights. A pair of parents who have just lost their son. Hug each other and cry......

Concentrate:

(1) Tang. LI Shangyin. "Untitled". The full poem is: "Last night's stars, last night's wind. The west side of the painting building is the east of Guitang. There are no colorful phoenix wings. The heart is clear. The next seat sends a hook spring wine warm. Split Cao shot wax lamp red. Listen to the drums and go to the official. Go to the Malan Terrace class to turn the canopy."