Li Damin said: "Divided into three parts, the three of us will watch it at the same time, so that the speed can be faster and the efficiency is also high." ”

"This is Wang Yue's diary, have you opened the diary with permission?" I was angry: "I didn't say anything about you rummaging through other people's things, isn't it a bit too much now?" ”

"I understand your feelings," Li Damin said, "It's really rude for me to do this, don't be angry." But you have to take into account that this is a special time for us. In wartime, all red tape should be simplified, and big things should be done in big ways, and we should not pay attention to those small details. Uncle Zhong, are you right? ”

Uncle Zhong's eyes were full of appreciation, "I like Xiao Li's heart. Xiaolin, don't pick, if you can help Wang Yue now, the others will be a little later. After Wang Yue returns to the yang, he will understand. ”

When the two of them said this, my anger was gone, and I always felt bad and a little depressed.

Li Damin stuffed me with a copy of the diary divided into three parts, "It's all torn, don't think about it, you have to grasp the main contradiction, and the purpose now is to quickly find the person Wang Yue hates the most in the diary." ”

I snorted, "I think the person she hates the most will soon become you." ”

Li Damin laughed: "It's an honor." ”

The three of us each took a diary and looked at it, I turned the pages one by one, Wang Yue's writing is very good, there is a small freshness unique to a girl between the lines, she rarely notes in the diary, it is a few strokes in the front to tell things, and the back begins to talk at length and tell her experience. As far as I'm concerned, I don't like this kind of article very much, the story is boring, the point of view is two, and after reading two pages, my eyelids began to heavily, and I didn't have much rest last night, and my sleepiness came up.

At first, I was a little curious, trying to find Wang Yue's secret, but after reading a few pages, I found that she rarely wrote about her identity as a shadow, and didn't mention a word. The idea popped into me that her diary, which seemed to be a diary, was actually a means of disguising herself, purely for the sake of writing.

So what was the purpose of her diary? Is it just to practice writing, or do you deliberately want to show it to someone to cover yourself?

It's past midnight now, Li Damin and Uncle Zhong are yawning for days, sleepiness can definitely be infected, the more we look at it, the more sleepy we become, and we don't know when we fell asleep.

By the time I got up, it was already dawn outside, and when I looked at my watch, it was six o'clock in the morning. Li Damin and Uncle Zhong both wiped their eyes and woke up, and Uncle Zhong said: "I said that you two young people cheer up, I am old, and the main work still has to be done by the two of you, don't yawn, a little energetic, okay." ”

I asked Li Damin what he found, and Li Damin smiled bitterly: "I didn't expect Wang Yue to be so second-year, what is this thing written, I pinched my nose and looked at it." ”

We didn't eat in the morning, so we barely bothered to keep up and continue to look at the diary. Before I knew it, an hour had passed, and I had carefully read each of the newspaper clippings and bills in my diary, but I still didn't find any clues.

At this moment, Li Damin suddenly said: "I found it!" "The sound is full of surprise.

I hurried over. Li Damin turned to that page, everyone looked. Li Damin pointed to the middle piece of a large pile of words and said: "She hid her thirteen-year-old experience in a bunch of feelings, and if she didn't look carefully, it would be easy to jump over." ”

I rubbed my eyes, the text on this page was extremely densely written, although the font was beautiful and easy to recognize, but the logical relationship between the words and sentences was very confusing, and it was easy for people to get distracted when they read it. It is really not easy for Li Damin to find out this text.

Uncle Zhong looked at it for a moment and shook his head: "My eyes are dazzled, you can see, just tell me the general meaning." ”

I took this page and read it carefully, Wang Yue's description was very brief, but there was a strong hatred and fear between the lines, I was a little cold sweat after reading it, and I could feel how much this hurt her.

I looked at Li Damin, and Li Damin's face was also a little gloomy.

I suddenly had a thought, is Wang Yue's entire diary just to hide this experience, and the others are all false tricks? If this experience is not written, I am afraid it will become a nightmare and a demon in her life.

On Wang Yue's thirteenth birthday, something happened that was almost devastating for a girl.

According to the diary, her father died early, and her mother eloped with other men very early, so Wang Yue became a fatherless child when she was a child, and she has been living with her grandmother and grandfather. At that time, in the countryside, the two old people were not well-off, and it was already difficult to provide for the children to go to school, and by the time she was thirteen years old, she could not afford to celebrate any birthday.

Wang Yue's child should be precocious, every year's birthday I remember, she is very sensible, did not ask the two old people to make any excessive requests, on her birthday, she went to her father's grave after school to pray, tell her little daughter's thoughts, prepare a few candles, and wait for it to be lit after dark, even if it is a birthday.

She was very happy that day, and wrote in her diary that it was like her father was back with her and celebrating her birthday.

The night was getting dark, and she was afraid that the family would be in a hurry, so she packed up her things and went down the mountain to go home. As soon as she came out of the mountain road, she saw a person swaying on the path, and the moonlight was fine at that time, and she recognized this person as a migrant worker working on the Murakami pig farm. The pig farm has just been opened, and Shili Eight Village has recruited a lot of men who work part-time, and this person is one of them.

He seemed to be drunk and shook when he walked, and when he came to Wang Yue's approach, he suddenly grabbed her arm.

Although Wang Yue was thirteen years old, she was also a big girl, and she immediately knew that something was wrong and began to struggle. The man had a lot of strength, he did rough work all the year round, and he had a lot of strength, and he dragged Wang Yue to drill into the grove.

In the following process, there is no detailed writing in the diary, which is also human nature, and no one will write down all the details of what they have been hurt with relish. All in all, on her thirteenth birthday, Wang Yue was violated by a rude migrant worker.

The font on the back is almost through the back of the paper, and you can see that the pen words are wet, that is to say, Wang Yue is crying while writing, and the handwriting is blurred. I couldn't feel sorry for it, and when I thought of the events of that night, I felt a little empathy, and my heart was like a knife.

Li Damin saw that I didn't speak for a long time, and said softly: "I didn't expect Wang Yue to have such an experience." ”

Uncle Zhong was puzzled and asked what was going on.

Li Damin briefly retold the contents of the diary, and Uncle Zhong pondered for a moment, "She didn't mention what that person's name was." ”

"His name is Cai Cheng," I said, "and his name is written in the diary." ”

Li Damin thought for a while and said, "It's really strange, there's a problem here that I can't figure out." ”

We look at him.

Li Damin said: "Wang Yue later became a shadow. Uncle Zhong, you also said that she is very powerful and unique. Then why didn't she take revenge on this Cai Cheng? ”

"How do you know she's not retaliating?" I said, "Just because it's not written in my diary doesn't mean it's not." Wang Yue's girl is not a fuel-efficient lamp, according to common sense, can she not retaliate? ”

"Herein lies the problem." Li Damin said: "If she retaliates, no matter what means she uses, that Cai Chengdu will not be better, maybe she will be hung up now." According to your conversation with Wang Yue, she asked you to find the answer to the person you hated the most, and it seemed that Cai Cheng was still at large. There seems to be a contradiction here. ”

Uncle Zhong said: "I am older than both of you, and I have seen and experienced many things. In fact, I think that no matter how capable a person is, he also has the weakest side of his heart and the things he dare not touch. You see, from the diary, there is a lack of a lot of detail about this incident, why? One is that Wang Yue didn't dare to write, and the other is that she automatically blocked a lot of memories at that time, she didn't dare to face that past, she was afraid, afraid of Cai Cheng. Even if she becomes the queen mother in the future, I am afraid that this heart barrier will not be able to pass. ”

Li Damin and I didn't speak, just looked at each other. We're all adults and can understand how it feels.

Uncle Zhong sighed: "The realm of bardo is really not fun, the test of each level is directed at the heart, directly to the experience you are most unwilling to face, forcing you to recall, face, and solve." We still have one day, we must find that Cai Cheng! ”

"The only clue now is," I said, "Wang Yue's hometown is in Longshan Township, and I don't know if I can find Cai Cheng." ”

Uncle Zhong stood up: "Hurry up, go over now." ”

Without further ado, the three of us went out and went downstairs to the parking lot to pick up the car. Li Damin drove the car, pulled me and Uncle Zhong, and went straight to Longshan Township.

The reason why our city is called Jiangbei means the north of the Yangtze River. Many prefecture-level cities and towns and villages below the city are located on the Yangtze River, and Longshan Township is one of them. got on the highway and ran all the way, Li Damin drove the car so fast that the wheels were about to fly.