Chapter 49: A Dance of Ice and Fire (16)
Opening the door of his heart is good news for anyone who wants to enter, and Zheng Yi also understands that no matter what happens in the future, at least he is now standing in front of Zheng Hong's heart, and the door is opening for himself little by little.
"You say, I listen!" Zheng Yi didn't want to make noise in front of Zheng Hong anymore and disturb her thoughts, so his answer was extremely simple.
"My father has two generations of single transmission, and it is considered a death plan for me! Dad thought about violating family planning and having another one, but he was too poor to lose his job. So even if you think about it again, you don't dare to regenerate, and you can't say you don't love me, but it's very strict, harsh to the point of being harsh. Zheng Hong said it a little lightly, obviously accepting the reality.
Zheng Yi wanted to interject, but he still held back, judging the other party's parents, he is not qualified, and even if he has, it is something that should be avoided. can't appease Zheng Hong according to his intentions, and don't say that he is soft-spoken, but he is afraid that appeasement is revealing Zheng Hong's scars. Zheng Hong is lacking love, since his parents, he has been lacking, this is the first barrier in Zheng Hong's heart.
"When I was in school, my grades were very good, and people said I was beautiful, but they still laughed at my clothes, my hair, and my school bag all day long, and poverty was the only reason I got these ridicules. I can't resist! Although she tried to control it, Zheng Hong's tone betrayed her heart, she was angry, powerless, the only reason for anger, this reason was a bit absurd, but more desolate than absurd.
"Don't you have a good friend? A sensual person like you should have a few friends! Zheng Yi thought to himself, even if he can't get the love of his relatives from his family, at least he can get friendship from his friends, a sensual person is willing to give, and people who are willing to pay are easy to make friends, which Zheng Yi knows very well.
"Sensual?! Can you tell I'm sensual?! I remember the first time I met, I almost hurt you and refused to pay attention to me, so can it be said to be emotional? Zheng Hong is still worried about Zheng Yi's attitude for the first time, what she is worried about is not the change in Zheng Yi's attitude, what she cares about is that she hurt Zheng Yi for the first time.
"It's nature to protect yourself, you don't mean to hurt others, today I just found out that you hurt me, and your own heart is unwilling, so the second time you suddenly change your attitude towards me!" Zheng Yi said very happily, as if it was not an embarrassing thing, not an embarrassing past for the two.
"So, I'm right to treat you as a friend!" There are words in Zheng Hong's words, maybe he is closing the distance, of course, it is also a hint, a hint of the final relationship between the two.
"Of course! We're all one kind of people! Zheng Yi had to say something like this, there was no distance in this way, and he kept a distance, a distance that made both of them comfortable.
"Yes! A class of people, how nice! My former friends were not like this, they treated me like a charity, they liked to give me everything they didn't want, and they thought it was a gift. Of course, I shouldn't be hypocritical, this is also their kindness, but these kindnesses will become a burden to me, I can't accept it, I can't use it, it will hurt them, but when I wear those things, it's like a label, a label of poverty and vanity!" Zheng Hong said very simply, but people can know how difficult it is for people to do that kind of thing when they hear it.
"I understand that it is easy for emotional people to hurt themselves, and it is very difficult to hurt others to get through this hurdle! Carry it yourself, it is always these three words that support your kindness! I have to say that it's very tiring! But no matter how tired you are, it's those three words, carry it yourself! Zheng Yi understands Zheng Hong, he wants to convey a message through his understanding, and he is willing to help her resist.
"Do you carry a lot of things yourself? What you say to me is like talking about yourself! "Understanding is two-sided, and Zheng Hong also wants to understand Zheng Yi.
"I don't carry as much as you! Because I don't pretend! Hehe! Zheng Yi tried to guide Zheng Hong, so he said that he was very relaxed.
"That's right! It's actually good not to pretend, even if it occasionally stings others, but that's not real harm, others can understand! Zheng Hong's tone was full of envy.
"Don't you know everything? You can be like me, can't you?! ”
"We're not the same after all! I used to think about what I would become of myself, and it would be better to be a person who was indifferent to others and didn't let others have a chance to hurt me than to turn myself into a person who resented everyone! Zheng Hong said very firmly, it is clear that her decision is right, to be a person with a grudge is better than to be an indifferent person, whether it is to others or to herself.
"Of course! So I choose to be your friend and choose 。。。。。。! Zheng Yi was embarrassed to say what he thought, not because he was afraid of anything, but because Zheng Yi felt that he couldn't bear it at the moment.
"Choose to chase me! Hehehe! You have a good eye! Zheng Hong once again said something that made Zheng Yi's jaw drop.
"You。。。。。。 This side of yours is amazing, if, I'm just saying that if you treat others the way you are, you can stop pretending! Zheng Yi thought that if Zheng Hong was willing to change now, he should be able to bear it.
"I don't have a chance! What's the use of changing now!? ”
"Isn't it useless?! You're only 21 years old now! There are still many opportunities! ”
"I heard it just now, and I know someone must have told you too, I'm now, hehe! I should be the daughter-in-law of the factory director's family now! Do you think I still have a chance? As he spoke, Zheng Hong himself felt a little funny, as if the incident itself was a joke.
"So, how is the director's son?" Zheng Yi didn't want to compare anything, asking this sentence was a simple concern.
"It doesn't matter whether it's good or not, he loves beauty, my dad loves the power of his family, everyone just takes what they need!" Zheng Hong said it very calmly, just as calmly as she accepted.
"How can a sensual person be willing to make himself a commodity?"
"A sensible person should know how to be grateful and appreciate the grace of nurturing! Right! Zheng Hong said very clearly, no matter what the essence of this relationship is, she will accept it.
"Alright! I hope my presence can bring some comfort to your life! Zheng Yi is indeed talking about how he feels now, and it is the only thing he can do now.
"Very comforting! Otherwise, I wouldn't be so close to you! ”
"That's right! Very close! ”
"Will you regret doing this to me? I mean chase me! Zheng Hong's question is very fatal, saying regret will undoubtedly hurt Zheng Hong, saying that he doesn't regret it, then maybe Zheng Yi has to go further, maybe Zheng Hong himself doesn't know whether to say such a thing.
"I don't pretend! Something that will make me regret it, I won't do it at all! "In any case, you can't hurt Zheng Hong at such a time, these words are not Zheng Yi's original intention, but they are good intentions.
"Now that you know everything, will you continue?!"