Writer: Do You Believe in God?

In 2011, the interrogation room of the Yunhe City Public Security Bureau

"Well, having talked about it so much, maybe you should also talk about some important points!" He Chunqiu said slowly, "The crazy game is indeed a good game, you can only complete the layout of the scene and the writing of the game rules in two days, you can indeed be called a genius." ”

"Where are there any geniuses, some are just people who think they are smart," Wen Yifan laughed softly, "So, Officer He, what do you want to hear?" ”

"For example, tell me how you killed Xiang Haisheng," He Chunqiu stared at him, "He is a top student at Harvard University, and the first time he returned to China to handle a case, he encountered an accident, and at that time, the accident was characterized as an accident. ”

"And now, you have not only confessed to more than 200 homicides, but also admitted that Professor Xiang's death was your own doing, so ......" He Chunqiu licked his lips, "I am very interested in what you said, the murder method called 'Grim Reaper'." ”

"Although it's rude to interrupt others, if it were you, I don't think I would mind, because you and I are opponents, and opponents don't need to pay attention to etiquette," Wen Yifan smiled and sat in a comfortable position, "But it's a pity, a so-called professor is not so lucky, he is not qualified to be my opponent, but he still keeps challenging my bottom line, such a person, how can I not kill him?" ”

"Don't worry, I'll tell you everything, it's just that now, you're ready to listen to my whole story, so you shouldn't be in a hurry with the plot at this moment, right? Officer Ho? ”

"I just want to remind you, because I found that in your story, it seems that you are deliberately hiding something," He Chunqiu leaned forward gradually, "For example, I don't believe that you can do all this alone, after analyzing you, whether it is some traces in the case, or psychological signs, I think that you are deliberately shielding someone." ”

"Let me guess," He Chunqiu got up and said, "That person should be very important to you, although this theory is more incredible to you, but, after ruling out the possibility that you are gay, I think that person should be a woman, right?" ”

"Female, about twenty or so, has your way of thinking, or is simply one of your students, and has acted with you many times, I think such a person must leave some clues!"

"Officer He," Wen Yifan looked at him quietly, a complicated light flashed in his eyes, "Do you know what is the most important thing when listening to other people's stories?" ”

"Patience," Wen Yifan slowly spit out two words, "Patiently put your doubts in the bottom of your heart, keep all the unreasonableness of doubts for the time being, and when you hear the end, you will be able to know everything, and then think about the logic of the whole story." ”

After taking a sip of hot water, Wen Yifan said: "Since I am willing to repeat my past one by one, then you should believe in my sincerity, instead of using temporary logical loopholes to doubt something, this is my opinion." ”

"Very interesting point," He Chunqiu lit a cigarette for himself, "I apologize to you for my faux pas." ”

"Too much smoke can hurt you, and they make your lungs greasy, dirty, and slimy like if you threw them into a restaurant exhaust fan and dried them for three days and three nights." Wen Yifan pushed his eyes and said with a smile: "Moreover, if one day, someone needs to cut open your chest, then just dealing with the dirt left by cigarettes is enough for him to spend a lot of effort, not to mention that in the process of cleaning, it is really a troublesome thing to ensure that there is no blood in some places, isn't it?" I don't remember you being a person who likes to trouble people. ”

"This is my first root of the month," He Chunqiu seemed amused by his analogy, "Moreover, this month is not the first one." ”

"You're not as good as me at this point," Wen Yifan also smiled, "I can assure you that I haven't processed a little tobacco in my lungs, except for inhaling the poisonous gas spit out by others on some occasions, even if it's alcohol, I remember that the last time I drank it was half a year ago." ”

"This is also the extremely suspicious place on the other end that I found from you," He Chunqiu walked into him slowly, "You are too perfect, Mr. Wen, perfect as illusory - there is not a single traffic accident, there is no bad record of fighting, you have not violated any laws except for murder, you don't smoke or drink, and you don't have any prostitution or drug addiction, and all the physical indicators are infinitely close to the perfect health values in medicine, and the whole person is like a ......"

"It's not at all affected by everyday emotions or desires, and I'm sure you're not gay." He Chunqiu slowly exhaled a puff of smoke, thought about it, and snuffed out the cigarette he had only taken a puff of, "Perhaps, I should also learn something from you." ”

"I'm grateful," Wen Yifan waved his hand, waving away the smoke close to him, "So, what do you think I am?" A perfect man educated by the nobility, polite and elegant, with no bad habits? ”

"On the contrary, perfect people exist, but absolute perfection will never appear in the world, because as long as human beings have their own shortcomings, and you ......" He Chunqiu chuckled, "The perfection you show should be an illusion that is only revealed after countless precision packaging!" ”

"Of course, it is extremely difficult to package this kind of illusion, so I think that now your disguise should be indispensable to the careful carving of others in your childhood!" He Chunqiu sighed, "If a sculptor with a strong artistic cell must understand the truth of imperfection, so he will decorate those imperfections, so that these imperfections will exude some kind of fatal attraction and temptation, such as Venus's broken arm." ”

"And in you, I don't see any trace of sensual artistic cells," He Chunqiu continued, "You give me the feeling that it is the most unlike statue, when I completely dissect everything about you, I don't feel a trace of artistic breath, some are just rational and ruthless to the crazy high efficiency, in order to maintain this high efficiency, the carver disregards any beauty and art, saying that you have carved the coldest machine in the world, and everything in you gives others the temptation and sensibility, It's just a cold and cruel last one, that's how you feel to me. ”

"At the same time, I can also feel the helplessness of the carver," He Chunqiu patted Wen Yifan on the shoulder, "He should know very well that human emotions cannot be completely erased through the day after tomorrow, so it only weakens their existence, and this is the only part I feel in you called 'human'." ”

"But don't you think that it is this perfection, or the inhumanity in your mouth, that is the most critical reason why I have been at large for more than ten years and still not caught?" Wen Yifan just said quietly, without any emotional changes, "It is precisely because I don't have any emotions that I can completely simulate any emotions and let everyone be intoxicated." ”

"You're just taking advantage of ordinary people's pursuit of perfection," He Chunqiu sneered, "People just blindly use their poor thinking to make up a so-called perfection and pursue it all their lives, and you, just deduce what they think is perfect in your conversation with them, and disguise it like that." ”

In fact, you hate this perfection so much that it deprives you of the right as a human being to cry out loud when you are wronged and laugh out loud when you are happy. It may seem like a solid wall that protects you from anything, but it is also a cage that imprisons you. ”

"Just as you like to appreciate some very sensual beauty, people always think that what you don't get is the best, and you can't escape this thought, or is it that you use this kind of thought to be able to control others?" He Chunqiu straightened up and said, "This perfection is just the cruelest gift he gave you." ”

Under the light, Wen Yifan just sat quietly, and at the end, he showed a smile.

Then, as if he had heard some extremely funny joke, his shoulders shook slightly, and then he let out a series of laughsβ€”and finally, laughed out loud!

"You're right, I really can't feel the feeling of laughing out loud," almost the next moment, the expression disappeared, replaced by absolute calm, "even if I was disguised, even if I could cry out loud at any time without anyone feeling discordant, I couldn't feel the emotion contained in this expression." ”

"This is also the difference between you and those mediocre people, Officer He, you can clearly realize the cruelty brought by this perfection, and give me sympathy from the opponent's point of view, instead of worshipping me like a fool, even if you know that I am guilty," Wen Yifan showed a shallow smile again, "Perhaps, this is also the reason, only when I am with you, I can not be forced to wear a blindfold and restrict all my actions, and even my voice is completely cut off." ”

"Since you want to know everything about my past, then you should listen to everything I have to say, and I promise to restore a truth to you, a truth that you expect."

"It's just that these truths are the climax of my story, and you know that a good writer always likes to control the rhythm of the whole story, so I want to save it for the end," Wen Yifan said slowly, "Of course, an excellent writer always likes to sell off, so I will reveal a little hint to you, such as...... Some kind of thought. ”

"Please let go of your mind, don't be influenced by boring religion, don't be poisoned by the ignorant world, just use what you have learned, think about the essence of each of us, and then answer my question......" Wen Yifan slowly leaned into his ear and asked:

"Do you believe...... Does God exist? ”