Chapter 3 The beginning of love

Zhong Chan's appearance, after a long time, was still a mystery in Zheng Yi's heart, because Zhong Chan seemed to fall from the sky, but no, fairies always fall from the sky. What is certain is that Zhong Chan definitely did not follow Zheng Yi to rise from the first grade, because in his memory, Zheng Yi had never seen such a beautiful girl.

White and tender skin, as if only a thin layer, clear, pink, high nose, big eyes, indescribable beauty of laughter, like a person who came out of the pictorial, in which era of students are not allowed to perm their heads, God actually gave her a natural volume in violation of the law. The figure is neither fat nor thin, and the demeanor is generous and decent. It's not strange to describe a little girl in her early teens as generous and decent, but it's just generous and decent, because no one doesn't like her, including those who are proud and jealous of their innate female classmates.

Zheng Yi sank, sunk in Zhong Chan's smile, sunk in the world of men and women, who said that God is fair, such a perfect girl, God actually gave her intelligence, yes, Zheng Yi finally has an opponent in learning, which makes Zheng Yi, who is a master, no longer lonely, in fact, he doesn't mind that when Zhong Chan's grades will be better than him, because when Zhong Chan is praised, Zheng Yi has no jealousy at all, just like the teacher is praising himself. I don't know who gave him the courage to be so shameless, and he actually regarded Zhong Chan as his own person in private. Of course, maybe it's the teacher, maybe it's the beautiful story passed down by word of mouth among classmates. In the entire class, including the teacher, the two of them were collectively called "golden boys, jade girls"

In the next seat transfer, Zheng Yi had the first and only "dereliction of duty" behavior in his life, he transferred Zhong Chan, who was far away in the sky, to his side smoothly, obviously this move was too selfish, but the classmates didn't care, and even after he arranged everyone's seats, everyone had a move similar to "haunting the hole room", and forced the two of them to the seats. It's a bit redundant, one is the one who arranges the seats, and the other tacitly accepts it, so there's no need to heckle it, because eventually they'll sit down on their own, and no one will object to it, okay! Because the teacher did something that was not done by people, although Zheng Yi respected her very much, he still felt a little resentful, because after he arranged everyone's seats, the teacher made some fine-tuning and transferred the beauty who was finally brought to his side directly, which made Zheng Yi difficult to understand, because, the teacher said that he was responsible for the matter of adjusting the seat, who sits with whom, who cares, who is happy and who is not? No! These were not Zheng Yi's things to care about, the only thing he cared about was that his woman wanted to sit with him, but he didn't expect that in less than half an hour, Zheng Yi, who thought that he had fulfilled his wish, suffered a blow.

Zheng Yi will never forget Zhong Chan's expression when she packed up her stationery and left her side, her face was red, although she was still smiling, but the resentment and embarrassment were all blooming on the faces of the two. Oh my God, what did I do wrong, I had to experience such a heart-engraved parting at this early ten-year-old age. Although it is not far away, it is only in the distance that can be reached by the eye, but in Zheng Yi's heart, I believe that it is also in Zhong Chan's heart, and the end of the world is just a stone's throw away.

Just after a school year of sorrow shrouded in Zheng Yi and Zhong Chan, a more fatal blow came. Yes, Zhong Chan changed schools, it's really because this elementary school is too bad, there are nearly sixty people in each class at the beginning, walking and scattering, and by the time it comes to the fifth grade, there are only about 30 people in each class, where did those people go? Whatever, but why take Zheng Yi's Zhong Chan away? Zhong Chan didn't say goodbye, didn't leave a message, and walked so decisively! Did something break her heart? made her even forget to take the most important thing away, which was Zheng Yi himself, Zheng Yi has always felt so. All right! Accept it, there is no end now, only the end of the world.

When the winter vacation was approaching, Zhong Chan mailed a postcard to each classmate, and unlike other people's ideas, Zheng Yi did not feel surprised, even if only he posted a photo of Zhong Chan. Those who know me say that I am worried, and those who do not know me say what I want. That little bit of difference is not as good as saying "goodbye" in person. Forget it! The fairy was meant to leave, fell from the sky, and then left silently, all the stories are written like this.

After this whole year, Zheng Yi understood at least one thing, he was very naïve before, although these naiveties matched his age at the time, but in addition to naivety, Zheng Yi couldn't remember what words to use to describe it. How could I have thought about pleasing others before? Even the fairies are their own, what else needs to be pleased? Now that the fairy is quietly gone, she has no need to please others, for there is no one worthy of pleasing herself.

Finally, there are still some embarrassments that can't be concealed, for example, being in a daze for no reason, for example, often smirking, for example, the surging heart and the calmness on the surface when others mention the name Zhong Chan. For example, someone directly asks, "Do you miss her?" Zheng Yi deliberately made a stupid "Who?" Ge Ling? "Don't think about it, I'll introduce you to a new friend" The man picked up a pen "XX ham sausage, your new friend" After speaking, he handed the pen to Zheng Yi, and motioned to cooperate with the two bites, "Do you still want Ge Ling?" Zheng Yi gnawed seriously, "Who is Ge Ling?" No matter how funny the joke is, it can't resist the young man's heart.

Zheng Yi remembered that he was going to bury some flowers at such a moment, as if it had been written in a book like this, and after thinking about it carefully, forget it, Zheng Yi was afraid of burying himself. Come on! Make a vow, never let yourself be so embarrassed in the future, the falling flowers intentionally follow the flowing water, the flowing water has no intention of falling in love with the falling flowers, the days are long and sometimes endless, and this hatred is endless. No amount of words can write Zheng Yi's sadness.

Zheng Yi attributed the heavy blow suffered by the beginning of his love to his unilateral dedication, although Zhong Chan thought about responding, but after all, he did not respond, leaving his thoughts, remorse, embarrassment, and embarrassment to Zheng Yi. This is the first and last time, Zheng Yi told himself. In the future, you can only leave the embarrassment to the other party, only to the other party, because it is too uncomfortable to leave it to yourself.

After the winter vacation, the school started, and after the start of school, there were new changes, there were four classes in one grade, each class had a maximum of more than 30 people, and there was only 24 people in one class, what a waste of teaching resources, Zheng Yi was angry in his heart, would others leave if they didn't rot? What can be called a teaching resource, resources are useful things. No matter what Zheng Yi thinks, anyway, the merger of the first and third classes, and the merger of the second and fourth classes, has become a fact. Zheng Yi is not worried about his position as class president, because no one in the entire grade has better grades than him, but the newcomer is afraid that it is a little difficult to manage, and Zheng Yi has a feeling that the mountain rain is coming.