I don't have the power to hate, because I'm a demon myself. For the fulfillment of my wishes, I have killed many people who have nothing to do with me. I knew that one day I would die at the hands of someone else, and I only hoped that my wish would have been fulfilled by then.

I don't know how many times the body has become extremely cold due to insufficient blood supply. I don't know how many times I've opened my eyes and only seen the endless darkness, but I hate this feeling. But there is no way, if people get something, they always have to pay a little price, the lucky people have gains and losses, and the unfortunate people will become nothing.

By the time I opened my eyes again, my mother was gone. Walked away without warning and without preparation. I know that my mother regrets giving birth to me and takes me around every day. I sat quietly in my chair, naively thinking that she had gone to buy me breakfast. It's a pity that a day has passed, and she still hasn't returned.

It was snowing heavily outside the window, and I curled up in my cup in a daze and waited for my mother's return. I don't know why the air conditioner in the room won't turn on, and so does the electric light. I was so anxious in the darkness and cold that I was about to cry. Eventually, a cleaning lady entered the room, and she first asked me in surprise why I was still here. I just whispered to wait for Mom. She immediately contacted the front desk and asked if I had my mother's phone number, and I said, "I don't know." Then he was kicked out.

I sat at the entrance of the hotel with my hands crossed in my sleeves. I kept my head down and waited for my mother, because I had no other way but to wait for her. The snow was falling very hard, and I looked at the snow flying in the sky, hoping for a familiar figure. And so it went on until the next night.

The snow still hasn't stopped, and the figure of anticipation still hasn't appeared. My stomach was numb with hunger, but my body instinctively felt that I had to eat. "Can you give me something to eat?" I said with my head down. I don't know if it's because I'm too quiet, or if the passers-by are busy. Anyway, there was no food in front of me. I was disappointed. "Can you give me something to eat?" This time I raised my voice and raised my head to another passerby. But he didn't seem to hear it, I didn't even see his face, and all he was left was a back that was fading away. I lost my mind a little because I knew that if I didn't eat, I would never see my mother again. "Please give me something to eat, please." I mustered up the courage to get to my knees and prayed to a gentle-looking young man. The man just looked at me in surprise, and then walked away from me silently, and I was completely devastated. I didn't know where to kneel for a long time, and the people around me walked past me as if they were bypassing a barricade.

At this time, I remembered a fairy tale, "The little girl who sells matches." "I think the pain and loneliness of this little girl at this time should be the same as mine. I slowly stood up and walked aimlessly, as if to warm my body a little warmer, and I did not wait for my mother, lest she weep when she saw my body. I don't know how long I walked, but I felt like I was under anesthetic, and gradually the surrounding scenery disappeared, as if I was walking in darkness. I suddenly realized this and panicked. Running in search of an exit, shouting for help. But there was no response and no exit around. Except for darkness, there is only darkness left. I crouched down, and the fear and loneliness in my heart crushed me like an avalanche. Then there was the fear of death, which made me dare not think, and I could only tremble.

Suddenly, a bright light shot over my head. Shine all around me. "Angels." I walked to the light with tears of joy. As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw a beautiful face that I had never seen before. Petite and delicate face, golden hair. "Angel, it's really beautiful." I looked at the girl in front of me and said. "You're awake, that's great. Dad, which big sister woke up. "The kid, who was younger than me, rushed out the door like a bird. I looked up and saw that the air conditioning, the TV, and the simple wooden table were not much better than the facilities in my house. It doesn't seem like heaven.

After a while, the little girl led a middle-aged man with a beard and walked into the door. "You're okay, it really scared the hell out of my daughter." "I'm fine, thank you." I tried to get up as I spoke, but my bones didn't listen to me and couldn't do anything. "You lie down and rest first, your body is still very weak." The middle-aged man said. "By the way, what is your parents' phone number. I will contact you to get rid of them, lest they worry about you. "Telephone." I repeated the term mechanically, and then fell silent. I knew my mother had a phone, but she never told me what the phone number was. The middle-aged man seemed to see something in my hesitant eyes. "No, I still don't remember." "Yes, it's just that I—" I was speechless for a moment. Forgot? Forget it, it doesn't matter. What is your name. "Name." I was stunned again. "You won't forget your name, will you?" The middle-aged man said half-jokingly. I turned my back and struggled to remember my name. But nothing seems to have come of it. It is true that my mother does not seem to have given me a name, or even registered my household registration. "Then I see." The middle-aged man seemed to understand something, stood up and took the little girl's hand, and the little girl looked at me with a wink. "Xiaowei, be good. The eldest sister is still weak, and we need to let her rest a little longer. "Then, sister, you have a good rest, Xiaowei will play with you tomorrow." Xiaowei waved her little palm and said as she left the room with her father.

I woke up the next morning with hot milk and fragrant bread in front of me. Xiaowei sat next to me and read a book, and saw me wake up. She greeted me happily. "Good morning." "Good morning." I responded to her shyly. For some reason, I was twelve years old and Xiaowei was ten years old, but she took care of me like my sister. Tell me I've been sleeping for eighteen hours. Don't be too anxious to eat after waking up, I was already given some glucose yesterday, so my body can't be hungry for the time being. While I was eating, she told me a fairy tale she had just read, the Frog Prince. When she was emotional, she danced for me. "What you're saying is interesting." I looked at the little angel with a smile. "Really." Xiaowei looked at me with a happy face, "Then if the eldest sister lives in my house in the future, Xiaowei will tell you every day." I was speechless and didn't know how to answer. I only felt that my chest was warm, and I only felt that my eyes were wet, "I hope so." I said with a laugh. However, if the eldest sister lives in our house, she doesn't have a name, and it will be very troublesome to call her parents. "Then please give me a name." "Really." Xiaowei jumped up suddenly. "I'm in trouble." I bowed my head and said. "Don't worry, I'll definitely give my big sister a good name." Xiao Wei finished speaking, and then pondered. This contemplation lasted for a long time, until when it was time to eat, she was still muttering many strange words in her mouth, "Qin Yue, Shangguan, Mary..." Xiaowei's mother said that her hand reached for Xiaowei's forehead. It's not hot. Xiaowei's mother touched her head again. Seeing this, I felt a warm current in my heart. Until dinner, Xiaowei was still thinking. At three o'clock in the middle of the night, I suddenly sat up from the bed, startling me who was sleeping next to me. "Shuangyue, Shuangyue, what do you think of the name." She shouted excitedly. "Good, a poetic name." I looked at her with a smile. As long as it's Xiaowei's name, even if it's "Xiao Ming", I like it.

After that, I stayed at Vicky's house for a month, even though Vicky sometimes had to go to school. But when she got home, she threw herself into my arms like a puppy, and instead of sleeping with his parents at night, she got into my bed and told me many interesting stories about the school. Then I hugged me and fell asleep before I knew it. The way she looks when she sleeps is so cute, I don't know why, I'm very obsessed with the way she looks when she sleeps. For this reason, I always wait for Xiaowei to fall asleep first, and then look at her face by myself, and fall into a sweet sleep in her even breathing. I usually act like a nanny, doing what I can for Xiaowei's house, such as washing clothes, washing dishes, sweeping and mopping the floor. Xiaowei's parents didn't say anything about what I did, and occasionally left me alone to watch the house.

December 25th, Christmas Day. Even though it is a festival in Western countries, many families in this place also celebrate this festival in order to have a good time. I was hanging presents on the Christmas tree at one o'clock that afternoon, and I felt extremely excited when I thought about Xiaowei's surprised expression when she opened the gifts after school.

"Shuangyue, come here, I have something to say to you." Xiaowei's father stood at the door of the bedroom with a serious expression. I walked over with trepidation. "Shuangyue, thank you for always helping my lover take care of housework and Xiaowei." I don't know that this gentle tone pierced my heart like an ice pick. "Seriously, uncle, it's nothing. I was also very happy with Xiaowei. I should thank you for taking care of me all the time. "You're such a good boy. In the future, if you have time, I hope to come to our house often. "Later." I stammered these two words and immediately realized something. "Uncle, it's Shuangyue who is sometimes lazy and just cares about playing. But I also ask my uncle to give Shuangyue a chance, and Shuangyue must work hard and never cheat again. I immediately knelt down, tears blurring my vision. Because I don't want to leave this home, leave Xiaowei. "You're doing well, Twin Moons." Xiaowei's father helped me up, and something seemed to glisten in his eyes. "You get up every morning at half past five to make breakfast and keep it as quiet as you can so as not to disturb our sleep. You look at the recipes every day and learn something new. Give us a trick for the day. Although our family didn't provide you with enough ingredients, I licked the soup every time you cooked. Especially your roasted eggplant with sauce, I really don't know the taste of meat for three days after eating. You clean regularly and do your laundry every day, and I feel like my wife is really useless now. And Xiaowei also likes you very much, since I am noisy to sleep with you every day, it makes me feel jealous. However, your mother's whereabouts are now unknown. Our family's economic conditions are not very good. "It's okay, it's okay. Bi-monthly doesn't cost much. And you can also work bi-monthly to earn money and subsidize the family. Just let Bi-Moon stay. "No, if I could, I really hope that you are also my own daughter. Unfortunately, I have a hard time sending you to school. Bi-Moon, you know what? You're still young, and you have to be educated. Especially how smart and cute you are, it would be a pity if you were only a nanny in our house. If you get admitted to Harvard and Yale in the future, don't forget to come back and see Xiaowei often. "But—" Before I could finish speaking, Xiaowei's father quickly turned around. An hour later, a car will come and pick you up. Do you remember Uncle Yang who came to our house the day before yesterday? He would love to be your adoptive father. He is over thirty years old and has not yet married a wife. He is very good, and he has also won the top ten progressive youths in Zhucheng. You will definitely have a good time living abroad with him. If he abuses you, you must call me, and I will not spare him. After Xiaowei's father finished speaking, he stepped into the bedroom door and slammed the door shut. Don't give me a chance to refute at all? "I stood up and felt powerless. Suddenly, a flash of inspiration appeared in my mind. Yes, I can run away and come back when Uncle Yang is gone. And then... I sat down against the door, because I realized a question, why did I choose to pick me up an hour later, when Xiaowei should not have finished school. That's right, if Xiaowei knew about this, then I would definitely not be able to leave, and this is what Xiaowei's father does not want to see. Sending me to an adoptive father's house would be good for Xiaowei's father and herself.

As the minutes ticked by, I shattered my last illusions. Dragged his tired body to his room. I really don't have anything to take with me if I want to take anything with me, after all, I didn't bring anything with me when I arrived, except for the clothes on my body. Still, I took away a bear, which was given to me by Vivi. "If I'm not with you, I'll be with you with this little bear for me." Two weeks ago, she gave it to me with a smile, looking at Xiaowei's dirty hands, I knew that Xiaowei had collected waste paper and bought it for money. So I also used my free time to collect a lot of plastic bottles. Bought a beautiful bow for her, but she couldn't see the joy of seeing the gift with her own eyes on Christmas Day.

"Xiaowei, have you packed up? Uncle Yang is here to pick you up. Xiaowei's father's voice sounded outside the bedroom door. I jerked my head back to look at my watch, and the hour hand was already pointing in the direction of two. Time was so naughty, I only made one reminiscence, and an hour passed. "Ready." I responded softly, step by step, looking around and trying to write down the shape of every piece of furniture, books, and beds in this room. Until the moment I closed the bedroom door, until the moment I left the door of Xiaowei's house, until the moment I got in the car, until I sat in the car and looked at the home that was gradually moving away. I kept thinking of Vicky's smile. I don't know why people are so strange, my mother and I have stayed together for 12 years, but all I remember is my mother's vague face. And Xiaowei and I stayed for less than a month, but I remembered all the stories she told me, every night we slept together, the jokes we made in the shower, and the promises we made when we walked together. "Merry Christmas, Vicky." I meditated, hoping that the wind would bring my blessings to Xiaowei, and at the same time made this vow in my heart that when I grow up and have a good job, I will definitely come back and never be separated from Xiaowei again.

The car was speeding outside, and the buildings on both sides of the road flashed by at a rapid pace. I'm really glad that Xiaowei's father decided to separate us when Xiaowei went to school, otherwise I would have cried to death.

"Want something to eat? Bi-monthly, anything. Uncle Yang asked me as he drove. Don't bother Yang..."I tried to call my father, but unfortunately I couldn't. "Uncle." For a long time, I still only held back these two words. Uncle Yang smiled, "Don't worry, everything will come slowly." I nodded, staring at the scenery in front of me.

Suddenly, a figure jumped down from the side of the street, spreading his hands as if blocking the way of the car. "Brake quickly." I shouted as the car slowed down violently and made a screeching sound. Because of inertia, my body leaned forward. Xin Hao I fastened my seatbelt, otherwise I might have flown out of the car.

"You're stupid." I rushed out of the car and shouted at the girl who was less than half a meter from the front of the car and almost went to the west. "Biyue is a liar. obviously said that he would always be by Xiaowei's side, why, why, why did he leave me. Xiaowei cried and shouted, and at the same time, the double ** hung my chest frantically. Don't cry Xiaowei, it's not like you will never be able to meet. I promised Xiaowei that I would come back and bring a train of bows to Xiaowei. "No, no." Xiaowei cried like a baby, "Shuangyue will deceive people, I don't want any bow, I just need Shuangyue to accompany me." "After saying that, Xiaowei hugged me and buried her head in my arms." If Xiaowei must go, take Xiaowei with her. "For a moment, it just felt like the world had become so quiet, the world had become so small. The quiet can hear each other's heartbeats on the noisy road, and the small ones are condensed in one person's tears. "I promised Xiaowei that Shuangyue would always accompany Xiaowei, until the sky is wasted and old, and until the sea is dry and the rocks are rotten." I cried and cried, holding the whole world tightly in my arms.

Uncle Yang had no choice but to send me and Xiaowei back to Xiaowei's home. "Dad, I only have one wish for Christmas, I want a sister." Xiaowei said and took my hand. Xiaowei's parents looked at each other, showing helpless eyes.

Since then, I have become Xiaowei's sister. Xiaowei's family tightened their belts for me and pooled money for me to go to school. I registered my household registration name at the Civil Affairs Bureau, Jin Shuangyue. I don't understand how Xiaowei knew that I was going to be picked up by Uncle Yang that day, when I asked Xiaowei. She scratched her head and said it seemed like the wind had told her. She had an ominous premonition. So I left early and ran home, but I didn't expect to meet me halfway. I smiled and thanked God for the miracle.

However, fate is really capricious. Six years later, Xiaowei's mother and I were in a car accident. Xiaowei's mother became a vegetative state, and I was a high paraplegic, unable to move any other part of my body except my left hand and head. Xiaowei's father was first grief-stricken, then insane, and was soon admitted to a psychiatric hospital. I was forced to drop out of school, and the burden of life fell on Xiaowei. She couldn't help but take care of me, who couldn't take care of myself, and she had to pay money to the hospital and the psychiatric hospital so that the two hospitals could take care of her parents.

"Xiaowei, what's the matter with the lipstick on your mouth?" I lay on the bed and asked Vicky, who was changing my underwear. "Well, of course I have to dress up when I learn to be a broadcaster." "Of course I don't have a problem if it's for a good university, but I also ask you to study hard and don't think about other things. There are many kind-hearted people in this world, and Xiaowei doesn't have to worry about money. "yes." Xiaowei said aggrievedly after changing my diaper, "I really want to thank their eighteen ancestors for giving our family a subsidy of 9,000 yuan a month." Hearing this, I tilted my head sideways in embarrassment, "So, you have to study hard and repay the society." ”

"Sister, you don't have to act anymore, you liar." Xiaowei said and took out the underwear I had just changed, with a sinister smile on her face, "Sister, what is the white gel stuck to this underwear, don't tell me it's my sister's semen." "Me. I also want to ask you, didn't you say that you studied hard in school? So why, why did Wang Ke tell me that you often skip school and go to the bar to be a lady. "Wang Ke, that's my classmate, how did my sister know about him." "Don't care how I know, I'll ask you if you still listen to your sister. Study hard for me now, and give me a Tsinghua University and Peking University exam in the future, everything will be great. "My sister doesn't know anything at all, does she have no worries about food and clothing when she is admitted to Chongben University?" Xiaowei's eyes drifted in other directions, "After graduation, you may not be able to find a good job." I'm now working as an intern in a bar and making six thousand a month. Don't worry, sister, Xiaowei is very smart and won't sleep with those men. You're just—" What are you talking about, stinky sister. I slapped her on the right side of the cheek. There was a snap, and the sound was as loud as thunder, and the two of them were silent in an instant. This one scared and hated me. Xiaowei covered her red and hot face and looked at me like a dinosaur. A few seconds of silence felt like a thousand years of estrangement, and I suddenly regretted my impulsiveness. Xiaowei is also thinking about me, I should teach her carefully, instead of hurting her so roughly. "I'm sorry, my sister didn't mean to." I couldn't control my emotions as I spoke, and something seemed to be stuffed in my throat. I hurriedly used my only movable left hand to wipe away Xiaowei's tears. "Listen to me, will you study hard in the future?" "Uh-huh, uh-huh." Xiaowei nodded, "I'm sorry, it's Xiaowei who is willful, I'm sorry." Xiaowei walked out of bed with tears streaming down her face. In a panic, he didn't know how to pack his things, like a panicked little mouse, and then as if he sensed something, he hurriedly ran out of the door. "Where are you going, Xiaowei." I shouted. But she didn't answer and slammed the door.

Another silent night, a cold snowy night. I remember six years ago, it seemed to be this day. My mother may have left me for being a nuisance, and now, the person I love the most in the world is gone. That night, I wanted to die, and I survived the longest night of my life in grief and anger.

When I woke up the next morning, I was a little scared by the silence around me. The heat in my ears is gone. It seems that Xiaowei didn't come back last night. I struggled and wanted to go out to him. And then...

I got out of bed with my feet on the ground. "How is it possible, I'm not—" I was stunned, "Moham, God has given me another miracle." "I hurriedly knelt on the ground and drew a cross on my chest. Then he pious to the east and bowed down. Then get dressed and stuff a loaf of bread into your mouth. I left a note on the door so that Xiaowei would not find me when she came back. Then go out and look for Xiaowei everywhere.

This search is ten years. In the past ten years, I have only done two things. The first is to live, and the second is to find my sister. Finally, one day, I saw her in the lab. She is locked in a glass enclosure filled with a yellow liquid and is said to be on her way to the Land of Origin. It turned out that the reason why I was getting better was not because of a miracle, but because Xiaowei had the Holy Alliance operate on me without my knowledge at the cost of being an experiment, and restored my physical functions. "Is there anything I can do about her?" I asked the person who took me to this top-secret lab. "Participate in the Battle of the Chosen and emerge victorious. Become the Seven Original Sins and have a chance to take your sister out of here. Your sister's experiment will be launched in two years, regardless of whether she will make it to the place of origin or not. You can't even see her. After speaking, the master patted me on the shoulder, "This is a long way to go, and you don't know how many rivers of blood you have to cross." And the probability that you will reach the end is almost the same as the probability that the sun will rise in the west tomorrow, so I advise you to give up. ”

"But aren't there many people who have become the seven original sins? It's all two shoulders and one head, and if they can do it, then I can do it too. I retorted.

"Bimoon, you know? A lot of the reason for one's success depends on the person's character, and your character is not suitable to be the Seven Original Sins. ”

"I don't want to be the Seven Original Sins, I just want to save my sister. Take her to a quiet place and see that she has a happy home. After I finished speaking, Otoko smiled with satisfaction. Yes, then you should work hard. ”

I nodded diligently, and the world around me began to turn white, and Otoko's figure faded into white. The pain became clearer and clearer, and one cold face after another came into my eyes.

In front of me, six people used sharp swords and pierced my body. I sneered, "You should have looked at my head just now." ”

"What?" Hua Xiaoxiao looked at me in surprise.

I ignored her, after all, my life fire doesn't even count as a spark now. I quickly recited the mantra of my last trump card, "Heavenly demons dance wildly, and all evil returns." Holy Soul rank attack, activated. ”