There is a saying that the sea of bitterness is boundless, and turning back is the shore.

For the sake of the young man who met in Pingshui in the past, Jiang Cai waited for 12 years, in my opinion, it is really not worth it.

After all, she thought about it in her heart, and she had spent twelve years for others, and even a lifetime of happiness, but the young man named Yi Chulian didn't even know her name.

The comparison between the two compartments is really hurtful.

I persuaded Jiang Cai: "Master told me before, things in this world have always been rare and confused, don't be too obsessed with everything, the girl is just a glimpse, she has only seen people twice, why do you want to put your whole life into it?" ”

Jiang Cai asked: "At first sight, I fell in love." The girl said so, but she doubted my feelings for Yi Gongzi? ”

I thought to myself, I've only met once or twice, just because people have been in the boudoir for 12 years and don't want to marry, no one dares to question her feelings for that Yi Chulian, right?

It's just that I think Jiang Cai, this girl is too stupid, she is really dead-eyed, and the person who has to hit the south wall to turn back will inevitably be hit on the head and bleed.

Jiang Cai said: "Actually, I don't want to believe it myself, I've only seen two sides, why can I be so concerned?" But I just like him, I like him, I like him, I can't forget it, what does it have to do with the length of time I've known him? ”

I don't understand the realm she said, it's like I like to eat mutton skewers, but the mutton skewers are sold out, I can't eat them, I can still use the money I originally planned to buy mutton skewers to buy a bag of dried sweet potatoes, admittedly, the taste of dried sweet potatoes is not as good as the mutton skewers, but it is still very delicious, and Jiang Cai's situation is roughly that he thinks a certain mutton skewer is delicious, and even other mutton skewers refuse to pay attention to it, and would rather starve to death than eat the original one.

I asked Jiang Cai: "So, is the girl going to continue to wait for that Yi Chulian?" ”

Jiang Cai nodded: "Wait." ”

I asked, "If you wait another 10, 20 years, and you still can't wait, do you still have to wait?" ”

Jiang Cai nodded again: "Wait!" ”

I sighed: "Isn't it stupid to waste your whole life with someone who doesn't know if you can find it?" ”

Jiang Cai smiled slightly, and replied: "Deceive your heart, to pay attention to a person you don't like, that's really stupid, I'm willing to spend my whole life waiting for someone I like, even if it's just guarding his name, I will never regret it." ”

How fortunate I am, I am not Yi Chulian, at least, not the Yi Chulian that Jiang Cai believes in and loves.

Otherwise, with the crime that has affected Jiang Cai's life, I am afraid that I will not have a good time in my life, perhaps, only by thinking like this can the guilt and apprehension in my heart be temporarily eased.

Since my senior brother and I were not the person Jiang Cai was looking for, Zixian Villa was finally willing to let us go, but before leaving, Jiang Cai hesitated to make a request to me.

She wanted to invite me to dinner, and invited me to dinner on the Yuntai Pavilion, which was also her only wish for Yi Chulian over the years.

However, before eating, she wanted to invite me to put on Yi Chulian's costume and dress up as Yi Chulian to meet her.

It was a little embarrassing for our two girls to do this kind of thing, but in order to make up for the regret in her heart, I thought about it and finally agreed.

Leaving Zixian Villa with my senior brother, Jiangling sent us to the door, thinking of Jiang Cai, I still couldn't help but sigh, let Jiangling find a way to persuade her at the right time.

Unexpectedly, Jiang Ling was puzzled: "Why do you want to persuade my sister? ”

I was stunned, and then I heard Jiang Ling continue: "I didn't understand before, I always felt that my sister was stupid, and I was hurt by that person for a lifetime, but gradually I understood that my sister can meet a person she really likes, fortunately or unfortunately, only she knows, we feel that she is stupid, because we haven't met a person who 'has to be him', so the real pity should be us." ”

"Say ...... again"

Jiang Ling smiled, put his hand on my shoulder, and said, "We have money in Zixian Villa, and my sister won't marry if she doesn't want to marry, and we can't afford to support it." ”

Senior brother stood next to him and stared at Jiang Ling's hand on my shoulder: "Go here, and then go south to Luohe Middle City, we can go the rest of the way by ourselves, Jiang Gongzi should please go back." ”

As he spoke, he pulled Gangneung's hand off my shoulder, inserted himself between us, and took my head and walked away without looking back.

Senior brother didn't seem to be very happy when he looked at it, I thought about it, probably because I was jealous, at first I thought that the person Miss Jiang was looking for was him, and I wanted to use this matter to reach the peak of my life, but I stole the limelight.

Soon after returning to the inn, the Jiang family sent someone to send Yi Chulian's clothes, the fabric of the cloud silkworm snow satin, which was smooth and soft to the touch, snow-white and snow-white, and dusty.

It can be imagined what kind of beautiful young man was wearing this dress back then.

I plugged the door and hid in it to get dressed, and something embarrassing happened, because Jiang Cai's memory of Yi Chulian was stuck twelve years ago, when he was still a teenager, not as tall as me, not as fat as me...... Ahh

There was a knock on the door outside, I got up to open the door, but I saw my senior brother standing at the door, looking at my up and down line, he frowned: "Do you really want to see Jiang Cai?" ”

I nodded, and he snorted, then tugged at the crack in my elbow and said, "Go like this?" ”

I also know that I am Ah Jing, not Yi Chulian, compared to the boy in Jiang Cai's memory, he is simply a sun in the sky and a turtle on the ground.

This act is just a joke made by Dong Shi imitate.

But thinking about Jiang Cai, he couldn't be ruthless.

The senior brother said: "Miss Jiang has been living in the past, but you want to pretend to be a person from the past to see her, saying that you want to help her, but have you ever thought that it might hurt her?" ”

"What then?"

I wondered and asked, "Is it possible that I can't see her?" ”

The senior brother said: "No matter how good the past is, you can't be too nostalgic, being a man, after all, you have to look forward." ”

I pondered my brother's words, and finally raised my head and smiled: "Thank you, senior brother, I know what to do." ”

looked at the senior brother's outfit, and said, "Senior brother came out this time, I don't know if you can bring extra clothes, lend me one." ”

In the evening, when I arrived at Yuntai Pavilion, Jiang Cai was already waiting there, and when she heard that I had come, she turned her head and saw my current appearance, and was stunned: "You ......"

I was wearing my brother's clothes, in order to be different from Yi Chulian back then, I also deliberately picked out a black one, thinking that I was sitting with Jiang Cai, the two girls' families were sitting together and talking about Fengyue, and I was inexplicably embarrassed, so I brought rhubarb with me.

Originally, I wanted to call my senior brother, but his person was too annoying, but Rhubarb was very good, and he couldn't say a word for eight hundred years, which could ease the atmosphere and not disturb us.

I tried my best to learn from the man's manners, and saluted Jiang Cai and said: "This girl, I went out to play with my friends, and I happened to pass by here, and the girl was familiar at first sight, I don't know if I can sit down and drink a glass of water and wine?" ”

Jiang Cai nodded subconsciously, I pulled Rhubarb to sit down, looked around the Yuntai Pavilion and said, "After a few years, I didn't expect the scenery in the Yuntai Pavilion to be the same as in the past, and it has not changed. ”

Jiang Cai raised his head and looked at me in a daze for a while before he said, "Has Gongzi ever been to Yuntai Pavilion before?" ”

I smiled, pretending to be merry, shook off the folding fan in my hand and said: "It was about twelve years ago, when I was young, ignorant, and arrogant and arrogant. ”

Jiang Cai lowered his head shyly and asked, "Do you remember that in the past, on the Luo River, you saved a woman?" ”

I pretended to be surprised: "Could it be a girl?" ”

Jiang Cai bowed his head and said: "Twelve years have passed, and the appearance of the son is still the same as before, but I am already old. ”

"Where, where."

In fact, I also feel strange about this, if I was really Yi Chulian back then, I should be about the same age as Jiang Cai.

Jiang Cai looks very beautiful, but his appearance is obviously much older than me, which is also the reason why I feel that I am not Yi Chulian.

I lifted the hem of my clothes, walked to the railing, and looked at the scene under the stage, because Jiang Cai had spent his wallet to get the entire Yuntai Pavilion, and now the pavilion was empty, except for the three of us, only the guards who accompanied Jiang Cai to protect her, and the maids who served beside her.

I couldn't help but sigh with emotion: "After so many years, although it can't be said that things are right or wrong, but you and I must have changed, just as I used to like to wear white clothes, but now I like to wear dark clothes, I used to like to wander around alone, causing a lot of trouble, but now I would rather meet two or three friends, hide somewhere and drink quietly, girl, the me you remember, maybe not the real me, or perhaps, just my side." ”

Jiang Cai frowned: "Little Red Girl, what do you mean ......?"

Hearing her call me Xiaohong, I almost choked to death with my own saliva, and I was embarrassed for a long time before I said: "I want to tell the girl that the girl can be nostalgic for the past, but she can't lock herself in the past. ”

Jiang Cai was stunned for a moment, then suddenly smiled, got up and saluted me: "Thank you Miss Xiaohong for your enlightenment." ”

She calls me a girl now, she must have figured it out, but the title of Xiaohong is really unpleasant.

I helped her up and said embarrassedly: "Acquaintance is fate, everyone is friends, you can just call me Ajing in the future, as for that Xiaohong...... I don't have to bother remembering the names I came up with casually. ”

Jiang Cai nodded, and we sat down to eat, during which we inadvertently looked up at the painting hanging in the center of the Yuntai Pavilion, a painting of ink and blue, because it was wet with wine at that time, and after many years, I could only see clusters of ink stains of different shades.

But I think it must have been a very beautiful painting at the time.

I asked Jiang Cai, "Is this painting painted by Yi Gongzi?" ”

Jiang Cai nodded, to be honest, when I first saw this painting, I felt a little familiar, and I thought it was Xuanji Mountain where we lived, but compared with the scenery of Xuanji Mountain, it was completely different.

The rhubarb behind him stood up, looked at the painting, and muttered: "Yuxu Kunlun Mountain......"