Chapter 1 Do I Know My Heart?
"The Nine Heavens, the gods are not eating the fireworks of the world, and they can fly everywhere, hey, they can fly everywhere, the immortals, they are all immortal, so they can protect us from disease and hunger, and bless us with happiness and health."
The story of the storyteller in the teahouse continues, and the listeners are immersed in the story.
Somebody's little boy interjected and asked the storyteller, "But, sir, will the gods not die?" ”
The storyteller paused, took a sip of tea, and then said with a smile: "Of course, the immortals and immortals are immortals, that is, they want to live forever, if the immortals are all immortals, then who will bless us?" ”
A few more children ran over to surround the storyteller, clamoring to hear the fairy tales.
In the private room here, Le You pouted unhappily: "This storyteller is talking nonsense, and the gods will die, right?" ”
Fu Yu's hand holding the tea paused, neither responding nor looking at her, but turned his head and opened the window, pretending to see the excitement.
Le You was even more unhappy, so he simply pulled his sleeve and said, "You answer me?" Yes or no? ”
"Don't mess around." Fu Yu was entangled by her headache, and rescued his sleeve from his hand, seeing that she pouted and seemed to cry aggrieved, he had to soothe, "What the storyteller is telling is just a story, why take it seriously." ”
"But," Le You said unconvinced, "I know, the gods will also die." ”
Fu Yu finally frowned: "How do you know?" ”
"That man came to you that day, and I heard what you said." Le You was a little proud, "Xu is you are too involved, I didn't even notice that I have been listening to it at the door for a long time, that son is really amazing, even if I am used to seeing your handsome face all day long, I still think that son is better-looking." I heard him say, 'Yan Ruo's body has been sealed by me with a thousand years of Xuan Ice, but the soul can't be gathered for the time being' or something, the soul of the immortal is gone, then it must be dead! ”
Who knew that after Fu Yu heard her last sentence, he was immediately furious and scolded: "What nonsense?!" Who is allowed to say this? ”
Leyou was frightened by him for a while, his little face turned white, and he took half a step back and stammered: "I, I guessed it myself"
"Nonsense!" Fu Yu raised his hand without thinking about it, but the slap finally didn't fall on Le You's face, but lifted the table with one hand.
There was a commotion, and Le You looked at the debris on the ground, and cried quietly.
She had never seen Fu Yu get so angry, and she didn't understand what annoyed him.
Xu is Leyou's appearance was too pitiful, Fu Yu forced himself to calm down, and reached out to pull Leyou, who was still crying, into his arms. "I'm sorry, Leyou, it's me who is wrong, I shouldn't be angry with you."
Le You didn't remember to eat, and when he saw him coaxing himself so quickly, he suddenly became happy, and the grievance he had just thrown out of the clouds. "You're not angry?"
"Hmm. Don't be angry anymore. Fu Yu pinched his eyebrows, "We should go back, let's go." ”
Leyou grabbed him and said with a smile: "Are you confused by me?" Didn't you say you were going to the temple to pray for blessings? ”
"I'm not going." Fu Yu pulled out a smile, tied her cloak, and said, "Let's go another day." ”
"But" Le You was about to speak and stopped, and suddenly heard someone knocking on the door outside, and hurriedly went over to open the door, and there was a suave boy standing outside the door.
Yue Xiaojing walked in and saw the mess on the ground, afraid that she would not be able to step on it with one eye, so she cast a small spell to repair those fragments, the teacup and teapot returned to the table, and the water traces disappeared completely, as if they had never fallen to the ground at all. Then he asked Fu Yu: "The person I asked you to find, how did you find?" ”
Fu Yu shook his head lightly when he heard this, but did not speak.
Yuexiao had no choice but to sigh, turned around and looked at Le You again, and asked, "This is Su Qinghe?" ”
Fu Yu replied to him: "Her name is Leyou now." Noel was the name Yanruo gave her at that time. ”
"Leyou, good name." Yue Xiao smiled at Le You, who was a little stunned, and said, "Speaking of which, I am also a friend of your old friend, my name is Yue Xiao, and I will come to see you when I am free today." ”
Somehow, when Leyou heard him say 'an old man', his heart suddenly hurt, and then his eyes turned red.
Fu Yu hurriedly supported her, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Le You only felt that her heart hurt and her head hurt, and she couldn't help but shed tears all over her face, crying: "I don't know, I'm so uncomfortable, my heart hurts, my head hurts, it's like something is going to get into my mind, it hurts" She couldn't stand the pain, and grabbed Fu Yu's hand tightly, "It hurts, it hurts!" ”
Yuexiao hurriedly came over, "Let me see." "It's just that he hasn't touched anyone yet, and Leyou has already fainted from pain.
"What's wrong with her?" Fu Yu was a little anxious, looking at Le You lying on the bed, his brows furrowed.
"No problem." Yue Xiao withdrew her hand, "It's okay, it's just that she's having a dream now, I probed, it seems to be a memory she once lost." Somehow, those memories came back on their own, and she was a little uncomfortable, so she passed out in pain and woke up fine. ”
"So," Fu Yu breathed a sigh of relief and asked puzzled, "What did you see in her dream?" ”
Yue Xiao sighed softly, shook her head, and said, "It's just an old story." ”
"You mean?" Fu Yu was shocked.
Yue Xiao nodded to confirm his guess: "That's right, her memories that were erased and sealed by Yan Ruo's own hands are back." ”
"How come" Fu Yu turned his head to look at Le You in disbelief, his eyes full of worry.
If she remembers those painful pasts, and the carefree Leyou wants to turn back into Su Qinghe, who is full of hatred, how can this be good?
"I know you're a god in the sky, can you?"
"I can't."
Yue Xiao said before Fu Yu could speak, "Those who should come back will always come back, how do you know that if Leyou turns back to Su Qinghe, he won't choose to forgive the past and start over?" After a pause, he added, "Besides, you also said that those memories were erased by Yan Ruo himself back then, and if Yan Ruo is still there, those memories are kept with her, and she will not remember them again." Now that Yan Leyou recovers his memory, I am afraid that something has happened at the bottom of Ruoshui Lake. I'm afraid."
"Fu Yu"
Le Youyou on the bed woke up and interrupted Yuexiao's words. She spoke softly and asked, "An Jiuchen is dead?" ”
Fu Yu was stunned, went over to hold her hand, and said softly: "Well, Cheng An Guo is destroyed, An Jiuchen is in the law, and now there is no Cheng An, An Jiuchen and them are all in the past." ”
"And now?"
"Now, we settle in Huailiang, the new emperor of Huailiang ascends the throne, and the country is peaceful and peaceful."
Le You suddenly closed his eyes, as if he was very tired, and asked very lightly: "What about her?" ”
Fu Yu immediately understood who this "she" meant, and still said softly: "She, let's go." ”
What if she regained her memory, what she remembered was only Su Nuo'er who was mortal in the flesh, as for Yan Ruo, as long as he didn't say it, she would never know.
Le You still had her eyes closed, looking like she was about to fall asleep, Fu Yu saw that she had been silent for a long time, thinking that she was too tired to fall asleep, and leaned over to tuck the corners for her, but suddenly heard her chuckle, as if mocking and trembling, and her voice was so light that it was almost inaudible - "She's dead, isn't it." ”
"You're tired, take a break." Fu Yu didn't hear it, covered her with a quilt, and was about to get up to go outside, but heard Le You's mocking words-
"I knew for a long time that people like her wouldn't live long, and behold, she died before me."
Fu Yu turned to look at her suddenly, and when he saw the string of shining tears that slipped out of the corners of her eyes, he suddenly lost his voice. In the end, he just pursed his lips and turned to go out.
Leyou closed her eyes tightly, as if in this way, tears would not flow out, as if she didn't cry, that person would still be there.
Recalling the memories of the past is undoubtedly painful for Su Qinghe. If she didn't have these memories, she would still be Leyou, the Leyou who would only follow Fu Yu and call Gongzi, and the Leyou who was carefree and didn't know what love was.
But now, she is Su Qinghe, and from now on, she can only be Su Qinghe.
There are no parents, no close friends, and even the people around you who can't touch or love deeply. Now all she has is memories of the past, and those are exactly what she wants to forget.
I don't know how long later, Fu Yu walked in again, sat on the edge of the bed and watched her pretend to be asleep, silent for a long time, and finally said softly: "Get up and eat something, it's getting dark." ”
"I'm not hungry." Su Qinghe knew that he couldn't pretend to sleep, so he turned his back to him, a little aggrieved. "You go out, I want to sleep."
Fu Yu really stood up obediently, listening to his movements, Su Qinghe was slightly disappointed in his heart, and his eyes were a little blank staring at the bed curtain inside.
Who knew that there was a sudden weight on his body, and before Su Qinghe could react, he was facing Fu Yu's eyes with a faint smile.
Fu Yu leaned over her, his body pressed her slightly, and asked a little jokingly, "You slept with your eyes open?" Well? ”
"You!" Su Qinghe's face turned red, and he hurriedly pushed him away with his hand, "You get up quickly, what is it like this, get up quickly." ”
Fu Yu grabbed her moving hand, suddenly got closer, and deliberately whispered, "Don't sleep?" It's dark outside, and the situation is urgent during the day, so I only asked the innkeeper for this room, since I want to sleep, why don't we sleep together? ”
Su Qinghe's face turned red, and he suddenly looked at him a little overwhelmed, his eyes were a little innocent: "You, don't be joking, I'll get up, I'm not okay when I get up?" ”
"It would have been nice to be so obedient earlier." Fu Yu straightened up all of a sudden, got off the bed, and stretched out his hand to pull her, "There is a night market tonight, if you want to go, let's go and have a look?" ”
"Whatever you want." Su Qinghe lowered his head to put on his shoes, and suddenly the shoes in his hand were snatched away, and then Fu Yu half-knelt in front of her, holding her shoes with one hand and holding her feet with the other, and he was actually putting on her shoes himself.
"You" Su Qinghe was surprised, and then his eyes were a little red. "Fu Yu, do you know what you're doing?"
Fu Yu arranged the hem of her skirt for her, and said without raising her head: "Can't you see it?" Naturally, it's putting shoes on you. ”
"But"
But how could the woman's feet be touched at will, Fu Yu did this, which made Su Qinghe shocked and uneasy.
Fu Yu was still half-kneeling, raised his head, looked at her, and chuckled, "What's wrong?" ”
"Not really." Su Qinghe shook his head slightly, but he couldn't say it when it came to his mouth.
Instead, Fu Yu grabbed her hand, looked at her eyes and said, "I know what you're worried about, but you also have to know what I think, that is, whether you are Leyou or Su Qinghe, it's the same with me." ”
"How do you know what I'm worried about, Fu Yu, don't you think, you're a little self-righteous?" Su Qinghe pulled out his hand, don't look over and say aggrievedly, "You know I'm repenting and embarrassing, so you did it on purpose, didn't you?!" Deliberately being so nice to me, deliberately making me feel that you can still be approached, and even let me misunderstand again, in fact, you still like me a little bit. Isn't it?
But you're wrong. Fu Yu, I won't be stupid again, never. ”
"Why do you think that?" Fu Yu wanted to hug her to soothe her emotions, but was pushed away again.
Su Qinghe turned his head and stared at him with tears in his eyes, and asked in a trembling voice, "Isn't it?" ”
She will never forget how many stupid things she did to chase Fu Yu's footsteps back then. even ruined the friendship between her and Nuo'er with his own hands, but in the end, it was just a void.
Lost a good friend, lost a family member, and even lost yourself.
And everything is just a ridiculous nightmare, and what is buried is everything that you once had, everything that is beautiful.
"Fu Yu," Su Qinghe covered his face and cried silently, "Now I can see more clearly than anyone else, in the past, it was Nuo'er who asked you to take care of me, so you patiently let me mess around you." But now that Nuo'er is gone, you don't have to keep the promise you made back then, when I was Leyou, thanks to you for taking care of me, I only have a word of thanks to you as a reward.
But now that everything is back to normal, I choose to let you go. Fu Yu, you don't have to force yourself anymore, you go, I decided not to love you anymore. ”
The room was suddenly extremely quiet.
Fu Yu was stunned for a moment, looking at the little woman who was masked and crying in front of him, for the first time he felt depressed in his heart, as if this small cry turned into a pair of hands, entered his body, grabbed his heart, and then tore again and again, with some slight pain.
"Qinghe." Fu Yu leaned down to take her hand away, then held her tear-filled face with both hands, and leaned in to kiss it.
Su Qinghe was shocked, completely forgetting where he was, and let him hold him tightly.
After a kiss, Fu Yu looked at the stunned little woman in his arms, couldn't help but laugh, shook his head slightly and asked her with a smile: "What about this?" Can you understand that way? ”