At four o'clock in the afternoon, half an hour before the end of school.

Waiting.

She was still waiting.

After taking the medicine and resting for a good day, she felt much better. It's just that she hasn't received a text message from Song Fusheng, and she feels a little uneasy. Song Fusheng said that as long as it was Shen Qingjia's matter, he would take it to heart. So I guess there are too many things to forget today. Shen Qingjia said silently with a voice in his heart. Another voice said, this is not necessarily the most important thing, you don't want to be so careful, who do you think you are? You're nothing but a crush!

Shen Qingjia was like a ball deflated.

I always feel uncomfortable, but I can't say anything bad, but I always feel a little heavy when I look at the sky. Maybe it's a cold, and my head is a little heavy. Shen Qingjia returned to the house from the balcony. They're coming back soon. Soon. It's a peculiar feeling. I want to see him soon, but I'm a little shy and timid. It's always like this in my heart.

Shen Qingjia, who was bored but had a complicated mood, had to go back to the room to read.

"I don't imitate the birds that sing so much, I am obsessed with flying and circling in the sky, and the eagle and the seagull possess my heart far more than the canary and the imitation bird, and I don't want to sing tactfully, no matter how sweet, I want to fly freely, full of strength, joy and will."

Shen Qingjia really likes Whitman, and she remembered that Shi Xue also said that she liked his poetry very much. So he immediately sent this chapter to Shi Xue by text message.

After posting it, Shen Qingjia kept thinking about what Shi Xue would say when she saw this. Maybe she'll post a barrage of happy emojis. Maybe she'll laugh and call her right away, and then the two of them will express their opinions together, so happy. Maybe she'll send her a favorite Whitman poem back to her, too. In short, Shen Qingjia is looking forward to it.

It's just pitiful and pathetic that

Shen Qingjia didn't know that what she was expecting was just a bubble.

There is no one in this world named Shi Xue who will reply to her message in seconds, and there will be no more.

A black bird flew past Shen Qingjia's window.

Shen Qingjia didn't know what kind of bird it was, its call was a little hoarse, as if it was saying something. But how could Shen Qingjia understand bird language. She looked at the small, black, unknown bird. The bird looked at her, too, and its cry was still a little hoarse, and it seemed to be talking and singing lamentations. Shen Qingjia looked at it, she wanted to say, what are you talking about, what are you singing, but unfortunately I can't understand anything. I'm just a human being, maybe stupid human for you. Shen Qingjia smiled helplessly at his own conjecture. The bird lingered on her windowsill for a while, and Shen Qingjia originally wanted to get up and take a closer look, but she was worried that her movement would disturb it, so she still stayed quietly in the same place, quietly looking at this strange bird.

Maybe it's lonely,

It's a lonely bird.

It lost its companions, it got lost. Do birds get lost? No way. It's certainly only a brief stop, just like we occasionally stop to look at the surrounding scenery while traveling. And so it is.

Shen Qingjia thought about it and showed a reassuring smile again.

The bird flew away.

It flew away without a sound, just as it came without a sound.

Shen Qingjia only saw it by chance, and now that it flew away, it was just a reasonable thing.

This happens every day, every day.

Shen Qingjia thought of Shi Xuelai again. She looked through her phone, and the text message still didn't get a reply. Maybe I'm busy, maybe I'm doing my homework, maybe I'm taking a shower. Maybe went to eat. Maybe......

Shen Qingjia thought about a lot, a lot of possibilities, but she always thought in her heart that no matter what, Shi Xue would definitely reply to her text message. Because Shi Xue never fails to reply to her text messages.

As people say, maybe a little late, but you will definitely miss the appointment. She will always see her text messages and reply to her with a variety of emotions.

Because she is Shi Xue, the best Shi Xue in the world.

Shen Qingjia naturally didn't say this sentence at the same time, but she always kept it in her heart. Every time Shi Xue asked her, Qingjia Qingjia, do you regard me as your best friend? Her sparkling eyes kept looking at her. Shen Qingjia wanted to say yes, it seems that there is no warning, and you have become my very good friend. I can't say the best, but maybe your existence is even better than the best. Because no one is as good to me as you are, no one cares about my feelings so much, no one has ever been.

Shen Qingjia never said anything like this to Shi Xue. Although she said to herself in her heart that she was right to Shi Xue, she had said it countless times.

But I have never talked to Shi Xue openly.

so

What is she talking about?

It's all duplicitous.

- Shi Xue, you know, I already have a best friend, and you know who that is.

- Don't ask such pointless questions.

Every time I finish speaking, I always feel uneasy, because it is a lie, but it has nothing to do with malice or good intentions. It's just a habit. In her heart, Shi Xue is obviously regarded as the closest and most trustworthy person, but her heart is also afraid, because the person in her heart is no longer the same as before, what an incredible and unbelievable thing! She had never thought of such a situation.

If we say that the thing of friendship is replaced by love.

It is probably a person who suddenly finds himself in love with someone else one day after a long time. Is this a shameful betrayal? Obviously, he didn't do anything wrong, but suddenly there was a more important person who replaced his original lover. She didn't do it on purpose, but a new person lived in her heart and squeezed out the original inhabitants. It wasn't a place for new people, and it wasn't the ending she wanted.

But it happened anyway.

Shen Qingjia expressed his amazement at his imagination, it was so idle. It's true!

Half an hour passed, and Song Fusheng and Zhuang Zhou were about to go home. However, Shen Qingjia still did not receive Shi Xue's letter. It's terrible.

Shen Qingjia decided to send another text message to Shi Xue. She thought that if Shi Xue didn't reply to this text message, she would call her immediately.

I won't scold her, and I won't say anything unpleasant.

It's just a normal way to talk, if Shi Xue asked why she called, she said, because she hasn't waited for your reply, so she's a little worried, like asking you. Of course, it's also because I miss you a little.

Shen Qingjia decided so.

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