Summer is fading from the heat.

Actually, I know that summer is long gone. The air is slightly cool. The camphor is still very green and very green. But the sky was not blue, and there were no clouds of white clouds. It seems that time has really moved forward resolutely, and there is no turning back at all. It's like many, many things have changed, so stubborn, rumbling forward, forward, and forward. Until it disappears.

But I like to believe that some things still haven't changed. Even if I'm wrong, I don't care. Just believe it yourself. For example, those days related to you have become the most beautiful scenery in memory. Even after many years, it will not fade in color. Because I'll remember that they really existed and grew up with me.

I believe that there are days when I can listen to it,

I truly believe that there are days to listen to.

*

I know that I have to face a lot of things on my own now, and it doesn't matter, I can do it. Don't give up no matter what

It's been a month or two since I've been in school, and everything seems to be on track: a new life, new friends. However, many times I feel sad and sad... Looks like it's going to collapse... That feeling is indescribable despair... In this strange city, I was walking alone. The other day I was asked if I have many friends. Actually, I want to say no. But in the end it didn't say that. I said it was fine. Actually, I don't know what these two words mean! Just after sending these two words, tears suddenly fell, and I felt so helpless. Why is this so, and who can tell me the answer? I know that no matter what situation I find myself in, I will take it on my own. These griefs are just my own business, and no one cares. I am such a small person, insignificant as a grain of sad sand. Still, I'm convinced that it's not impossible to be alone. Now I am slowly getting used to walking alone in this strange city, learning to forget. So, even if it's me, I'm going to have a good time. I'll be fine, even if it's a person.

*

I'm really tired, and I really want to rest quietly for a while.

A lot of things have lost their original meaning.

Those persistence and perseverance are scattered with the wind with the past.

Now I know that there are actually many things I can't do, otherwise why would I make an exception when I said that I wouldn't cry?

You really don't know how much I hate myself for being like this, because we say that we have to be very strong.

Shen Song said that in a person's life, there will always be a war of one person, and no one can help you, only on your own. I believe. I also believe that no one is born gray, and that it is time and experience that polish people into gray.

I used to think that the world was beautiful and that no one would be hurt. Only now did I know that the people you care about the most often hurt you the most. I have never been able to understand those vows that have been made, how can our sympathy not be counted if we have pulled the hooked fingers? Is it because the world is unpredictable or am I really too ignorant and naïve? I used to think that we could go far, far away, because it was possible to trust each other and tacitly agree with each other. But halfway through, you left me alone, in the middle of the road where people and vehicles flowed endlessly. Do you really not know that I've always been afraid to cross the street alone? I felt like crying really, really at that time. Who can take me home. I'm going home. I used to think that friends were the best and most reliable. No matter what, I won't leave you alone, and there is no betrayal and framing, it's very pure, until I was misunderstood and deceived later, whether there is always such a haze in the adult world. So I really miss the simple and beautiful happiness of the past. Just let me not grow up, and always be a simple and bright child. Where are the bright happiness that I once thought belonged to me now? Will you be back?

The year 2005 is finally over, and the calendar on the wall suddenly becomes 2006. Time really is the greatest magician. Looking back on the past, those memories are vaguely extinguished, as if in another world, all the joys and sorrows have flowed by the leaves of time, and can not be repeated, only the belief that after the prosperity is gone, it will be brilliant.

In the new year, I hope that the people who love me and the people I love will be happy for a lifetime.

But is there really such a person?

I remembered the letter Yun Jiaoran wrote to herself, it was a bright light.

"Honey, please don't be sad and leave just for the next meeting, since you have decided to go, please don't look back, and on the next street corner, you will meet an angel who belongs to you, I know so I bless you. Don't be a lost angel anymore, although you are stupid and always have no sense of direction and often get lost and go the wrong way. In a huge city, walking alone on an unfamiliar street, the crowd is surging, and I cry inexplicably. But you still have to be brave. You still have me. Don't think that your tears can't be seen by anyone, they fall in the dust and disappear lightly and heavily, but God knows, I know. Yu Zhilian, you have to be brave, and be braver. Remember to leave for the next encounter. Remember to forget all the broken past or unforeseen unfinished to be continued.

God knows that we are all good children, and we always have been

It's snowing

Winter is your favorite season. You say you just love falling snow. In fact, what they all like the same is the snowy winter. Every time you see snow, you smile happily and are full of happiness. Do you remember a long time ago when everyone watched the snow fall together? We ran, chased, chased, sang in the snow, had snowball fights. Those tunes are still floating in the air, as if you never left. Set off fireworks together on the big night, and the fireworks are incomparably beautiful. The smoke stained the snow and covered it with falling snow, pure white as new, without a trace. The snow didn't stop that day, and suddenly this winter things were wrong. You're all in a city far away from me, not seeing each other, having occasional contact. I know you're still doing well in a strange city, and I'm doing well. I made a lot of new friends at school, but I still miss you guys.

In those glorious years, you walked with me. Bai Youyou said that our happiness and sorrow are engraved in our youth without regrets and will never be erased. The snow was still falling, and I was alone upstairs watching the snow fall one by one, silently. Fireworks in the distance.

I miss you with all my might, my dearest friend. Please remember that we agreed to watch the snow fall together next winter.

*

If you have a bad memory, you can forget everything, and every day will be a fresh start

In fact, we all understand a lot of truths, but it seems that we always feel that we are unable to do it

More than once, I believe that time is the greatest magician

The things that I had worked so hard to forget were really forgotten

I miss the friends who used to talk about everything, and I miss the simple beauty of my childhood

Maybe

All we can do now is keep moving forward with the pace of time

Resolutely, but resolutely, with time, I resolutely moved forward, irretrievable, called them and told them about this, I said you guys have been playing for a long time, I have nothing to say to him three years ago, I don't care, the natural and indifferent tone makes my heart colder, we used to be such good friends, the agreement we talked about together, until now I still remember, did you really forget, can time really change everything, and then I asked if we will do the same, maybe, yes, he replied, I was completely desperate, and the last light was extinguished, I really wish I had never asked, damn it, then I'm like I wouldn't be so sad now, it turns out that time is something more cruel than distance, it canIn order to dilute everything and change everything, I always felt that true friendship is not easy to change, good friends are always a lifelong thing, should I really doubt this now, who can give me the answer?

This winter is not very cold, some people even said to me that I feel very warm, but why are my hands still frozen, very painful, unexpectedly serious, sometimes I hope that the winter will pass quickly, and then in a second I say no, I went to open the door, he handed me a box, I don't come in, you go to bed early, I didn't have time to ask what this is, he has gone home, and later learned that it was a box of medicine, and it was once bought for me, and then I cried again, after so long, he was still worried that my hands would freeze, but we don't talk now, good friends have become a thing of the past, I don't understand very well, but I still feel very happy, thank you for your concern, thank you, remember the last time I had a classmate say that he was a classmate in elementary school, the child of his classmateCalled him uncle, at first glance I couldn't believe it, and then today I met two classmates, a primary school classmate, and the previous grievances and entanglements have disappeared like the wind.

My sixth sense is really smart, I think I'm really a wayward person, I know you're going to be angry, but I still have to do that, I'm really sorry, I just want to know if you're really going to tolerate all my waywardness, in fact, it doesn't matter, I'm used to being disappointed, it doesn't matter. Zhuang Zhou said: I was in a bad mood, I said no, you see I'm not smiling, I'm not tired like this, I'm not tired, and then the tears fall big and big, a lot of things really happen this winter, but I still have to face it with a smile, I know that all the sadness is just my own business, my good friend, thank you for seeing my sadness, the winter is over, everything will be fine again, I really feel sad, once we spent so much effort, and we also have our dreams, and now it is like this, this winter, I seem to have been accepting those things that make me sad, no one can see my tears, and I bear it alone, after all, sadness is just my own, how can I make others sad for myself, everything will pass the New YearThe New Year should be happy

*

In the endless wilderness, a thousand birds fly overhead, I am waiting for you under the umbrella, your promise blows away the beauty of dandelion youth in the wind, the lost oath is broken by time, the wind blows up, the years blur your side face, the lonely season, you leave, the wind blows, blows, blows, blows, I wait for you in the same place, until the barren sky and the earth, the old wilderness, with this umbrella into my lonely posture, endless lonely watch, infinite time

Seeing his message reply, I suddenly felt so stupid, how can I really believe something because of the words he wrote in the book, maybe those sadness and sorrow have become a thing of the past, or just temporary... Actually, these are really stupid... It's embarrassing too... I laugh at my own naivety and ignorance... Now I just want to say to you: I'm sorry, maybe I misunderstood, those words of concern, you just treat it as if you haven't seen it, you still have to be happy in 2006, oh, I still bless you

I'm wondering when my best friend will say Happy New Year to me?

It's a simple sentence, but all my friends have said it, how can you forget?! It's about to be vulgar, which also means that you remember, right? I've been waiting for you to get back to me. Second. Expect it anymore. Passed. I know you're really busy. But stubbornly, I always wanted to receive this happy new year. Just four words!

I'm sorry. I was disappointed and sad. It's true

Just got a call from me. Gossip for a long time. Past. Right now. Future. Camaraderie. Love. Gift. Sophisticated. Society. Reality. School. Life. And many, many more. I mentioned the events of these days, and then, again, terminated. Again, I have no reason and shouldn't let others suffer my own pain, after all, it's just my business.

I'm old. When I said that I felt like I had really grown up in 2005, I responded with that. It's time for you to grow up. I'm happy for you. Truly. People should go through something before they can finally understand. I always feel like I'm like. Through the vicissitudes of life. I'm eighteen years old, and I'm already old.

Listening to my unsteady tone, I think I must have felt very uncomfortable. I want to cry. But. I've got to put up with it. Don't let you notice. I pretended to be relaxed. I pretended it didn't matter. I say. Actually, I can see everything now. Hehe. With an elegant smile.

Originally. I. Also. So. Hypocrisy.

I hope you didn't see it. In this way, you can still laugh innocently. Won't worry about me. My dear friend, I really don't want you to worry about me. And I'm really doing well now. Very good.

Somehow. Tears still fell. Without warning. What's going on? I said okay. I don't cry. Smile. Hehe.

It's just that. At all costs. I think so. Bitter. It's bitter. It's sad.

Is this the time to wait? Or rather: I've given up?

I think I know me. A very kind person. There is no scheming on the part of others. I like me and feel blessed to have such friends. I will cherish this friendship well. Pal. Lifetime.

Forever. Never give up.

Actually, if you don't call tonight, that's okay. It's true. I'm not going to say Happy New Year or anything because you haven't contacted me for a long time. And decided to ignore you from now on. I don't think I can't. I will understand you. All. All. No conditions. Both of us. Good sisters. It's a lifetime thing. It won't change.

So, don't say, "I feel bad or I'm sorry for me, okay?" You are a happy and carefree angel and I bless you forever, happiness and joy.

School is almost starting soon.

A new life awaits you.

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