Chapter 413: A Strange Dream
In fact, about his father Zhao Jiangcheng, Lan Ting really didn't know whether he should complain for a while.
"When my mother just passed away, once my father was drunk and came to the study to look for me, but the drunk mistook Ah Zhuang for me, hugged Ah Zhuang and cried, saying that he couldn't live with Ah Zhuang and didn't protect Ah Zhuang's mother."
Spring Return: ......
inopportunely remembered that Yin Xiaomei once reverie the old story that Qiao Zhuang was the eldest master's "illegitimate child".
But she is not out of place, the important thing is that in this situation, Zhao Xiushu can still be witty?
"Later, my father married Mrs. Shen and entered the door, and I was always a little evasive, and he also knew that his grandmother privately instigated Lan Xin and Mrs. Shen to centrifuge, so he seemed to be a little ashamed of Mrs. Shen, I don't know if my father knew about the collusion between Empress Shen and Jiang Chen, but my father should understand that the Shen and Jiang families are incompatible with each other, maybe he just thought that with the birth of the tenth prince, the contradictions between the two families gradually intensified, in short, my father was busy mediating between my grandmother and Mrs. Shen, both wanting to be a filial son, but also afraid of disappointing his wife again, Last time, he tricked me into going to Fenzhou, and he didn't hide it from me afterwards that he was pretending to be sick, but he really didn't know how to choose between Shen and Jiang, so he simply let me make up my own mind. ”
Chungui sighed, this seems to be what her father can do.
"Grandfather only found out the truth before he died, and he was extremely resentful of his grandmother's actions, but his grandfather was upright all his life, and he never disdained ghost tricks, and he couldn't do anything to persecute his wife's life, but if Jiang Chen's various crimes were exposed, the situation was not tolerated at that time, because after all, it involved the queen and Concubine Hui, and even the grandson and the ten princes, my grandfather had no energy to plan at that time, so he could only make a decision, tell me the truth, and hand over the power of my family master, my grandfather just reminded me that Mo moved his mind because of personal grudges, as for the grandson, Before the truth was revealed, my grandfather was really determined to abolish the reserve, and as for Jiang Chen, my grandfather never thought of helping him to be greedy. ”
"So about the grievances of my mother-in-law...... "Actually, what Chun Gui wants to ask is how Lan Ting should treat the old lady.
"The sins that my mother has not done have actually been cleared up, and it is pointless to go over the old case, but of course I will not condone Empress Shen and Jiang Chen to be unpunished, and the ghost tricks of slandering and assassinating must be banned, but it is not that there is no way to punish the traitors in an upright way, as for grandmother." Lan Ting paused slightly, and lowered her eyebrows: "She is also my blood relative, my eldest family, I can't help but think about human feelings and only talk about sin, just like I can never let go of my grandmother, how can she be so cruel and without hesitation to force the biological mother of her grandson into death, grandmother has never thought about it, one day when I find out the truth, how should I choose between her and my deceased mother, how to choose is unreasonable, isn't it, how to choose, I can't be at ease." ”
This may be a problem that will never be solved, and no one can help Lan Ting answer it.
In the second half of the journey, Lan Ting and Chun Gui were silent hand in hand.
The old things mentioned before, Lan Ting felt that tiredness was surging like never before, he knew that what he wanted to do most at the moment was to sleep soundly in the company of Chungui, and he did quickly fall into dark sweetness, Chungui did not feel sleepy at first, she was still watching the young man's quiet sleeping face, seeing his face that looked younger and younger after falling asleep, feeling sorry for the abandonment and sinister that such a young man had encountered too early, and glad that he had not become ruthless because of this.
Chungui never felt that Mrs. Zhu's death was self-inflicted, but she was indeed glad that Lan Ting did not listen to her mother and slandered others, some things could not be stopped once they had a beginning, if Lan Ting compromised at that time, I was afraid that she would become a puppet of the Zhu family at this time, and her conscience would always be lighter than utilitarianism, lighter than greed, and lighter than all kinds of reasons and excuses
At first, it was because of the love of mother and son that I gave up others, and one day finally blood relatives will become a utilitarian stepping stone.
If Lan Ting had made another choice back then, he would definitely not have won his mother's love because of this, but would have been used endlessly, and even Zhao Taishi's love would have been lost, he would not be luckier than now, that was the real betrayal of his relatives.
Chungui can't stand in Mrs. Zhu's position to consider right and wrong, she only knows that if she is lucky enough to be a mother, it is absolutely impossible to force her children to ignore their conscience, in her opinion, Mrs. Zhu is not worthy of being a mother at all.
Of course, this cannot be an acquittal of the old lady.
Grievances and blood are linked, good and evil are entangled with family, this is the dead knot in Lan Ting's heart.
"What a poor boy, much more pathetic than me." Chungui couldn't help but mutter.
Even though she didn't feel sleepy, she didn't want to get up, she felt that she should stay by this poor "child" today, so that he wouldn't feel lonely.
As a result, the person who was not sleepy actually followed Meng Zhougong because of his companionship.
But the sleep of spring return is extremely unsteady.
Vaguely, there seemed to be someone smiling beside her, surrounded by a dark person who couldn't see her fingers, and Chungui couldn't see the smiling person, but despite this, she felt a sharp hatred, piercing her heart like a cold sword, she had never hated a person so much, never.
Who's talking?
- Little beauty, in the end, it fell into my hands, do you know how long I have been planning for a kiss? The good thing is that the hard work pays off, and now the long-cherished wish has been fulfilled...... Don't stare at me like this, no matter how delicate a beauty is, her face is full of resentment, but she will spoil the scenery...... I advise you to be obedient and please me with your heart, although you can't make you as proud as you used to, you can still have fine clothes and food.
Who's talking?
Chungui couldn't see anything clearly in the dark, but she suddenly touched a dagger, so she didn't hesitate to draw the knife like a sheath, and suddenly there was a snow in front of her, and she stabbed the dagger into a bare chest with all her strength!
Then she could see a human face.
Chungui sat up suddenly.
"Huihui?"
"Don't touch me!"
Reaching out to push Lan Ting away, Chun Gui was truly sober, and then she found that her palms were full of cold sweat.
"What's wrong?" Lan Ting's voice still had a thick tiredness in it.
Chungui was relieved and let out a long sigh, it turned out to be just a nightmare, fortunately it was just a nightmare.
But who can tell her why she dreamed of Wen Shouchu?!
——
For the next whole day, Chungui was puzzled by her inexplicable nightmare, not only because of the content of the nightmare, but also because when she woke up, why was she sure that the disgusting face in the dream belonged to Wen Shouchu!
She did hear Qu Chu mention Wen Shouchu's coveting of her, and she was naturally extremely disgusted in her heart, probably because of this nightmare, but although Chungui had contact with the Yao family several times, she did not meet Wen Shouchu, but she knew that this person had a hooked nose, and vaguely recalled that she had seen it from a distance in the Gu family's family, but Chungui was sure that the vague glance was not profound, and after many years, except for a slight impression of the hooked nose, she did not remember the long eyebrows, short eyes, big eyes, and small eyes.
Why was she sure that the person she stabbed through the chest with a dagger in her dream was Wen Shouchu?
This perception is too paradoxical, which makes Chungui suspect that he is also the same as Tao Fanglin, and opens the ability of "Dream Bu".
There is also the hatred in the dream, which is too real, that is clear
It's not just disgust, it's hatred.
But in reality, no one has made Chungui have the determination to die with him. Even if I think about the hooligan words that Wen Shouchu said in the nightmare right now, it is just like swallowing another brick fat crawling with flies and insects, disgusting and disgusting, it is even less worthy of "going to the Yellow Spring together" with such a person, where is the incomparably real hatred in the dream?
This night, Lan Ting returned to the Eagle Garden, and saw that Chungui was still listless and depressed, and also knew that she was still disturbed by a nightmare yesterday, although Lan Ting was unable to enlighten Chungui to tell the dream situation, he only guessed that maybe he was radical for a while, and somehow blurted out the many conspiracies and tricks in the past, which made Chungui feel burdened and blamed himself.
He tossed and turned in his heart for a long time, and then made up his mind to temporarily endure the "little farewell" with his wife, the time to be settled, and put his arms around the spring return in the tent and proposed: "Although it is winter, the Xisheng Pavilion is located on the outskirts of the city and is more remote than at home, but there are really not so many personnel troubles, why don't you go there to stay there for a while, you can invite the eldest sister to accompany you, the Xisheng Pavilion and Brother Wanqing's house are close, you can often invite Feng Niangzi to drink together, or simply hold a drinking party to enjoy the plum blossoms, like Shu Shimu, Yu Niangzi, and even Jiang Xin Girl, But if Huihui thinks it is interesting to join the deed, it is better to invite him to have fun for a day. ”
Chungui was surprised: "Don't you still have the messenger of the household department now, and you can go away?" ”
"I can't stay in the suburbs every day, but I'll be over when Mu is on vacation." Although this was Lan Ting's proposal, he couldn't help but sigh when he said this.
This sigh pleased Chun Gui, and finally had a smiling face, and he stretched out his finger and pointed the tip of Zhao Xiu's nose in a naughty manner: "I was obviously reluctant to go to the suburban annex, but I even said that this proposal was against my will, don't think about me like this, where can I just want to be comfortable and don't fight alone?" I'm not so ruthless. ”
"I shouldn't have told Huihui about all the boring personnel in the court's house, so that you can also accompany your restlessness. But what is said is difficult to collect, and it is meaningless to make a mistake. In my case alone, although my mother's old case is not completely over, and I can't let go of it, these should not be your burden, such as grandmother. Lan Ting caught Chungui's narrow finger in the end, and he didn't let go if he caught it: "You now know that your grandmother can act without hesitation to persecute people's lives for the sake of the Jiang family, and you have always been witty, how can you not know that your grandmother used to condone you, it is nothing more than because Jiang Chen instructed to use you, according to your temperament, you are naturally even more reluctant to be false with them, but you are the eldest granddaughter-in-law of the Taishi Mansion, as a junior, you have to ......endure it."
"Don't." Chungui sat up and was extremely serious: "I have a heart-to-heart word with you, whether it is the old lady or the mother-in-law, they are not my blood relatives, it is because I can be the two of them, they can be so cruel to them, I will not ask for their sincere care, in the final analysis, they actually have nothing to do with me, if the old lady treats me sincerely and lovingly, I will naturally be respectful, if I have malicious intentions, I will not be sad, whether it is a snake or a snake, it is okay to forbear for the time being, this is not a burden for me at all." , Before I am the eldest granddaughter-in-law of the Taishi Mansion, first of all, it is your wife, and we are destined to share the glory and disgrace side by side.
So fortunately, I was able to be open and honest with me, and I finally knew how to deal with the Zhu family and the Anluhou Mansion in the future. ”
Chungui's dark eyes sparkled in the dim tent: "I'm in high spirits to fight with the enemy!" ”