"He... It's my colleague, someone from your Aunt Liu's house. Chen Yang didn't know how to explain.

"Oh, that's cousin, huh? What should I call her? Chen Xiaoxin understood.

"Well, her name is Liu Qianshui." Chen Yang was stunned, cousin? Count? Whatever.

Chen Xiaoxin immediately gathered around Liu Qianshui, her mouth was very sweet, and she said with a smile: "Hello Sister Qianshui, I'm Xiaoxin, you are so beautiful." ”

Liu Qianshui was stunned, glanced at Chen Yang with a somewhat strange expression, smiled unnaturally, and said, "Thank you, you are also very beautiful." ”

Seeing that Liu Qianshui was entangled by Chen Xiaoxin, Chen Yang was a little funny, and it can be seen from this point that Liu Qianshui is not good at communicating, which is different from Su Yunchu.

Su Yunchu is a withdrawn person and has a cold temperament, but she has been in the workplace for so many years, and she still has no problem communicating.

He happily ate a buffet, and during the banquet, Chen Yang also observed Li Jingwen, who was indeed a very quiet and well-behaved girl, and it could be seen that she was indeed interested in Chen Hao.

So Chen Yang didn't take up too much of their time, and after they were full, they dispersed and let them play by themselves.

He and Liu Qianshui walked back to the school gate alone to get the car, looking at the expressionless Liu Qianshui on the way, he smiled: "I'm sorry, my sister is more lively and talks a lot, didn't I annoy you just now." ”

Liu Qianshui looked at him, shook his head and said, "No." ”

"Didn't you? From the beginning to the end, I didn't seem to feel very comfortable around them. Chen Yang replied.

"It's a little uncomfortable." "But being with so many innocent girls is a different experience," she admits. ”

"I really like the experience."

Chen Yang was surprised: "It's rare for you to say that, so let's go back now?" ”

"Can you find a place to blow the wind?" She said.

Chen Yang hesitated, nodded and said, "No problem, it's nothing anyway, I'll take you somewhere." ”

When he came to the parking place, Chen Yang started directly, drove for twenty minutes, and came to a scenic spot, which was a high mountain, but there was no one at night, and Chen Yang drove the car all the way to the top of the mountain.

At the top of the mountain, there is a large lawn full of flowers and plants, which is filled with the smell of fragrance.

Chen Yang took two bottles of drinks from the car, threw a bottle to Liu Qianshui, got out of the car and lit a cigarette, looking at the surrounding scenery, a little depressed, there is a kind of low people.

"It still hasn't changed."

Soon he put away his thoughts, puffed out the smoke and said, "I haven't been here for years." ”

"It's all mountains on the south side, but it's different here, and you can see this beautiful night view of the city, and there are stars."

Liu Qianshui looked around, nodded and said, "It's indeed a different scenery, have you been here a lot before?" ”

"That's right." Chen Yang sat down on a clean lawn and said, "I used to come with her a lot, and this is one of the few dates we have. ”

Liu Qianshui felt the sadness in his heart, walked over and sat next to him and said, "She? Lin Yuexi? ”

"No, her name is Qin Su, and she is my first love." Chen Yang said: "She is from Shangjing, and when I used to serve, we were in the same department. ”

"You seem to love her very much, but what happened later?" Liu Qianshui said curiously.

"Later.... After she died, I hardly came to Beijing, let alone here. Chen Yang replied: "It was only after I came out of the shadows this year that I dared to bring you here." ”

"Oh...."Liu Qianshui wanted to speak and stopped, and responded lightly.

"Do you want to ask, how did she die?" Chen Yang turned his head to look at him.

"If you don't want to say it, I don't want to know either." She was worried about revealing Chen Yang's scars, so she replied with great interest.

"Sitting here, being able to tell stories with her can be regarded as a kind of nostalgia."

Chen Yang lay on the lawn, looking at the stars in the night sky, and faintly confided the story between him and Su Su to Liu Qianshui.

In the past, he recalled, it was more painful. And now it's sweet, that's how his mood has changed over the years.

After listening to him, Liu Qianshui didn't know why, his mood was a little strange, and he said leisurely: "Actually, I envy you." ”

"Envy what?"

"I envy your love, and I envy those who love so much that they miss their hearts and intestines. Because that's probably something I can't experience in my life. ”

Chen Yang was stunned, turned his head to look at her cold face, for some reason, he suddenly felt a little sympathetic to this clean girl, and even distressed, and had the urge to hug her into his arms and comfort her.

Of course, it was just a thought of the situation here, Chen Yang was still very sober, and said with a wry smile: "Envy? ”

"You're being sarcastic, aren't you? Love is beautiful, but when it is completely lost, the kind of heart-wrenching, no matter how powerful the person is, will be destroyed. ”

"When Su Su left, I never wanted to experience that pain again. So, it's good that you don't have to worry about it. ”

"Hehe, if a person has no worries in his life, this is an irreparable regret." Liu Qianshui said.

"Maybe, but after all, everyone's fate is different and their experiences are different, so there's nothing to worry about." Chen Yang nodded.

"People are different, but they can change."

"Huh?"

Chen Yang didn't understand the meaning of her words very much, but Liu Qianshui didn't explain much, learning from Chen Yang to lie down slowly, she seemed to cherish this moment.

The two looked at the starry sky and were speechless for a long time.

I don't know how long it took, Chen Yang thought she was asleep, but she suddenly said: "Chen Yang, you just said in the car that I have changed, so what did you feel?" ”

"I... Didn't you say it, you can't say it. Chen Yang said.

"Are you unable to say it or are you afraid to say it?" She whispered, "I can feel it, in fact, you understood it a long time ago. ”

"Ming... Understand what? Chen Yang was a little nervous, in fact, he was afraid that she would break it, and he didn't know how to face it.

She hesitated for a moment, but said, "You know I've fallen in, from the moment you agreed to marry me. ”

"I know it's not normal, but it's something I can't help it. You were the one who came into my world and upset my balance. ”

"You know what? Before that, I never thought I would fall in love with someone, but later I realized that anyone is uncontrollable in front of feelings. ”

"I've come to understand the old man's feelings."

Chen Yang's heart tightened, she finally said it, but she didn't know how to respond.

Liu Qianshui continued: "This time I came out, I asked to come with the old demon, I know you are escaping, and I want to escape too." ”

"But I'm looking forward to seeing you and talking to you about what I'm holding in my heart."

"Actually, on the night at the South Gate, you and I confessed that it was just forced by the situation, and I understood you. But I still feel sad in my heart, and when I see you leave, I can't even help myself. ”

"I obviously know that you have a Lin Yuexi, but I still can't help but want to be the real queen of the South Gate....."

Speaking of this, Liu Qianshui's eyes were wet unconsciously, that's right, these are the words she has been holding in her heart for a long time, and she finally has the opportunity to say it to him in person.

Even though she already knew the answer, she felt much more relaxed, and it wasn't so difficult to speak.

For someone like her, it's extremely hard to like someone, and it's even harder to forget someone. Because they are such people, her masters, including Liu Yi, are such people.

Chen Yang was a little moved, Liu Qianshui really can't be blamed for this matter, although Liu Yi's old thing is the main responsibility, but Chen Yang went to pluck her heartstrings, and left very irresponsible.

This is also the reason why Chen Yang didn't dare to face Liu Qianshui for a long time, because he could really feel that this clean girl liked him completely, and he thought that if he didn't go back, time would be diluted.

But he obviously thinks too much, Liu Qianshui is not like a modern woman, she can like a person superficially, and she can easily let go, she is more like a traditional woman, and she believes that it may be a lifetime, no matter what happens.

Just like some ancient women, even if the beloved man made a big mistake, in an unforgivable situation, they would even kill him with their own hands, and they did not want to divorce, hoping to stay together underground for a long time.

In the face of this kind of girl, can Chen Yang not be afraid?

So when Liu Qianshui revealed his heart, he was scared at the same time, but he was more moved and unbearable, with a little touch.

There was silence for a long time, but Chen Yang still spoke, no longer evading, and said, "Shallow water, can you give me a little time?" ”

Liu Qianshui couldn't help but be stunned, her eyes were incredible, because this was not the answer she thought. She thought that Chen Yang would politely refuse and keep apologizing as before.

Unexpectedly, he actually changed, she didn't know whether she was sad or happy, turned her head to look at Chen Yang, speechless.

Facing her clear eyes, Chen Yang no longer dodged, stared at her for a few seconds, and then raised the corners of his mouth and smiled.

Now that he has let go, instead of dwelling on guilt, it is better to make a decision, and cut off the relationship anyway.

Fate is like this, he can accept it calmly, anyway, there is already one more sin, and it is okay to have another willow shallow water, Lao Tzu will be Hu Hansan, what should he do, this day and day.

"It's getting late, we should go back."

Chen Yang took out his mobile phone and looked at the time, it was already twelve o'clock in the morning.

Liu Qianshui nodded, restrained his strange mood, and returned to normal.

The two didn't say anything all the way, but they both seemed to understand what the other was thinking.

Smoothly returned to the winery, everyone was almost rested, Chen Yang sent her to the room, and said goodnight: "Rest early." ”

She nodded, walked in and closed the door.

Chen Yang stood in place for nearly a minute, but he was not sleepy, he hesitated and walked towards the room of sin, Chen Yang tried to push the door, but he didn't expect her to be unlocked, and walked in directly.

Seeing that Sin did not rest, but stood on the balcony, he walked over in confusion and said, "Sin, what are you doing?" ”