Chapter 283: I'm Sorry, I Love You
Long pain is better than short pain, rather than consuming each other like this, it is better to tear and cut the love thread.
Although she didn't want to admit it, there was indeed an insurmountable gap between her and Gu Tingshen.
This kind of objectively existing gap is not something that she can eliminate with hard work.
Whether she is a deserter or cowardly, she does not think that she has the ability to challenge success with the traditional ideas accumulated for thousands of years.
The love of modern people does not last forever, as long as it has been had.
To put it mildly, for his good, she is willing to hold such a beautiful once and have regrets for the rest of her life.
When Gu Tingshen heard her broken jar, three words almost popped out from between his teeth, "Jiang Xiqian!" ”
He really didn't expect that this woman would turn her face faster than a book.
At this moment, he suddenly began to wonder, how much emotion did she invest in this relationship?
Did she never love?
It's been so long, even a stone is enough for him to heat up!
Why can she behave so heartlessly?
Jiang Xiqian heard his suppressed angry whispering, his heart tingled for a while, and even his breathing was a little tight, "What? ”
Her voice was still cold and stinging.
Fortunately, it was pitch black now, and he couldn't see the struggle and desolation in her eyes.
Gu Tingshen had never felt so powerless as at this moment.
Well, she won, and he threw in the towel!
The hand that was clenching her chin quietly relaxed, and he took her into his arms.
He hugged her tightly, fiercely, strangled her almost out of breath, as if he wanted to carve her whole body into the bone marrow, his voice was with a rare pain, if you listen carefully, even with a hint of pleading, "Xiqian, tell me, is something happening?" Or rather, you're kidding me, aren't you? ”
Jiang Xiqian raised his head slightly, forced the tears in his eyes back, and then chuckled unconcernedly,
"I'm not joking with you, Gu Tingshen, in fact, you know in your heart that I didn't really like you, I admit that being with you greatly satisfies my vanity.
You are rich and powerful, excellent and handsome, and you are good to me, it stands to reason that I will stay by your side obediently, and there is nothing dissatisfied. But the bad thing is that-
We slept last night, which made me lose the last trace of curiosity about you, and if I didn't run after sleeping, what am I staying with you for, is it a waste of youth? ”
She said word by word, casually and frivolously.
But it was like a thorn, densely piercing his heart, piercing it with blood.
Is this what she reciprocates with his affection?
Waste of youth!
It's ridiculous that he thinks that in this life, he can protect her under his wings and give her a full life.
In her opinion, it is just a waste of youth.
Scold!
Haven't really liked him-
"Jiang Xiqian, these are all in your heart, right?" He slowly raised his hand, his slightly cool fingertips caressing her cheek, as usual, the movements were so gentle, so precious.
But his tone was like ice cubes hanging on the eaves of a roof in winter, cold and hard.
As if as soon as she said a 'yes' word, his cold palm would quickly move to her slender neck, and he would not hesitate to strangle her to death.
Even if she couldn't see his face clearly, she could feel that he was on the verge of losing control at this moment.
The blood in her body gradually clotted.
There is something called silence that spreads in the intertwined breaths of each other.
He thought she was going to deny it, to compromise.
Gu Tingshen even thought that even if she was forced to compromise by his obscenity, he was willing to believe that she was sincerely trying to reconcile with him.
To his disappointment, after a long silence, her red lips, as delicate as a rose in the night, gently spat out a word, "Yes." ”
A simple word hurt him deeply.
He seemed to see that in the spring in his eyes, the heaven and earth instantly lost their brilliance, and then degenerated into a barrenness.
All that was left for him was the bitter winter.
It was like a cold wind whistling in his ears, and in just a moment, his heart was like two people.
She came from the dust, but only to bring him an empty joy.
From beginning to end, it was his own song.
At the end of the song, it's time for people to disperse.
"Count you ruthless." As he spoke, the hands that had imprisoned her body gradually loosened.
Unexpected calm.
But it seems to be reasonable.
The reason why I am angry is because I still have hope.
Not even anger is gone, only the boneless desolation that maintains dignity remains.
Jiang Xiqian left his embrace as hot as the sun, and in an instant it was as if a thick quilt had been peeled off, and the whole person seemed to be exposed to a blizzard, cold and helpless.
He turned in the darkness and lifted his feet to step out of his long legs, his leather shoes creaking against the wooden floor.
In this way, step by step, away from her.
Jiang Xi shallow covered his heart as if it was stabbed by the tip of a needle, and listened quietly to the sound of his departing footsteps.
Obviously it was a dark night when she couldn't see her fingers, but she could still clearly see his tall and straight back, like a slow motion, gradually disappearing in front of her eyes.
Tears poured down in an instant.
Isn't it, this time, she lost him after all?
Isn't that what she wants?
Why does my heart hurt like this?!
A gust of wind blew outside, and the bedroom door slammed shut.
He's gone!
Thinking of this, Jiang Xiqian suddenly panicked.
She quickly wiped away her tears and chased out of the bedroom, then turned on the light in the living room, and walked to the entrance and didn't find Gu Tingshen's figure.
Jiang Xi laughed at himself on the spot, thinking that he was walking really fast.
didn't drag the mud and water at all, but seemed to be afraid that she would entangle him again!
Isn't that great?
If it's sticky and slimy, it will give her a headache.
Jiang Xiqian deceived himself and comforted himself, sighed silently, and then turned around-
The person who thought he had left was holding a suit in front of her at the moment.
He stood against the light, his facial expression completely hidden in the light and shadow.
Jiang Xiqian couldn't see his expression clearly, and only noticed that his whole person's aura was very cold.
It was the cold she had never felt before.
He walked up to her on his slender legs, and then, his white shirt brushed her shoulders, and left in silence.
It was like the corner of her eye, which never stayed on her.
He was such a proud person, stabbed all over his body by her words, and the only armor that could disguise himself was only a cold silence.
Jiang Xi lowered his eyes and twisted his eyebrows, turned around again, and stopped him before his back disappeared, "Gu Tingshen." ”
The man's eyes were as bright as the stars, and at this moment, it was as if they were frozen by hundreds of millions of feet of cold snow under the deep sea.
He paused, but didn't look back.
Jiang Xiqian looked at his stiff back like an ice sculpture, and secretly took a deep breath, "You have a lot of property in my name, please find a suitable time to deal with it." ”
So anxious to draw a line with him completely?
Gu Tingshen's frozen eyes trembled imperceptibly, and he was noncommittal about what she mentioned, "Is there anything else?" ”
Jiang Xiqian looked down at his toes, his lower lip was about to be bitten by himself, and then he said in a difficult tone, "I heard that you removed Tao Luowei from the company because of last night's incident, I want to say that in fact, she may not have done anything wrong except for liking you too much." ”
She chased it out just to tell him this?
In the past, because of Tao Luowei, she didn't mess with him a lot, but now she is so generous.
Gu Tingshen couldn't help but turn around.
His dark eyes were bottomless, and his gaze fell on her drooping face, like a boulder lying across her heart, pressing her breathlessly.
"So, you want me to keep her around?" The man's cold and deep eyes overflowed with a bit of ridicule.
Jiang Xiqian's heart trembled, choosing a word between yes and no to answer, it seemed so simple, but now it was stuck in her throat and eyes, and she couldn't say anything.
He already knew what Tao Luowei meant to him, didn't he?
Otherwise, why had he never given her a promise about the future?
Maybe it's not that you don't want to give, but you can't give.
It's just that none of this matters anymore.
Gu Tingshen stepped in front of her, raised his hand and pinched her chin, the cold temperature of his fingertips was transmitted, and Jiang Xiqian's heart shrank for a while.
He forced her to look at him, wanting to see some pain and reluctance in her eyes.
But he saw nothing but indifference and indifference.
"Why don't you answer me?" Holding on to the last bit of ridiculous hope in his heart, he stared at her beloved face and asked coldly.
Jiang Xiqian completely hid the hesitation in the depths of his eyes, and immediately broke his slender fingers, took a step back and sneered,
"What do you want me to answer you? What does it matter to me whether she stays with you or not? I just wish you had a woman by your side tie you up, so you wouldn't bother me again! ”
After saying this, Jiang Xiqian only felt that her heart was torn apart, as if she had exhausted half of her life's strength at this moment.
Her cruel and irresponsible words were like a sharp knife, completely killing Gu Tingshen's sonorous and beating heart.
He's crazy, isn't he?!
Crazy will hold a heart that loves her, again and again, let her trample, such a trampling!
And this will only be the last time!
Ten seconds later, the door closed with a "bang", cutting off each other's worlds.
Jiang Xiqian's strong body in front of him fell along the wall in an instant.
Tick Tick –
Bean-sized teardrops wet the smooth marble and slowly blurred before her eyes, then forming a huge whirlpool.
Her face was reflected in the whirlpool, a pale, twisted, lifeless face.
Last night's lingering lingering is still in front of him, and there seems to be residual warmth on his body, but from now on, he can only be a stranger.
I don't know how to dissolve the pain of digging my heart.
I can only meditate in my heart over and over again, Gu Tingshen, I'm sorry, I love you.
May you be safe and happy in the years to come.
On the other side, Gu Tingshen seemed to go downstairs calmly and got into the car.
Just a woman.
He lost the up.
The hand that could start the car engine trembled slightly, betraying his mood at the moment.
Gu Tingshen immediately pulled out the car key, and then threw it above the console, and the car key collided with the front window glass with a series of sounds, muffled and dull-