Chapter 409: What Kind of Person I Am
I asked her what she saw. Wang Yue didn't elaborate, but told me that when I came to her house the night after tomorrow, I would tell me everything.
Pi Nanshan is gone, Wang Yue is also gone, and I am the only one under the gloomy street lamp. Instead of being dismayed, I am confident that I will prove the truth of the world in my own way.
When I got home, my mother hadn't rested yet, pulled me to sit next to me, and said that the house had started to be renovated, and if it was okay, I could go over and have a look.
"Mom," I took her hand, "I want to ask you a question." ”
Mom smiled and dusted my shoulder: "What's the matter, why are you serious?" ”
"Mom, what kind of person am I in your eyes?" I asked.
The expression on my mother's face was put away, and she said strangely, why are you asking.
"Say it." I begged her.
Mom pondered for a while and said: "Xiao Cong, you are a smart child, sensible child, your father and I encountered such a big thing, his life and death are still uncertain, the whole family has collapsed, and you are struggling to support, did not give up hope, experienced so much suffering, and saved my mother." Actually, Mom should say thank you to you. ”
"Mom, you're my mother, it's too much to say this."
Mom shook her head: "No, no, it's because it's a family that I say thank you." We are all polite to outsiders, but it is not polite to our own family when we come back, which is not good, and our own family should know how to be grateful. ”
"Then tell me about my shortcomings." I say.
Mom laughed: "What's wrong with you today?" ”
"You say." I urged her.
Mom thought for a while and said: "You are giggling on the surface, but in fact, there is a very stubborn thing in your bones, Mom is not saying that it is not good, sometimes it does lack a certain flexibility." Moreover, you don't know how to express your emotions correctly. ”
"What do you mean by that?" I wondered.
"This is the responsibility of our family and your father," my mother said, "When you were very young, we were always busy working outside, and we had little time to spend with you, which caused you to deny your feelings since you were a child, and you didn't dare to indulge and can't be willful, in other words, you are too sensible." ”
"Isn't that good?" I don't like to hear it anymore, retorted.
"Look at what you say," said the mother, "in the eyes of others, you are a sensible child, but in your case, you are wronging yourself." If you deny your feelings and be a sensible person, you can't touch the tension of your soul, and to put it bluntly, you can't let go. ”
"It used to be like that," I said, "but now I'm much better." ”
I immediately denied it. It is also a fact that in the process of practicing the First Light Method, there has been a great change in the state of mind, and it is not an exaggeration to say that I have an epiphany, and my personality has indeed changed.
"Mom has seen this change in you," Mom said, "Actually, the one thing you should be doing right now, do you know what it is?" ”
What I asked.
Mom smiled: "Find a girlfriend, get along well, and get married." ”
"Mom, you're crooked when you talk about it." I laugh.
"I'm not joking," my mother said solemnly: "Find a girlfriend, you will learn how to give, how to love, how to communicate with the person you love, both unreserved and restrained, grasp the tacit understanding and balance between the two, this is the biggest core of human civilization, we are originally an emotional civilization." ”
I was thoughtful.
"It doesn't matter if you love your parents, of course, you also need to express love between two generations, but your mother wants you to have love between the sexes and learn how to get along inside." Mom said.
I took a deep breath and said sincerely, Mom, thank you.
She smiled, touched her head, and told me to rest early.
When I went back to my room and lay down, I was still tossing and turning, my mother's voice constantly echoing in my head.
By now, I have judged the truth of this world, and I already know whether it is true or false.
The next morning, I called Luo Xiaomi.
The phone was connected, Luo Xiaomi didn't speak for a long time, and asked for a long time: "Is it Lin Cong?" ”
"I want to see you." I'll be blunt.
"Then it's noon," she didn't refuse, "at McDonald's next to our school, I'll wait for you." ”
At noon, I got to the vicinity of the Normal School, and to get to McDonald's, I had to cross the South Bridge. I walked on the bridge, watching people coming and going, busy with traffic, and a little trance. In the last delusional world, I was here to find Zhou Fei's whereabouts, and at this moment, I actually came here again.
came to the railing, stood on the bridge, and looked at the building not far away, where Zhou Fei was a teacher.
On the upper floor, on the other side of the building, there used to be a huge electronic poster showing clips of the old brain-map confrontation. At this moment, this building does also have a poster, but the content on it is a liquor advertisement, not a mental map.
Looking at the ever-changing scene of the banquet above, I was really in a trance. Of course, you can't tell that this is the real world based on this.
I continued walking, crossed the South Bridge, and got off the bridge to McDonald's. At noon, there were a lot of people, the queue in front of the counter was very long, I didn't come to eat, when I looked around to see if there was an empty seat, I heard a voice not far away beckoning me: "Lin Cong, Lin Cong, come here!" ”
I saw Luo Xiaomi.
In the first two delusional worlds, she was dead, and now she is still alive, of course, you can't judge that this place must be real. This could also be a trick up the sleeve of the delusional realm.
It makes me subconsciously think that everything between the delusions is undertaken, and now that this law has been broken, it makes me mistakenly think that this is the real world, and this kind of virtual and real Huarong Dao means is useless to me. My standard for judging the world is not here.
I walked over, Luo Xiaomi was alone, ordered a hot coffee and was drinking, saw me coming, asked what do you want to drink, I'll go and order.
"Forget it," I looked at the long line a little discouraged, "let's talk when we come, and we don't eat." ”
"You're just so stingy," Luo Xiaomi snorted: "Ask me to come out at noon, can't you find a place to have a big meal?" ”
I coughed twice: "Don't talk about this yet, I really have something to do with you." ”
"Coincidentally, I'm looking for you too. You say yours first. Luo Mi looked at me.
I was a little embarrassed by her gaze, and said for a long time: "I want to ask you, what kind of person am I?" ”
"What do you mean?" Luo Xiaomi was puzzled.
"What kind of person I am in your eyes." I say.
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