This year, she may be 18 years old, just graduated from high school, quite a lively and active person, but she doesn't have many friends.

Her name is Li Huinan, thin and tall but weak, big but extremely inferior, or because of her appearance or personality, she always feels out of place with everything around her.

Today, she is going to an interview, and for the first time in her life, she is inevitably a little panicked. When the lines prepared in advance arrived, my brain was blank, and I looked at the expression of the personnel and said that the news was actually not passed. She also knows that she is disheartened, absent-minded along the way, stop-and-go, which is considered to soothe her own mood, this habit or method she has had since she was a child, she was often bullied when she was a child, her family was poor, and she would always be ridiculed and looked down upon when she was so young, where did she know this, she only felt that everyone thought she was a fool, and then she understood, but she had grown up, and it was boring, but that memory was engraved very deeply, it was difficult to erase, and it would still be sad and sad to think about it. Fortunately, in high school, this kind of ridicule was suddenly cut off, which can be regarded as a kind of happiness, but she still hasn't made good friends, maybe she really has personality problems, and she is introverted and reluctant to communicate with people too much.

When I returned home, the whole person collapsed, and the soles of my feet were covered with a lot of sweat, and as soon as the shoes were taken off, the smell of sweat immediately dissipated. It was too hot in the summer, so I turned on the fan and ate a few teeth of watermelon to relieve some of my fatigue.

"How's the interview going?" It was her mother who came in, so to speak, skinny, but she ate well. Mother holds grapes and places them on the table. "Freshly washed, a little sour, how was the interview today?"

"If you don't pass, it may not be suitable for me, my personality is too shy, and it is not suitable for a place with a lot of people."

"It's okay, there will always be work, look at it more, your personality may change in the future, you are still young."

"It's so hot today, you see my feet are white."

"No, it didn't take long for the freshly washed clothes to dry."

"It looks like the wheat will be harvested tomorrow, which is good, and it's good to harvest it before the rain."

"By the way, what do you want to eat? I'll do it, your dad doesn't know if he has eaten it now, someone just sent a letter to come back tomorrow. ”

"Mom, don't worry, someone will take care of you wherever you go, he is helping people, not to mention the overnight kind, how can you be hungry. Besides, it's very late to come back, the funeral is very wasteful, one day and one night, he has to control the field, and he has to continue the next day, so he will naturally rest there, besides, if he goes home and tosses people back and forth, he can't stand it. People also trusted him and invited him. He was tired for the first two days, and then it passed. ”

"Don't you know, your father, I'm afraid he's drunk."

"He? Drunk, it's very difficult, you forgot about him stepping on the box to drink for a watch, the white wine, rice wine and beer are all together, and the thirty people are drunk, and besides, this kind of occasion will not, he also knows, drink it for sure, and it won't be too much. ”

"Your dad loves to drink too much."

"It's okay, at least he's drunk and only sleeps, and it's okay."

"And what do you eat, how about boiling beans?"

"Got beans? How did I not know? ”

"I went to the field in the morning to pick up a few eggs."

"Wild eggs?"

"Yes, there are a few little pheasants, running too fast. If you're here, you'll definitely be able to catch it, and my old arms and legs can't catch up. ”

"Hahaha, it's nothing, okay, you go, I just came back and wanted to lie down for a while, it's too hot."

"Do what I call you, go to sleep."

"Hmm." After speaking, Li Huinan took off his shoes and lay on the bed, and began to brew sleep. The mother quietly closed the door and went out. After her mother left, Li Huinan opened her eyes again, had some worries, and began to think wildly, in order to be able to turn on the radio and listen to songs safely, her mind quickly emptied.

After eating, Li Huinan will digest and exercise before cooking, because she heard on the radio that it is not easy for people to sleep immediately after eating, which is not good for the body, and can take a walk to help digestion. She is very recognized, and the formation of many habits in life is inseparable from the radio.

Time always flies, watch the drama, pet the dog, and it's time to go to bed again.

When she woke up, her first thought was that her father would come back today, she had always hated him, patriarchal, and extremely strict with herself, always thinking that she was proficient in all eighteen martial arts. No matter what this daughter does, it is just like that in his opinion, sooner or later, someone else's family, helping others raise children, Li Huinan has heard it not once or twice, over time she hates him, hates him for being so partial, and her son will have it immediately if he likes it, but she always prevaricates for various reasons, recalling the past, she looked at herself in the mirror in a demented manner, like crying and laughing and as if she was just looking in the mirror. Simply make a ball head, a light blue long skirt, and carry a bag with a white rabbit nibbling radish pattern. Breakfast was eaten indiscriminately, "Mom, you don't need to cook for me at noon, I have something to do when I go out." ”

The mother replied as usual, "Remember to come back early."

"Hmm."

said that she didn't want to see her father, but she didn't hate him, but she didn't like it, she couldn't get close, and she felt that it would be better to be strange.

While walking and watching, she couldn't help but pick up her mobile phone and take a picture, although the pixel of the mobile phone is not good, the one that costs five hundred yuan two, she still bought it by watching TV, after the arrival, a feeling of being fooled, although she knew that it was not good, she never thought of returning it. Although the mobile phone is not good, it can also go online, type, and call. As for these negative things, it does not affect her current feelings at all, the exuberance and colorfulness of life, and in an instant her mind returns to another world, without troubles, freedom and happiness, beauty and anger. The morning dewdrops, the soft sunlight is just right, comfortable and comfortable, and the wheat fields that have ripened in the evening, the fruitful orchards, the breath blowing in the face, quiet and warm.

She wondered if it would be boring if the good was there all the time. Although the prospect is good, the creation process is quite hard, and now the pressure of survival is so great, the peasants are afraid that they will be poor for a lifetime by guarding the fields, and the treasures dug up all year round are only 20,000 or 30,000, and the number of people who go out to work is doubled, and it is not so hard to farm. In my generation, there are fewer people farming, and the elderly and children have become the main body of the village.

Thinking about his fate, where to go, Li Huinan let out a long sigh, children from poor families, what can they do except work hard, they can't see pies falling from the sky and smashing themselves to death, no matter how much they look for a job, they will always meet the right one. There was a stone pier walking forward, so I sat down next to it, took out my headphones, and played a song to soothe the ups and downs.

"Huinan, I thought I saw the wrong person." It was Li Jia who spoke, and the two studied together from elementary school to high school, and they were also very fateful.

"Why have you been going to the waves lately, and your skin is dark." Li Huinan joked, and turned off the music by the way.

"How can there be that idle time, isn't our family growing vegetables, the wind and the sun, this is not just watered the ground, stealing leisure. What are you going to do recently, I have thought about it and are ready to go to the factory, the salary is okay, the work is not tiring, earn some money and then start a business. ”

"I haven't figured out what to do yet, and I don't have any skills, the factory, I heard that it's tired and dirty, and I'm a little worried that I won't be able to bear it."

"It's okay, you go to the same house with me, I'll take care of you, how about it?"

"Consider it."

"Make money first, have money first, so that you can choose a wider range of jobs."

Under the brainwashing and indoctrination of Li Jia's left and right, Li Huinan agreed to work in the factory. "And when are you going?"

"Wednesday, by the way, how many calls are you calling? My phone is broken and I bought a new one. Saying that, Li Jia took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket and said that his hard-won mobile phone, the reason why his father bought it for him was conditional, and asked him to hand over his first month's salary.

"Stressed, huh?" Li Huinan looked at him with a grin.

"It's okay, anyway, I haven't had any money, and it's my first time working, so I don't have any idea about it."

"Yes, if you don't understand, you will understand it later, after graduation, I have been very confused, I only know that I must have a job, what to do, I have no sense of direction at all, and my life plan is even more far, especially confused."

"Your girl's family, the pressure is still small, like us boys, I have to force you to grow up quickly, I can squander it in the past few years, and I can only work like a robot in the future."

"Lately in love?"

"No, I don't have that idea, I feel constrained, I don't feel comfortable."

"That's going to beat the singles."

"I'm so handsome, how can it be, it's just nothing, I can't give people a sense of security, it's not the same after talking, it's boring, let's talk about it when I have a career."

"With this thought at a young age, it seems that your father gives you poisonous chicken soup every day."

Li Jia deliberately sat closer: "Otherwise, you will be my girlfriend." When Li Huinan heard this, he quickly got up, "What nonsense, I don't have that kind of mind for you." ”

"You're quite funny, you can take jokes seriously."

"Your mouth is getting greasy and greasy, and I don't know how many girls you are going to harm."

"Okay, I won't talk to you anymore, I have to go home for dinner, and I'll call you when I go."

"Okay." Li Huinan waved his hand and looked away. There was a fluffy white thing running this way. "Xiaobai, Xiaobai, come here." When I shouted like this, the thing ran faster, and when I got closer, I saw that it was a dog, with short legs, chubby, and barked twice, and the two front legs kept pulling Li Huinan's skirt. "It's okay now, the skirt is dirty again." The mouth is full of disgust, but the heart is happy, pick it up and hold it in his arms, soft and cute, the little eyes have been staring at it roundly. Li Huinan couldn't help humming a song and stroking its hair.

One person, one dog, one world, Li Huinan quietly enjoys the touch of nature, pleasant, cheerful, quiet, natural and comfortable.