In the past, whenever I saw this kind of news, and then looked at the murderer who didn't look like a psychopath, I couldn't help but feel that this world is really magical.

And today I learned that these mental patients who are really locked up may be bullied by perverts, but they have no way to complain.

Suddenly I feel that this world is very fair, the stronger the person, the stronger the person, the weaker the person... It's good to live your life in peace.

After venting all my negative energy on that pervert, I felt a lot calmer when I returned to the darkness at this moment.

One of the things that was particularly strange and not strange was that I didn't think about suicide anymore.

The reason is very simple, when the doctor found out about my 'PTSD', he told me that this disease can be big or small, and if I am no longer overstimulated, I may be the same as not having this disease for the rest of my life. However, if it is not well controlled, there is a more than 90% chance that the disease will turn into depression, which is also called 'psychological cancer' by many doctors, which can be fatal.

So at that time, after the doctor's advice and my own Internet research, I began to read some books to adjust my mental state, and also began to do some things to make my mind more sunny.

If nothing else, I am afraid that I will want to commit suicide when my condition deteriorates.

I... Actually, I don't particularly want to die, although life is very hard.

So now I can easily cut myself off suicide thoughts, and I have a strong desire to live, and I want to live until I fully recover. Then, go out for a walk again.

I can't die until that day comes.

Since we can't afford to be degraded, we have to think of countermeasures now.

After thinking about it for a long time, I still think it's the right thing to get out of this place as soon as possible.

There are two ways out of here, one is what Lao Gu said before, they will come and take me away after the New Year.

It's hard for me to fully believe this, how long will it take to take me away after the New Year, but they didn't say specifically, what if they really let me stay for half a year?

If this doesn't work, then you can only find a way to escape.

Hehe, if you don't pay attention, you fall into a situation where you need to escape.

But I think that as long as I can get out of this mental hospital this time, I will have to leave Marina City and leave this place even if I want food all the way.

No matter which of these two ways I will leave, at this stage, for the sake of self-preservation and paralysis of this gang, I should be more obedient and obedient.

And if there is such a thing as beating that pervert, they should be somewhat afraid of me, right?

"Gollum..."

There was a sound in my stomach, alas, so hungry...

"Anyone? I want to eat! ”

Still no one pays attention to me, forget it, save some effort, you can consume it more slowly. Thinking of this, I closed my eyes again and gradually fell asleep...

"Wake up, Zhao Qianqian! Wake up! Someone visited the prison! ”

The lights were glaring again, but luckily, I got used to it a little faster than last time.

Visits? Do you really treat us like criminals?

Two men unfastened my bondage suit, but carefully put rubber handcuffs and shackles on me, which I reckon was metal because of the heavy weight.

I didn't resist because I had already decided to be obedient.

"Hey, who's coming to see me?" I asked, but the two people in charge of changing my equipment ignored me.

These two people seem to be two of the six or seven people who just arrested me, I can't remember.

After changing my equipment, I was escorted by them left and right and walked into a room, there was a table in the room that was about the same shape and area as the table tennis table, and at one end of the table was sitting leisurely a handsome guy, it was Xiaoyu.

Seeing us coming in, Xiao Yu said to the two people next to me: "It's hard work, you guys go out first, I'll talk to my brother alone for a while." ”

One of the two said, "Alone? Can you do it? He's crazy when he hurts people. ”

Xiao Yu shrugged her shoulders and asked me indifferently: "One thousand, will you hurt me?" I shook my head and said, "No." Xiao Yu then said to the two people: "Look, he can't say it's okay, not to mention that you still lock him, you two go out, if something happens, it's my own." ”

The two hesitated, but finally chose to leave.

After hearing the sound of the door being closed behind her, Xiao Yu pointed to the other end of the table and said, "Sit, you're welcome." ”

I wasn't polite, and I didn't say anything after I sat down, just looked at him quietly.

Because I'm sure he won't come to me for no reason, he must have something to say to me.

Sure enough, after carefully looking at me for a long time, Xiao Yu said slowly: "It's very calm, not bad." I chuckled and said, "Hehe, what can I do if I'm not calm?" I've been locked up by you, so I'm left to my fate. ”

Xiao Yu shook her head and said, "You are imprisoned, but as far as I know, you are not 'resigned to fate', a thousand, tell me, how do you feel?" ”

I smiled bitterly, and suddenly felt that I shouldn't express my emotions so sincerely in front of him, so I adjusted and said expressionlessly: "What does it feel like to be locked up here?" That's all. ”

Xiao Yu tilted her head to look at me and said, "I'm not asking you how it feels like to live here, I'm asking you... The first time I killed someone, what did it feel like. ”

I stared at him a little in amazement and asked, "What do you mean?" Then I understood, forcibly calmed down for a moment, and then asked again, "That pervert... He's dead? ”

Xiao Yu smiled lightly and said, "Yes, it's a pervert, if he hadn't died, I wouldn't have come to you today." ”

Although I had been mentally prepared for this result for a long time, I still had my heart racing a little when the facts were actually in front of me.

Did I actually kill someone?

"But this kind of person is dead when he dies, and Gu Ye has already taken care of the rest of the matter for you, so you don't have to worry." Xiao Yu said.

I asked with some skepticism, "How do you deal with such a big matter of human life?" ”

Xiao Yu explained nonchalantly: "Just like you said, that person is indeed a pervert, he has hurt a lot of innocent people before, and he is very perverted to record some of these processes with his mobile phone, after you beat him to death, someone contacted Gu Ye, Gu Ye sent someone to get his mobile phone, saved all the videos, and took them to their dean to enjoy." You know, for this kind of hospital, once this kind of thing is exposed, it means that the hospital's business is over. In exchange, the pervert's cause of death will be a car accident, which legally has nothing to do with you. But..."

Speaking of this, Xiaoyu paused, and I hurriedly asked, "But what?" ”

Xiao Yu said as easily as a joke: "But the safety of your stay here is not in the quid pro quo, the person who died is their colleague after all, how they will retaliate against you next, hehe, it can only depend on their mood." ”