Future Sukarlana unknowingly came to the hunting ground again, and it was no longer the same place where you could meet the streamers on the shore of the lake at any time, but the lake water was as clear as ever.

He hadn't seen a streamer in a long time, probably since the end of the war.

It was clear that it would be closer from the palace garden, but for some reason he took a long detour and walked from the city.

However, it is rare to put aside the chores and be quiet and quiet, and in the future, I will simply lie down on the grass by the lake and close my eyes to recuperate.

But somehow, the hand unconsciously reached into his bosom, and before he realized what he had done, the delicate little dagger was already lying in the palm of his hand.

"Why did he give me such a precious thing so easily?" Mirai gently stroked the small dagger with body temperature, and he knew every line on it, as well as all the subtle color changes on the fishskin scabbard.

Even with his eyes closed, the appearance of the dagger was clearly visible in his consciousness. Everything in the past has not been forgotten because of the passage of time, but the thoughts in my heart are getting stronger and stronger day by day, and even the young and ignorant self in my memory has not known when it began to become a little awkward and cute.

Probably because the young and ignorant child at that time was always accompanied by two figures that he would never forget, so that everything in his memories became cute, right?

In the past, I was ignorant and ignorant, but when I understood, I was far away from the ocean, and it was so difficult to see each other. Time passes, memories will always change with the change of feelings, the warmth that I once hostile, I wonder if there will be a chance to feel it again in the future?

Thinking, thinking, and unconsciously humming the ballad that has long been engraved in my heart: Goodbye, people who are still standing on the shore waving their hands, young people have embarked on an adventurous journey, and the figure of dreams is gradually moving away, but why do you always look in the direction of your hometown, and are reluctant to turn around for a long time?

Birds flying in the sky, when you see the green flag and the fragrance of flowers wafting in the wind, please stop for a moment and rest your feet, and bring your thoughts on the sea to the people of your hometown, and tell them that their return is not far away...... With a faint melancholy melody, I don't know how long it was, maybe I really fell asleep, but maybe I was just completely immersed in the ocean of memories so much that I forgot everything around me.

When he opened his eyes again, it was because he suddenly felt two intense lines of sight, looking at him from top to bottom.

"You look lonely...... Kama's hesitant voice came from the head, and then he sat down next to him, staring sideways at the future face, and asked,

"Are the tears that are coming out of the corners of your eyes?"

"What? how could it be ......" Future raised his hand and touched it, the corners of his eyes were indeed a little wet, he didn't even notice it before, but he sat up as usual, as if nothing had happened, and asked,

"Why are you here?" Even though his eyes were still moist, his expression was completely convincing

"There's no such thing at all." Karma never thought that this person would shed tears, at least not the future she knew, right?

She could barely suppress the doubts in her heart, and replied, "When you came out of the palace, I saw you from afar in the city. ”

"You've been with you for a long time?" said Mikumi in surprise, not knowing if it was because his alertness had decreased, or if he was so caught up in his memories that he didn't notice the movement behind him.

"It's not too early," Karma asked, turning her gaze to the surface ......of the lake with some humility,

"What song did you just sing?"

"It's just an old ballad. Future replied absentmindedly, complaining to himself that he was careless, that Kama had already arrived, and that he was unaware of it.

"It's good, it's the first time I've heard such a lingering and sad tune, I really didn't expect you to sing......" Kama could actually feel it, and the future seemed reluctant to mention her private affairs, but for some reason, she couldn't help but want to find out about him, and unconsciously asked,

"The language you used to sing sounds like it has a slight southern timbre, but if you look closely, it's not the same as the southern dialect. ”

"Well, maybe. Future replied somewhat perfunctorily. He clearly didn't want to share his thoughts with others, and Karma couldn't help but feel a little disappointed.

This man had been with them for nearly two years, and the few friends around him had no idea about his past background.

I don't know where he came from, I don't know what he was going through, I don't even know what his last name is.

Although commoners and slaves generally had no surnames, the man in front of him was unusual no matter how you looked at it. His bearing, his appearance, all show his extraordinary background, and having a surname is certain!

However, he always kept silent about his own affairs, and people couldn't understand it. Karma was always involuntarily attracted to this person, and that indescribable feeling made her want to get closer to him and get to know him even more.

But unfortunately, no matter how long they get along, her understanding of him is still at the stage when they first met.

Kama also vividly remembers that on the way to the Devil's Forest with them, she once asked him what his impression of the female was.

He replied to himself: she had warm eyes, a smiling countenance, sometimes sly, sometimes gentle.

She is brave, wise, persevering, tolerant, and empathetic...... She always goes out of her way to create a peaceful home for her loved ones...... When he said those words, a warm smile spread across his face.

It was that faint smile that shook Kama's heart and gave her her the first clear goal in her life: to become the kind of female he had in mind!

At first, her mood may have been very simple, she simply thought that it would be great if she could become such a female!

But I didn't even think about why I made that choice. Now that I think about it, I realize that maybe it wasn't because of how beautiful the female was in his mouth at all, but because when he said those words, the faint smile with strong emotions on his face attracted her, making her involuntarily surrender, and couldn't help but want to be the female he longed for in his heart.

In fact, Karma already vaguely felt that in the future, in the heart sealed by an iron wall, there might be someone he could not forget.

It's a pity that she can't get into his heart, if she can, she really wants to see what kind of person it is?

"You look lonely......" Karma unconsciously went back to the original topic,

"Jianing City is growing day by day, but the more people you seem, the more lonely you look, why is that?" Future stared at the sparkling lake, pondered for a long time, and sighed softly: "Probably because of the loss, although the goal I set at the beginning is gradually taking shape, but it makes me have to stay away from the real desire in my heart......" Before he finished speaking, he suddenly picked up the king's sword beside him, stood up and urged: "Go back, it's not too early." So saying, he walked away from the shore.

Kama thought she was about to approach his heart, but she didn't want him to suddenly close the door of her heart, leaving only some words of unknown meaning.

The back in front of him seemed unusually lonely, wordlessly rejecting people for thousands of miles, and Karma couldn't help but feel a strange bitterness in his heart.

She hurriedly chased after her, and unwillingly tentatively asked, "You, can you see her again?"

"Who?" asked in confusion as Future paused.

"It's just ......" Karma hesitated a little, knowing that he shouldn't offend the forbidden area of the future mind, but he couldn't help but ask after all,

"Is that the owner of the dagger in your arms, the one you yearn for?"

"She, what's he?...... "I can't figure out who this dagger originally belonged to, and who gave him such a precious dagger in the first place?"

Maybe it's Assi, but it could also be Shgar. Thinking of the old man, he couldn't help but have that strange faint smile with strong emotions in his expression, and sighed to himself,

"I want to know ...... too" As a result, Karma realizes that she still knows nothing about this man's past.

And this person didn't notice the looming loss and unwillingness in her heart at all, because his heart was not here!

"What am I expecting and what am I clinging to?" When I returned to the city, I saw a group of children screaming happily around Yan Yu in the distance, not knowing what they were saying.

It was only at this time that Karma's tense heart finally relaxed, and he deliberately changed the atmosphere and smiled: "I really can't figure it out, how can a person like him who describes rough things be so loved by children......?" I used to be a child, but I don't know why, I can't remember how I understood the world and how I knew the good from the bad when I was a child. Hearing this, the future can't help but think of himself when he was a child.

In fact, before the age of thirteen, he couldn't remember exactly how he could distinguish between good and bad.

But after the age of thirteen, he often doesn't know what to do, and is hostile to those who are really good to him...... It's shallow and ridiculous!

So I couldn't help but sigh: "Maybe it's because when people grow up, they will become more self-righteous, right? I often insist on wasting time chasing meaningless things, but ignore the most simple and important needs." Because of this, some instincts that have become rusty or even forgotten due to being idle for too long have gradually been lost. People always have to pay a lot of costs for their own growth, and they always have to go through many detours before they suddenly realize that the most important thing was once within their reach, but their young and ignorant self didn't understand anything. ”

"Maybe......" The two have different experiences and have their own hearts, but at this time, Karma has a different situation in her heart: she knows that she is wasting time, but she is still stubborn, the more greedy she is, the more empty she is, and the yearning for happiness has turned into bitter unwillingness, is this also the price of growth?

Now it's no longer as easy to be satisfied as it used to be, it's just a faint smile and a happy heart, as if you have it all...... As for what is most important, I have not seriously thought about it at all.