"Sun Chunan, do you feel that your current self is particularly lofty and has a special sense of achievement?"

Luo Yi couldn't stand Sun Chunan's attitude of not caring about anything, as if if you let her die now, she can die immediately, she can't see the hope of life in her eyes, as if she is isolated from the world, there is nothing in this world that can make her nostalgic.

She doesn't like her like this, she's so good, why can't she live happily.

Sun Chunan seemed to be frightened by the suddenly irritable Luo Yi, and after a long time, when Luo Yi wondered if she was selectively deaf, she said, "You go, stay away from me." ”

Hey, after hearing this, Luo Yi really got excited, and there are people who she Luo Yi can't surrender?

"If you let me go, I'm going to go, I don't."

She wants to see how long Sun Chunan's stubborn temper can last!

Sun Chunan was a little embarrassed when he heard Luo Yi's words.

Roy, it's really naïve.

The air suddenly fell silent, and the two were relatively silent.

After a while, Sun Chunan was still no match for Luo Yiyi, and couldn't help but speak: "After you get to know me, you will regret knowing me." ”

"Let's talk about it."

"When I was very young, I met a boy who was very nice to me, I was autistic since I was a child, so my parents didn't like me, they showed that they were very good to me in front of people, but they beat and scolded me in every way."

Sun Chunan paused when he said this, as if he didn't want to recall the past.

"But as the daughter-in-law of the family, they still asked someone to teach me all kinds of etiquette, but at that time, I only locked myself in my own world, and I didn't want to pay attention to anyone at all, so everyone looked down on me, beat and scolded me, and bullied me."

"But later, the little boy appeared, he would quietly climb the tree in the corner of the yard every day, come to my yard and play with me, at first I was also very repulsed by him, but he tirelessly enlightened me, teased me, coaxed me to laugh, taught me some very interesting things, let me gradually come out of the closed self world."

"I gradually became like a normal person, laughing and talking to people. Until one day, I secretly went out with him to play, and I met kidnappers, and those kidnappers kidnapped us to sell us, and we swore to die, and finally he knocked out the person who tied me up and let me run out. ”

"I was so scared, I was trembling when I was helped by him to escape, as if I had returned to the time when I was bullied when I was a child, and my whole person was emotionally broken."

"Then the kidnappers came after me, they slashed me with knives, and the boy blocked a knife for me, and he was seriously injured, and I was so scared that I got up and ran, and I didn't bother with him, and I could still hear the cry of pain after I walked far away."

“…… I haven't seen him since, because of my cowardice, I killed him, and no one climbed a tree to amuse me in my yard since. ”

Sun Chunan had already cried into tears when he said this.

"Do you know how I've come over all these years, when I think of that scene, I want to kill myself, it's my cowardice that keeps me and him as separated forever as I am today. I hate it, I hate this weak self so much. ”。

"If I could have been brave and go up to help him, even if I died with him in the end, it would have been better than living alone now! The only people in this world who care about me and love me are dead, what is the point of me living? Even if I am proficient in everything now, I am very disappointed in the world and in me. ”