Li Qiangmin slowly lifted his feet, Gyatso crawled back to the old monk, and I helped him up.

Li Qiangmin sneered in the dark: "Let me tell you, I must be the one who survives in the end, and Li Damin will die!" ”

He turned and walked out of the cave. The old lama took me and Gatso out as well.

Outside, the moon is in the middle of the sky, the snow-capped mountains are quiet, the heavy moonlight is falling all around, and the deep black sky has become a deep blue, like an unfathomable sea.

Li Qiangmin stood on the plank road, with a deep cliff below, raised his head and looked up at the starry sky, and did not speak for a long time.

The old lama blew out the oil lamp and walked down the straight steps. I came behind Li Qiangmin and patted him lightly on the shoulder, he looked back at me, the evil spirit was gone, showed a smile, and walked with us.

We returned the way we came, leaving the cave and heading back to the monastery. Gatso stiffened his neck, a little angry, but still sent us back to the back of the monk's dormitory to rest.

The room was quiet, just me and Li Qiangmin. Recalling the scene that just happened in the cave, it was like a dream.

We didn't speak, I sat near the door, he sat in the innermost, there was no lamp in the room, it was pitch black.

After such a toss, I felt a little embarrassed, and the first one broke the dull atmosphere and said three words, rest.

"Lin Cong." Li Qiangmin said suddenly.

I said "um".

"I'm going back tomorrow." He said.

"What?" I was stunned and coughed, "Where are you going back?" Leaving the monastery? ”

"No, leave this world." Li Qiangmin said: "Back to my world." I came back in time. ”

"You ......" I was stunned, I didn't know what to say for a while, Li Qiangmin's decision was so sudden, I was a little confused.

I've always hoped that he wouldn't fight with Li Damin's sword soldiers, these two people really want to fight to the death, and I don't know who to help. Li Damin is really annoying to people, especially bringing out demons and destroying a village, which makes me disgusted with him, but fortunately he is my best friend.

And Li Qiangmin, after getting along these days, this person is very rational and not annoying, he has a set of cold and strong executive values, and he still gets along relatively well, this person doesn't have much to do, as long as he doesn't violate his cultivation interests, even if the flood is monstrous and the end of the world has nothing to do with him, it is comfortable to get along like this.

I know I'm not qualified to be Li Qiangmin's friend, but I still have affection.

I never wanted the two of them to meet. However, at this moment, Li Qiangmin suddenly said that he was leaving, and he wanted to give up the task of killing Li Damin, but I was a little uncomfortable, and I didn't believe that he could give up as a person who was so persistent in cultivation.

"You, you've got it figured?" I asked.

Li Qiangmin didn't answer, but said: "Lin Cong, my cultivation has reached a very high level, and I have become a 3,600 delusion realm, and I can go in and out at will to investigate and break through delusions, but there is one level that I can't pass. ”

"Which level?" I asked, is it a relationship?

"The deeper I practice, the more intense I feel," Li Qiangmin said, "No matter how I practice, I feel like a doll, a toy, and a prop." ”

"Whose doll?" I asked.

Li Qiangmin looked up at the roof and said, "I don't know what it is, maybe it's 'Dao', maybe it's 'Heaven', maybe it's your fate and mine." It was an invisible hand. ”

"Destiny ......," I muttered to muttering on those two words.

"These two words have bothered me for a long, long time," Mr. Li said, "and I have not been able to get rid of them until now." No matter how much I cultivate, how I settle down, how I vipassana, no matter how many delusions I enter, I can't get rid of these two words, and I feel more and more its existence. All my actions, all my decisions, all my thoughts, all my spiritual progress, seemed to be going on along a good path. It's like this moment, you and I are in this room, I'm afraid it was also designed a long time ago. The old monk said something just now, which touched me very much. ”

I didn't speak, I listened quietly.

Li Qiangmin said: "He said that even if I cultivate to the point where I can kill nine heavens and ten Buddhas, I can't get rid of this obstacle." ”

I thought for a moment and said, "You originally wanted to pursue the Dao, but in the end, this Dao became your biggest mental obstacle. ”

Li Qiangmin raised his head in the dark, looked at me through the black, and nodded: "You are right. What I've been striving for has become the thing that hinders me the most. I had a very strong premonition......"

What I asked.

"The mural shows that Li Damin and I will definitely die, I suspect that the one who dies will be me, and I have no confidence to survive." Li Qiangmin said lightly.

I gasped, and the words "no confidence" actually came out of Li Qiangmin's mouth.

"It's my decision," he said, "I'm going back, I'm going to think about it and then decide what to do." Let's sleep. ”

He did not meditate, but lay on the ground like a normal person, with his elbows under his head, rolled over and fell asleep, and after a short time he snored softly.

I dragged my backpack, pillowed it under my head, and lay on the ground in a state of confusion, if Li Qiangmin left, what should I do, am I going to stay or leaving?

My mind was messed up all night, I couldn't sleep well, I didn't know how long it was, the door was pushed open in the haze, I barely opened my eyes, and saw Gatso walking in, holding a wooden plate in his hand, which was to bring us food.

I rubbed my eyes and sat up, and when I looked at it, the room was empty, and Li Qiangmin was nowhere to be seen.

I touched my temple, a little drowsy, and I was sure that he hadn't been out of the room.

I slept near the door last night, and if he was going out, he would have to step over me and push the door, and I slept so lightly that I couldn't have been unaware. Now that he has not left the house, he has disappeared in this secret room, and there is only one possibility for this situation.

He left this world and traveled back in time.

"Where's the guest?" Gatso asked, looking at the empty room.

"He's gone." I say.

Gyatso didn't feel any surprise, his face was calm, "Then what are you going to do?" ”

My mind is very messy, my original intention of coming here is like this, I, like Li Qiangmin, also have obstacles in the realm and state of mind of doing things, but this level is not enough, the knot in my heart can never be untied.

The knot in my heart is that I have to learn to express love, not to hide my feelings, to learn to take responsibility that I have not taken, and to be a real person.

When I arrived in Lhasa, I accidentally met Li Qiangmin, which means that even if I can't meet him, I will complete this necessary journey in life.

Now that he's gone, just as he came without warning, will my original intention change because of this?

Gyatso said sincerely, "Honorable guest, you'd better not leave, the guru said that you are the only one who is a warrior to subdue demons. ”

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