After several rounds of shocks, I had developed a feeling of numbness to the current and it was not as painful as it was at the beginning.

Sometimes I even look forward to them calling me, because after my body adapts, every time I am electrified, I feel a little like I have just finished a big health care, blood circulation and blood stasis, my limbs are comfortable, and I am refreshed.

Of course, this is mainly due to my self-hypnosis, every time they call me, I silently say to myself: it doesn't hurt at all, it doesn't hurt at all...

During this period, they took the time to starve me for three days, and the reason why they knew that the time of hunger was three days was because the old man who told me a good story came to tell me a story again... No, it's the 'life-sustaining meal' that feeds me again.

I didn't stop exercising, as long as my strength allowed, as long as I was the only one left in the room, I would start exercising, and it always hurt to be in good shape.

Gradually, I've gotten used to it, but they never let me have any contact with other patients, and they didn't even let me see any other patients during the time I was locked up here.

Later, I once asked the food feeder about this, and he told me that many patients would be taken home by their families during the Chinese New Year and stay for a few days.

After all, their families will miss them all year round.

Of course, when these patients are picked up, they will be forced to let the patient's family rent the self-defense electric rod provided by the psychiatric hospital, and also buy high-priced tranquilizers, and at the same time, the hospital will also explain to the patient's family that the patient's words about smearing the hospital during this time at home must not be believed, it is all the patient's own fantasy, or the patient deliberately made it up to scare his family in order not to be sent back, which is not true.

In addition, there are some patients who will not be taken back by their families for the New Year, and it is basically certain that they have been abandoned by their families, and these people will be locked together like stray animals in the recent period, and the door will not be allowed out.

Because the staff in the hospital also have to take turns off during the Chinese New Year, there is not enough manpower, so it is convenient to gather patients for 'management'.

And the reason why I didn't stay with those people is, in the final analysis, because they paid extra money, so they treated me differently, but the so-called differential treatment is nothing more than having a separate room.

This is also the only condition that Lao Gu put forward with the hospital, that is, I will not be allowed to have contact with other mentally ill people.

I sometimes think it's funny, is Lao Gu afraid that mental illness is also contagious?

During this time, I also tried to escape, but I never found a suitable opportunity, and the range of movement I could move around was very small.

Usually they are either locked in their own rooms, or they are locked up in a small dark room. So far, I don't know what the outside of this building looks like, let alone where the mental hospital is located.

The days go on without hope, and they are abused irregularly. Stay, irregular abuse. Wait for tricks, eat and sleep irregularly.

Irregularity seems to be the only pattern here.

Finally, one day, the arrival of Lao Gu broke this seemingly endless repetitive life.

After the prison guards brought me into the reception room, Lao Gu also kicked the prison guards out like Xiaoyu did last time, and there were only two of us left in the room, sitting facing each other across the big table tennis table.

"It looks like I've lost a little weight."

Lao Gu's tone was very calm, and he couldn't tell whether he felt sorry for me or was satisfied with my state.

I didn't care and said, "The food here is not as good as in the community, and it's normal to lose weight." ”

Lao Gu nodded and said, "It's okay, it's not particularly thin, how about a thousand, do you want to leave here?" ”

I gave him a sneering smile and said, "Every day I am full, every day I am either electrocuted or pricked, do you think I want to leave here?" ”

Lao Gu shook his head lightly and said, "It's a pity that I'm not here to take you away, I'm here to tell you, tomorrow, your friends, Xiaoxi and Wang Yang, and your 'good brother' Zhang Mingchao... It's time to go back to Marina City. ”

When he said the words 'good brother', Lao Gu deliberately accentuated his tone, as if to remind me not to forget the events of the Chinese New Year's Eve.

And I have thought carefully these days, as long as I live, I will definitely meet Brother Chao in the future, and after the meeting, I must confront him face to face about the events of the Chinese New Year's Eve, unless he personally admits what he said and did that day, otherwise I will not believe that it was really him.

"Wang Yang... Wang Yang's medicine is still troublesome Uncle Gu, don't embarrass her, after all... After all, she doesn't have much time in the first place, no matter why you treat me like this, but since you have already been kind to Wang Yang, then please do it to the end, if you need money or something, you rush to me, and I will pay it back for her. ”

What I'm most worried about is Wang Yang, who lives one day less, and other people and things, I can be ranked second at this time.

Lao Gu nodded and said, "You can rest assured in this regard, the medicine will not be cut off for her." I also nodded and said, "Well, thank you, Uncle Gu." ”

There was some silence in the room for a while, and after a while, Lao Gu asked, "One thousand, you don't even ask me when I plan to let you go back to the community?" ”

I smiled bitterly and said, "Hehe, what can I do if I don't know?" Isn't it all a matter of your words or not? If you want to let me go, what can I do? After all... After all, you've convinced both my parents, right, Uncle Gu? ”

After I said this, I stared carefully into Lao Gu's eyes, trying to see even the slightest clue in his eyes to prove whether my guess was right or wrong.

However, Lao Gu didn't answer this, but said to himself: "In two days, Haobei and the Mei sisters should come back." I had no choice but to follow his words and ask, "And then?" Would you do the same to them? Let them come and be my patients? ”

Lao Gu shook his head and said: "Even if you don't see something you shouldn't see, you won't be treated the same way as them, don't worry, their purpose is different from yours." ”

I looked at Lao Gu coldly and didn't speak, and after about half a minute, Lao Gu smiled: "In the end, it is the person who has killed people with his own hands, this look is just different from the original, hehe." ”

I asked, "Uncle Gu, since you are here today, and there are only two of us in this house, can you tell me who you are?" What the hell are you trying to do to me? You just want my life, and let me die, okay? ”

Lao Gu shook his head and said, "Not yet, but I will definitely tell you in the future, don't worry, no one wants your life." Your uncle Gu and I, more than anyone else, wish you were alive and well, you must live well, because... Because you may be the hope of all of us..."