Chapter 58 : Full of Dirt and Credit
A few days later, Xuan Chu had been obsessed with Sirius-kun being captured by the Arc Arrow Nine-Star Officer, the Heavenly Soldier and Heavenly General. At that time, I learned that in order to protect Xuan Chu, Sirius Jun killed the ancient nine black dragons of Jiulong Pond in the Nine Secluded Underground Mansion. was ordered to be arrested by the Jade Emperor, and what kind of punishment he had to suffer is still unknown.
Ji Chu later asked Uncle Peach Blossom Fairy, and he was also ambiguous and did not tell the truth.
Soon it was time for the summer vacation, Xuan Chu, the mother saw the third sister Yuhua, and the fright she received really couldn't be left at home with two children to let the black lights blind the life!
Chu Chu's mother asked Chu Chu to go to Chu Chu's father to ask for living expenses in the event of divorce. Ji Chu went several times and saw his father smoking, and the woman pretended to be smiling. Didn't ask for any money back.
Ji Chu's mother said: "You see how useless you are, you won't get the money back." Mom took you to the city to enjoy the blessings, and put your two younger sisters at home to suffer, and I don't know what dirty stuff I got into trouble! Whining...... My life is so miserable! The father of the three babies dares to rob it? God doesn't have long eyes! ”
Seeing his mother so sad, there was no way.
Ji Chu's mother said: "If you don't have money, you are the boss, you go and ask your father to bring his bed, and my mother borrowed money to rent a house." Take you all to live in the city, and your sister will never be left alone in this countryside again!" When Mom thinks of your sister's sin, Mom's heart can't be relieved of this guilt by poking her heart like a knife! ”
Chu said with tears in his eyes: "Mom, don't cry, when I grow up, I will definitely let you live a good life, so that my sister can go to school well!" ”
Mother Chu said, "My baby! You said lightweight, how can it be so easy to live a good life? ”
Chu said: "Yes, I don't go to school anymore, those big bosses are not all uneducated." If you haven't been to school for a few years, you can still make a fortune. I said yes, I can......"
After saying that, Ji Chu went out and went to the house rented by Ji Chu's father. I listened to how my father scolded my mother in front of the woman.
Although Chu didn't want to hear it, he still couldn't get rid of this life. She thought to herself that no one could be relied on, she once thought that her father was omnipotent, even if she didn't go to school well, she could find a good job by relying on her father, and she had no worries about food and clothing, but after these realistic things happened, Yu Chu had to face the reality. In the face of a person's credit crisis, all relationships and face are lost!
This matter has been stalemate until Ji Chu is about to go to school. I'm going to go to high school when school starts!
On this day, Chu went to his father's house several times, but he was still treated coldly. The woman actually smiled and said, "Chu Chu! Have you eaten? ”
Xuan Chu said: "I've had enough, and you've pretended to be enough, don't cry and fake mercy." Where did my dad go? ”
The woman sat in front of the dresser and put on makeup, and it took two hours to put on makeup, and she also bought Mao Geping's discs, learned to make up, and her face was bloodless like a ghost. But when it doesn't melt, it's even more disgusting because of the yellow skin that stays up all year round and doesn't see the light.
She has been carefully applying layer by layer of powder, painting her eyebrows one by one. Lip liner, eyeliner. Eyelashes, Chu Chu has been waiting.
Suddenly, the phone called, and it was my mother's voice: "Li Yichu, are you going to get me back?" Your dad came to beat me? You wolf cubs, you have lost the heart of the old lady, are you sorry? ...... Woo."
When Chu Chu heard that her mother was crying, she panicked, hung up the phone and ran home. As a result, her father had already left, and the house she had just rented was smashed. Jian Chu's mother was beaten again, her nose was blue and her face was swollen, and she couldn't see her human appearance.
Chu cried: "Mom, what's wrong with you? He's coming to beat you? ”
This terrible scene is often played out in Xuan Chu's house like a nightmare. The most feared and indifferent thing in Chu Chu's life is that his parents fight.
When I was a child, my parents fought, and I beat my father and fight. Once, Yi Chuhu's mother was trampled on the ground by her father and beaten to death. Since then, Chu Chu has never pulled a fight.
She hates her mother for being angry again and again, and if she can't beat it, she will divorce! Why be tied up and tortured endlessly?
Not pulling the frame doesn't mean that Chu Chu doesn't know that he feels sorry for his mother. Not pulling the frame doesn't mean that when Chu Chu's father beat his mother, Chu Chu didn't know, and gradually Chu Chu's ears became deaf. No matter how much the family quarreled, she couldn't hear it. She thinks that she must grow up to be a woman who protects her safety first, and she also hates why her mother doesn't divorce. Later, Chu Chu realized that everything was not so simple. Divorce was illiterate for women in that era, and they couldn't even distinguish between southeast and northwest in society. Where are you going, with a few children?
It is impossible for the mother's family to give a little help, so they can only rely on themselves. And the women of that era had no idea of divorce at all!
So when Xuan Chu's father had an affair, Xuan Chu's mother was not prepared at all, whether it was psychological or cognitive.
Mother Chu cried and roared, "That bitch, did she cook for you?" Burned the kang for you? Have you washed your sisters' feet one by one? Or did I make you steamed buns? ”
Xuan Chu said: "Mom, you're crazy! How could she possibly do this for us.
Ji Chu's mother's airway collapsed, and 'pop' was a slap in the face, and Chu Chu's ears were deafened. Countless giant bees fluttered in my head. I remembered that my mother sat in a row next to the kang for myself and my sisters every day, and took turns washing our feet one by one. In the cold and snowy days of winter, there are many dolls at home, there is no washing machine, and a large basin of clothes has to be washed every day.
I remembered that at the end, my mother dragged a dirty rag and washed out her cracked hands, and when my father came back from going out to prostitute the wind, he grabbed his hands and rubbed them in front of the neighbors outside. Layer by layer, I rubbed off my mother's hard work every day and every year to support the family. Layer by layer, the mother's hard work day and night in order to make the family, children and husbands clean and clean, and the home spotless, was praised by neighbors and relatives as the cleanest woman in the village.
There were too many dirt, rubbing layer after layer, rubbing off my mother's unwillingness to let my father suffer a little grievance, even if she didn't even have underwear and underwear, she gave her father clean and decent clothes to wear, and bought clothes. After rubbing off the tuition fee, my mother went to pay for the tuition money earned by the rice seedlings (rice seedlings pulling weeds) for twenty a day.
It was also rubbed off, and my mother relied on her strong belief that every meal she must first serve the best plate of meat and essence to her grandparents.
It's even more rubbed off, and the father, who wants to marry his mother as his wife, has a pleasing confidence in his mother. As a woman, Chu Chu knew how humble and pitiful her mother was at that moment! Looking back many years later, my mother still can't express it like that, but the sadness is indescribable.