You say, "Susu, I fell in love with you at first sight." ”

After dinner that night, you took me to say hello to the leader and left.

We talk a lot, and I'm going to tell you about the metaphysics that I'm afraid of but want to explore.

In front of you, a graduate student in museology, you probably don't believe this, so you can only keep your mouth shut, and can only tell me all the "ghost stories" of your mining.

I gleefully tell you all the ghost stories I heard, and we walked all the way on that avenue where the green leaves stretched to the lake.

On the small bridge where the train passes, we sit on the steps by the bridge, counting the lights of the city that does not belong to us.

Perhaps it was that night that I was touched by the lamplight, and said in the light of the street lamp:

"Zheng Yi, we will always stay in this city openly."

The stars are so bright that we look at each other and smile.

At the moment, I regard you as a very, very cherished friend.

The same strangers, the same exhausted to stay in the city.

I met you in 2017, but I didn't expect you to become my only companion during the festival.

On the National Day, you will suddenly take me to travel whimsically, persuade me every day, coquettish to me, and succumb to your stalking, shameless posture, and finally we went to climb the Yellow Mountain.

During the Spring Festival, you will suddenly appear outside my rented house the day before the holiday, with a large bag of gifts for my parents, and say with a smile:

"Susu, if you don't let me visit your family, then you have to bring them gifts and say Happy New Year to them for me."

"Zheng Yi, you don't have to do so much"

"Susu, don't feel guilty, don't have a psychological burden"

You've been smiling at me, obviously a black poached egg, but it's red at this moment.

Valentine's Day was something I never expected, you came to my unit, like my colleague introduced himself, I hurriedly ran over to see you, quickly pulled you out, and asked you very angrily:

"Why did you come to my unit?"

I saw that the thing you were carrying in your hand was lifted upward.

what！！！ It turned out to be a large package of test and essay papers??!!!

"Susu, don't be angry, the civil service exam is coming soon, so I thought about buying you a bunch of study materials."

At that moment, I really didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

"Oh, thank you"

"Then I'll go, Susu."

I sent you to the elevator entrance until the elevator closed, and I thought to myself:

Sure enough, whoever falls in love first will lose.

On the Qingming Festival, you said to follow me back to see my grandmother, but there was no one in my hometown, so you drove for four or five hours, and finally the two of us stopped in front of my grandmother's grave.

You go and set off artillery, fireworks

I put the chrysanthemum in front of my grandmother's grave

No one knows, because I'm a girl, so I've been an unwanted existence since I was a child, and my parents said they were busy with work, but they only kept my younger brother by their side. My grandfather said that he wanted to make money, but he only used all the money to buy snacks for his younger brother.

Only my grandmother would leave me snacks, only my grandmother would let me sleep next to her since I was a child, and only my grandmother would call me to go home and sleep.

I was crying quietly in front of my grandmother's grave, and I don't know if you heard it, so I deliberately went further.

After I finished whispering to my grandmother, I called out to you:

"Let's go"

"Okay, you wait for me, I want to talk to my grandmother."

I don't know what you whispered to your grandmother, but I saw that you kept giggling when you came over.

On Labor Day, you took me to the town, only to see that the town is surrounded by mountains and rivers, and the fog in the early morning will hide our residence in the mountains, I looked at the "lonely boat" in the lake, looked at the two or three red leaf trees growing wildly next to the homestay, and looked at the buses coming and going not far away, and I was very satisfied.

I ask you, "How do you know I'm going to like it?" ”

"Because I spent two nights watching all of Su Su's talks and circle of friends, I know that Su Su wants to hide himself a lot of times, I know that Su Su has a dream far from the world, I know that Su Su wants to go back to his childhood, this place is generally similar to Su Su when he was a child, although Su Su has no grandmother by his side, but I will always be by Su Su's side."

"Fool?"

You smirked

"Zheng Yi, let's try to be together."

I always remember that day you were so happy that day, I always remember the restraint that you wanted to hug me but didn't dare to hug me, and I always remember your promise to me. You said:

"Susu, I swear to accompany you every festival in the future, and I swear to never leave you."

At that moment, I thought to myself, right? Right? Right?

Because of Chen Feng, I know that it is too hard to love someone.

If you can, choose to be loved.