Take the bus to the old cinema stop, from here you have to cross a long bridge to get to my house, on the bridge I waved frantically, overflowing with a kind of home-like emotion, habitually looking up at my parents in the window, well, my parents are still standing in front of the window, my father stared at me all the way into the stairwell of the house, I think my mother must have gone to get the dishes and chopsticks, because as soon as I got home, I could immediately get a bowl full of rice and a lot of meat on a plate. At their urging, I talked about my college life while eating.

I remember it was a National Day, the lights of thousands of homes, and I was the one in the smoke.

That night, I was so excited in bed that I couldn't sleep, I guess it was because of the sense of security. I'm in my own home, and even if I don't mix well outside, it's my safe haven. I stood by the window in my bedroom, looking at the bright yellow lights on the bridge, and occasionally one or two pedestrians passing by, I opened the window and felt the early autumn wind, maybe because I lived by the river, I couldn't help but shiver when the wind blew, but it was because of this cold shiver that I understood: yes, I am here, this is my home, and this corner is my paradise alone. Inside the house is the pink wallpaper that my father specially selected for me, the bookshelves are full of books that my father bought for me, the gaps between the bookshelves and the wardrobe are plastered with my careful dreams, and the postcards of Sun Yat-sen University can be seen at a glance on the walls.

At this moment, I am me, a sensitive me who will be angry and sad.

The National Day is fast approaching, and it's almost time to go back to school. I finally have a reason to contact you, I will send you a WeChat message to ask when you are leaving? You say number 6. I said me too, do you want to go all the way?

You say yes.

The moment I finished sending the message, I was happy for a long time, rolling around in bed, looking at the bridge below and feeling very warm. Even pedestrians from afar find it cute. I've been thinking about whether I'm going to wear a white T-shirt + high-waisted wide-leg pants tomorrow, or that thin white dress, should I get my hair done? There are also shoes, the shoes have to be a little taller, I don't know if I've slept for a long time, but I slept with a smile on my face and hope.

On the 6th, I woke up and went out immediately, according to what I thought last night, I went to blow the wind and wash my hair, let the hairstylist blow a beautiful hairstyle according to the picture I found, bought an eyebrow pencil and went home to try several sets of clothes, and finally chose the white dress, I think although I am older than you, but they all say that the white dress will have the feeling of first love, clumsy put on makeup, standing in front of the window and counting the arrival of 6:20.

18::20 didn't wait, it was 17:03, you sent me a message, you said:

"I'm sorry, I want to spend more time with my girlfriend, I won't leave today, I'll leave tomorrow, you go first."

I replied: Okay.

Is it a disappointment, it's still a little bit, my elaborate dress is like a joke.

And what you don't know is that this is actually the first time I have gone out alone, and the bus to the city has to change several times, and I don't even dare to take the subway, I am very afraid of this journey.

I wish you could be with me. But you already have someone to accompany.

On the National Day of 2014, Su Hui met Chen Feng.

She cried.