I remember that after we were together, I became cautious when I was with you, and I didn't dare to talk to you without scruples like before, and I had to calculate the economic accounts when I went out to eat and travel with you, taking into account your self-esteem to the greatest extent.

I thought it would last long, even if I was tired.

I like it so much, so it doesn't matter if I look like I don't like it.

A month later

"Chen Feng, can I come over to see you on the weekend? I miss you. ”

"Su Hui, don't come."

"Why?"

"Su Hui, I'm sorry, let's break up."

"Why did you break up with me?"

"Nothing, that's all. Let's not get in touch anymore. ”

I remember it was Tuesday, and I had to try to keep going to work, but luckily I was training outside for the leader during that time, so my lack of seriousness was not so obvious.

But I couldn't help it, I couldn't help it.

I'm a timid kid, and I admit that I only think about backing down when things happen, and I never dare to ask for an answer even if someone wants to break up with me.

But you're different, you're Chen Feng. You are Chen Feng, whom I have met since 2014.

I forced myself to sit in class every day, even though I didn't know what the trainer was talking about. I was in a trance to go to class and eat after school, and sighed with others.

Even if I can't wait for a second in my heart, I can't sleep all night, sitting by the windowsill, I will wake up in the middle of the night and cry silently.

I asked myself over and over again what I was not doing well, and I denied myself as a person, was it not gentle enough? Is there something about money that makes you embarrassed? Was it the last time we were in the ancient town because of the room that made you unhappy? Is it because my personality is not bold? Am I not beautiful enough?

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that it was all my fault, telling myself over and over again that I had lost you, washing myself with the hottest water over and over again, sending you messages and calling you over and over again, and finding all kinds of reasons.

"Chen Feng, today I made a mistake at work and was criticized by the leader"

"Su Hui, don't send me a message for a day"

"Oh good"

Every time I send you a message, I tell myself over and over again in my heart not to look for you, not to trouble you again, this will only push you further and further.

But I can't control my reason, and all my reason is left to you.

"Chen Feng, I went to watch "Predecessor 3" today, have you watched it?"

"I don't like this type."

"Chen Feng, have you eaten?"

I only heard a very sneering voice in my ears.

"What's the matter with you?"

"Chen Feng, are you telling me what I did badly? Didn't you say you'd be with me for the rest of your life? Didn't you say you wanted to accompany me to climb Mount Hua? ”

I let out a wry smile as I listened to the tinkling sound.

Heh, why are you sticking a hot face to a cold ass, please, Su Hui, don't bother Chen Feng again!