"Wandering alone in the deep forest,

Stop and look back.

This road is always going farther and farther,

It's scary.

Occasionally, the warm sunshine,

Shine on me instantly, it's you.

From that day on, I dreamed.

Even if sometimes tired and exhausted,

So that you don't retreat again.

Be sure to remember that my dear friends.

In dreams, no matter where you are, as long as you dream can reach it.

Even if this dream is gone, I will always be by your side.

Close your eyes and listen.

All the time together. ”

~~PD48 "When I Hold My Dreams"

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Lin Xingchen shook his head and smiled while folding his clothes unhurriedly: "How do you know that the next one will push me?" The group is much more popular than me and prettier than me, and she just wants me to regret it. ”

Li Mengjie pursed her lips and was silent, she just wanted to say that Lin Xingchen is currently the most powerful in the group, and he is good at singing and dancing.

But after thinking about it, HAZ46 actually doesn't pay much attention to singing and dancing, and if she wanted to push her, she would have pushed it a long time ago.

In fact, Lin Xingchen is right, Sister Sun is just to anger her.

After packing up his things, Lin Xingchen finally had a meal with the sisters in the dormitory, and then went home.

Before leaving, although everyone wished Lin Xingchen a bright future.

But in fact, I know in my heart that Lin Xingchen will most likely be just an ordinary person in the future.

She shone briefly in the sea of people, but was eventually submerged.

When Lin Xingchen arrived home with his bulky suitcase, it was already half past nine in the evening.

There was no one at the station to pick her up, as the original owner's father and mother were busy with work.

The two of them each worked two jobs to pay off the debts owed by the original owner, Jin Lanyin, when he was a child.

In addition, the family has bought a new house, and they also need to pay off the mortgage, in short, there are places to use money everywhere.

Lin Xingchen took out the key to open the door, put the luggage in his room, and then went to the kitchen to make a bowl of green vegetables and egg noodles to eat.

Halfway through the meal, the sound of the door opening came from the living room.

Lin Xingchen poked his head out of the kitchen with a bowl of noodles, his mouth still chewing.

The woman who was bending down to change her shoes at the door was stunned when she saw her.

"Blue Silver, when did you come back? Why don't you tell your mother, I'll pick you up at the station. ”

Mother Jin was very excited when she saw her daughter, walked over in a few steps, looked at the remaining noodles in Lin Xingchen's bowl, and said hurriedly: "Just eat this, what about it?" Mom made peppercorn duck wings yesterday and gave you two hot ones. ”

Lin Xingchen looked at the clock on the wall, it was already past ten o'clock.

She was about to say that she didn't need to be busy, that was enough, but after thinking about it, she agreed.

If she was willing to eat two hot peppercorn duck wings, Jinlanyin's mother would be very happy.

Lin Xingchen understands that feeling, because his mother is the same.

In other words, all good mothers in the world should have the same mentality.

Thinking of her mother, the corners of Lin Xingchen's eyes were a little sour, she sat down at the table with chopsticks, and looked at the busy back of Jin's mother obediently.

"Mom, I'm leaving HAZ46." Lin Xingchen suddenly said.

Jin Mu's movements paused slightly, and her voice came freely.

"Really? It's okay if you're happy, and it's not appropriate if you don't want to be an idol. What do you want to do next, study? ”

Lin Xingchen didn't expect that the golden mother would react like this, she thought that she would be scolded.

I don't know why, in the memory of the original owner, this piece of family was sealed.

There are only a few text introductions, so that Lin Xingchen can know the family members and basic background.

There was not a single image of it.

Lin Xingchen originally thought that the original owner had a bad relationship with his family, but now it seems that it is not.

"I don't want to go to school either." Lin Xingchen spoke with some difficulty.

Although she knew that the original owner's grades were not good, otherwise she would not have dropped out of school to become an idol.

But in the eyes of parents, a serious life should still be studied and then find a job.

The original owner has already fought once, and now he is back, but he still wants to be an idol, and he doesn't know if he will be scolded to death.

The golden mother had already brought the hot pepper duck wings to Lin Xingchen.

She picked up her chopsticks and picked out a few peppercorns stuck to the duck wings and said, "Do you still want to be an idol and continue to stand on the stage and shine?" ”

Lin Xingchen nodded: "Well, in half a year, there will be a talent show "Shining You" that ordinary people can participate in, which is co-organized by Penguin Video and Kimchi Country, and I want to participate in it." If...... If it doesn't work out......"

After pursing his lips and thinking about it for a long time, Lin Xingchen didn't know what to say.

She originally wanted to say that if she didn't succeed, she would be what she would be.

But what can she do if she doesn't succeed? Do you come back and pick your feet......

"If you don't succeed, you can try to participate in other auditions, or make your own videos and upload them online. As long as it can be seen by others. ”

Jin Mu suddenly continued.

Lin Xingchen looked up at her in surprise and found that those eyes were full of light.

"Whatever you want, as long as you're happy."

An indescribable emotion suddenly converged into a warm current and hit Lin Xingchen's heart.

She bowed her head and finished nibbling on the duck wings under the loving gaze of the Golden Mother, and then went back to her room and pasted large letters in marker pen around the walls.

"Never turn back into a normal person!"

In line with the belief that he must become 11 debutants, he must not turn back to ordinary people.

In the following six months, Lin Xingchen began to work hard day after day.

This includes researching the rules of the previous 101 series and taking notes.

As well as singing every day, I spent money to learn dance for two months to consolidate my basic skills.

In my free time, I learned to write lyrics, songs, and sing rap by myself.

Listen to the music to practice the beat and rhythm, substitute yourself into the lyrics to sing, etc.

Because the original owner has two years of idol experience, plus he still has some talent.

And Lin Xingchen also had experience in learning to sing, so after a period of contact, she positioned herself as the lead singer.

It should be said that the lead singer is the most likely to debut.

Although many idol groups are lip-syncing now, a lead singer is still needed to support the scene at critical moments.

While continuing to work hard at home, Lin Xingchen signed up for "Shining You".

Finally, after three months of deletion, information review, on-site interview, re-examination, final examination and other links.

Lin Xingchen finally stood out from 200,000 applicants and became one of the 101 candidates who could finally participate in the recording of the show.

On April 1, after April Fool's Day, Lin Xingchen went out again with his luggage.

Go to City C, the city where "Shining You" was recorded,

Embark on a survival journey of up to 150 days.

And it was at this time that Lin Xingchen discovered that there were many familiar faces among the shortlisted candidates.

Among them naturally include Mengzhou and Tang Lulu.

and her former roommate Li Mengjie......