Xu Qingyun approached, took out a small square box from her arms, and placed a black pill in front of her eyes.

"This pill calms the spirit, but it only lasts for two hours, and then you will fall into a coma."

Falling into a coma, isn't that death? It's okay that you don't have to endure those nine days in pain.

"Hmm."

Xu Qingyan fed her the pill, but the taste was really not good, so she gritted her teeth and swallowed it.

First it burned, like someone had lit a fire in her throat, slowly burning to her lungs, and finally turning into a warm stream of heat.

"Gentleman." She called out to him tentatively, and sure enough, the words were clear, and the pain in her body disappeared.

"What does Ran'er want to say to Su Qi?"

Is this a last word?

"I ......" She didn't think for a while, and Xu Qingyan didn't urge, waiting quietly for her to speak.

"Cough is not a minor illness, it needs to be treated and regulated." She remembered the prescription.

"Actually, in my previous life, how could I not know that Ah Qi often coughed, but he didn't want me to worry, so I pretended not to know."

"Of course, he didn't know, and every time before he went home, I told the kitchen to put cough medicine in his favorite soup and stew it together, so he always said that the new chef in the kitchen was not as good as before." Su Ran recalled the past and smiled.

"Tell him to dress more, because it's cold at night."

……

Xu Qingyan dried the ink and took the initiative to spread the letter in front of her.

"This ......" is too similar to her handwriting to confuse the real thing.

If you look closely, the content is narrated in her tone, and the words are true, Su Ran thinks that she wrote it herself.

At that time, the token that Su Qi mentioned in Fuhu Villa was a letter written in imitation of Su Qi's handwriting.

It's an amazing feat.

Xu Qingyan folded the letter paper into her arms, and sat down on the edge of the couch again.

"I don't know what happened before, but I know that Qin Yunfu is Su Qi's biggest heart disease."

Su Ran was silent.

"To untie the bell, you still have to tie the bell, Dye Er is relieved, and Su Qi will also be relieved."

"Dye Er doesn't want to mention him, but you still have affection for him?"

"Not really."

"Does that dye hate him?"

“……”

The silence did not last long.

"At that time, the new emperor was still diligent and made the country peaceful, and I was looking forward to retiring with him to live a peaceful life of coarse tea and light food."

She still had to say it, risking that Xu Qingyun would be unhappy.

Even if she doesn't say that Xu Qingyun will know in the future, she doesn't want him to tinker with her life through other people's words, just like those who insist on carving epitaphs in person, real weights and measures, she wants to hold them in her own hands.

"I waited with joy, but I only waited for the news that he had married the lord of the county with the gift of a wife. The old disease recurred, and they were locked in the courtyard again, and the subordinates who served around them except Jin'er were all the people of the county lord. ”

Su Ran quietly glanced at Xu Qingyan's expression, fortunately, very calm.

"I held my breath and wanted to question him face to face, but I retreated when Sun Zhangshi invited me to the wedding banquet - I would rather die in silence on a snowy day than force a smile and be a sister to the county lord."

After Su Ran finished speaking, she felt a lot more relaxed, she finally cut open her heart, and then presented it honestly and clearly.

"So, do you hate it?"

He bent two slender knuckles rhythmically to slam the wood-grain cabinet, and at once it made a muffled sound, like a dark cloud on the eve of a rainstorm, wrapped in thunder and roaring, encroaching on the warmth and brightness of the daylight.

“…… I do not know. ”

In the best ten years of a woman's life, she was willing to offer it with both hands, but if she lost, she lost. In this case, what is the point of hating or not hating?

"Dye Er can know that now Qin Yunfu wants to rebel and openly confront the princelings, and Su Qi, as a general with military power, is also involved in the situation." Xu Qingyan didn't let go of this topic, he wanted to lead Su Ran to say what he wanted to hear.

Qin Yunfu, rebellion?

Su Ran recalled Qin Yunfu's embarrassed appearance in his dream, was it the mistaken king's anger or the long-planned wolf ambition? She also didn't know what kind of mood she was feeling right now.

"I once said that I will never enter the Qin family again in this life." Su Ran didn't know why Xu Qingyun had to give her an answer, so she had to answer obediently.

"Okay."

Seeming to be very satisfied with her answer, Xu Qingyan had a faint smile on her face.

"Ran'er, don't you have anything to say to me?"

“…… I'm sorry. "It was too late.

"I don't want to hear that." Xu Qingyan frowned in displeasure.