It is impossible to go for a walk in the countryside with a man who has lived in the city for a long time—perhaps, especially in April or May, without being amazed at the depth and breadth of his ignorance. It is impossible for a man to walk in the countryside without being amazed at the depth and breadth of his ignorance as deep and wide as the sea. Millions of people live and die, never knowing the difference between a beech and an elm tree, and they don't know the difference between the crow and the thrush.

- Linde

Shen Qingjia forgot that the weather forecast said where the typhoon made landfall, so there was such a chain reaction - because other provinces have been experiencing frequent typhoons. Compared with the provinces and regions affected by the typhoon, Shen Qingjia feels that they are much luckier here only in the continuous rainy season.

But this long rainy season is too long, and people's hearts are full of broken complaints.

Shen Qingjia also felt very annoyed. She had never liked rainy days, but now it was associated with the rain.

The balcony was covered with wet clothes, the air was damp with moisture, and some of the furniture was white with mold. If there's something to go out about, it's even worse. Even if you're wearing rain boots, you can't avoid a few drops of dirty muddy water on your trouser legs.

If you know that she is not only upset by the continuous rainy season, but also because she happened to catch a cold, so she took time off to stay at home. Others are just worried about the rainy day, and she has a lot of troubled mood. Originally, Shen Qingjia didn't want to ask for leave. But in her third year of high school, she didn't want to stay in the dormitory by herself. No, strictly speaking, she doesn't want to cough all the time and then her roommate will say, why don't you go to the doctor yet. In fact, she actually saw a doctor, took medicine, and even got an injection. But cough is a chronic condition and doesn't get better immediately at all. What's more, she had been coughing for more than a week before today.

In order not to affect others, in order not to be criticized. So Shen Qingjia had to take two days off to come back to Lianhuadu.

Shen Qingjia didn't tell anyone about his leave.

She asked for leave without a word, and went home by car alone without a sound.

*

Since Song Fusheng and Shen Qingjia had a disagreement over accommodation, the two of them seemed to be angry. No one pays attention to anyone.

However, Zhuang Zhou felt that Shen Qingjia was angry alone-she didn't pay attention to Song Fusheng, and even his friend was ignored by Shen Qingjia. Shen Qingjia didn't pay attention to anyone. Didn't go to the cafeteria with them to eat.

Although Song Fusheng was very serious at that time.

In fact, Song Fusheng is still silently caring about Shen Qingjia in various corners and ways every day. Song Fusheng knew that Shen Qingjia had a cold, so he asked Zhuang Zhou to take her to the hospital - although she refused, she went to the hospital alone for injections. It's really super strong. Since she refused, Song Fusheng asked Zhuang Zhou to bring her special cold medicine and cough medicine, which were all bought by Song Fusheng in tow. Zhuang Zhou didn't know if Shen Qingjia had eaten it, so he hoped she would eat it. Song Fusheng thinks every day about whether Shen Qingjia is better today. Hopefully she'll wake up and everything will be fine. The little things that Shen Qingjia was on duty, such as wiping the blackboard and wiping the glass windows, Song Fusheng pretended to remember the wrong day, thinking that he was on duty today, and all the reasons for such a lame day were all good Shen Qingjia did a good job. In short, everything he did, as long as Song Fusheng could do it, he did it.

The only thing Song Fusheng didn't do was to take the initiative to go to Shen Qingjia to shake hands and make peace.

Zhuang Zhou felt that it was not a particularly important matter in the first place.

It's a trivial thing that can be described as trivial.

But for this trivial matter, two people were able to gamble with each other to this day! This is really unheard of. Just like Yun Jiaoran said, I don't know if these two people are naïve or naïve.

Except for naïve children, who can gamble with each other for so long.

"Today, Friday, you go to Shen Qingjia and go back together. We can send her. Zhuang Zhou gave Song Fusheng advice.

"I'm not going. You have to go yourself. Although Song Fusheng's attitude was still cold, he had actually wavered, perhaps saying that he had been waiting for an opportunity all along. He's just awkward sometimes.

"Don't you like her? Although you haven't confessed. But whether you confess or not, your mind is the same. You'd better go to her and make it clear. "You're going to have to confess someday. You don't really miss out on your girl and your love because of something boring like this.

If it weren't for Song Fusheng, he would have been able to understand it at all. Zhuang Zhou really felt that he was going to say what he was going to say. Sometimes, it hurts to be too persistent.

"It's not a conflict either.

Besides, she didn't say she liked me. Maybe people don't like me at all. ”

But today's Song Fusheng doesn't look very smart. Zhuang Zhou really convinced this person. What is this saying? It's angry, it's really angry. It's really naïve. What Yun Jiaoran said is completely right.

Zhuang Zhou asked him confrontedly: "Floating life." Then what do you mean if, I'm talking about if, oh, if Shen Qingjia doesn't like you, then don't you like her. If she may not like you, do you want to take back all your liking for her? You don't like her anymore, do you? ”

"Who said who said I don't like Shen Qingjia anymore? Zhuang Zhou: Even if you are my best friend, you can't talk nonsense like that. I like Shen Qingjia very much, I like her very much, she was like this in the past, and she is like this now, and she is like this in this life! Don't talk nonsense here, be careful I'll actually let you sleep on the street. Song Fusheng got angry again.

But this time it's a little different from the last time.

This time it's a bit of a child's innocence.

Of course Zhuang Zhou believed it, but he was just deliberately angry with him.

Unexpectedly, Song Fusheng, who has always been very sensible, did not avoid this little trap. He was so conscious that he would take the bait so easily.

"In that case, why should you care about your face? Do you have to obey your will entirely? Zhuang Zhou's words are really nonsense. He said this from Shen Qingjia's point of view. Zhuang Zhou understands. Shen Qingjia wasn't really angry with Song Fusheng. She just doesn't like Song Fusheng's way, Song Fusheng has always liked to arrange everything. He seemed to like Shen Qingjia very much, so he lived his life step by step - under his protection, he didn't think about anything, he didn't have to worry about anything. As long as Song Fusheng arranges everything, that's it.

Shen Qingjia didn't think it was bad. All right. It's great to think about it from her romantic point of view. Someone does everything for you. You don't have to worry, you don't have to panic. You just have to do your own thing. He has helped you block all the ups and downs. You will never be harmed, as long as you are under his protection. Then it's always safe. Does Shen Qingjia like this? I like it. Every girl likes it. But that's a premise, and only if she has her own ideas. The premise is that he only said him after he had sought-after her opinion. Instead of saying at the beginning - you should live with me this semester. He made a decision for her privately.

Shen Qingjia didn't like this very much.

She's not a canary, and she doesn't want to be a canary.

What she wants is freedom, free choice.

Shen Qingjia likes Song Fusheng very much. She really knew that she would never like anyone else like Song Fusheng in her life. Because of this life. She really thinks that she will like Song Fusheng alone. Like it to death.

I don't know what is dead. If there is an afterlife. Shen Qingjia hopes that he can meet Song Fusheng again, and then he still loves him, no regrets, no regrets.

This is the girl's heart.

Zhuang Zhou felt that Song Fusheng didn't quite understand.

"......" Sure enough, after hearing Zhuang Zhou's words, Song Fusheng fell into a long silence.

Song Fusheng knew he had made a mistake. That day he became his least favorite person, and he treated his favorite person in the way he least liked. Song Fusheng is clear.

But he didn't know, he didn't know what else could keep her in his sight. Since the transfer of classes, Shen Qingjia's affairs. He knows it all. How his heart hurt her. Although he taught her a lesson behind her back to those who hurt her and those who tried to do wrong to her, but so what, that doesn't mean that she hasn't been hurt. The punishment received by those people could not make up for the one-ten-thousandth of the damage Shen Qingjia suffered at school.

He had told himself a long time ago that he would protect her, and as long as he was there, he would not let anyone hurt her.

He will take care of her. Life after life.

It's not something she needs to know. As long as he alone knows.

He did everything in his power to protect her. But she was still injured. The thought of this made him feel as uncomfortable as if it had broken into countless pieces.

That's why he wanted her to live with him, under one roof.

That way, you can protect her all the time.

Although that wasn't what she was expecting.

"Floating. You know that too. Shen Qingjia is different from other girls, she will care more about what she thinks in her heart. Equal. She wants equality more than anyone else. Zhuang Zhou waited for Song Fusheng for a long time, but he still didn't speak. Seems to be thinking about something. So Zhuang Zhou continued.

"Maybe Shen Qingjia just wants to hear you explain in person that you are not a person who likes autocracy."

"I'll go find her." Song Fusheng was finally shaken. I don't know if Zhuang Zhou finally persuaded Song Fusheng to make up his mind, or if Song Fusheng figured it out on his own. But the reason was not the most important thing, the most important thing was that he finally felt that her happiness was more important than anything else.

Even, Song Fusheng felt that as long as Shen Qingjia was happy, he would become even happier.

If Shen Qingjia was unhappy, he would feel that his world was dark. The world will never dawn again.

Shen Qingjia is such an important person.

*

Zhuang Zhou did not follow.

On weekdays, the two of them enter the classroom together.

Today, Zhuang Zhou decided to go to the commissary to buy some chocolates to eat, and by the way, bring some to Miss Hua Rujin. Miss Hua hasn't paid much attention to him since the last time.

A woman's heart, a needle at the bottom of the sea.

In any case, Zhuang Zhou didn't want to offend women.

"Auntie. Hershey's chocolates, large packs, four packs. Tomato flavored potato chips, large packs, two packs. Caramel flavored sunflower seeds, in large packages. Two packs. ”

"Huh? Okay, do you want a bag? ”

"Definitely. Aunt! ”

"One more buck!"

"Okay, okay. You just have to ask me for money. It's time for class. ”

*

originally thought that Shen Qingjia was packing up his things on the seat.

She's like that on weekdays.

She always seems to have a myriad of things to do, a myriad of things to pack. Song Fusheng didn't know where she had so many things to pack and be busy.

Yun Jiaoran said that it was a habit. It's okay to talk about OCD. Anyway, it's a habit, habitually checking the schoolbag over and over again, habitually previewing the texts that have been pre-studied, habitually checking the pen that has been full of ink again, habitually looking at whether your scratch paper is enough, knowing that you have just changed to a new one.

So many habits.

It's all because of habit.

It is understandable that Song Fusheng is not disgusted. Because that is Shen Qingjia's habit.

But today is different.

Shen Qingjia, who has been in the classroom all the time and has not stepped on the spot, has not come to self-study today? Her seat was still empty. Are you sleeping? That's not her style. Song Fusheng thought of her roommate, so he looked around, and her roommates were all there. Although he hadn't spoken to them, he knew them because they were people related to Shen Qingjia. Even if it is irrelevant, it needs to have the impression of a familiar face.

Song Fusheng was going to ask her roommate in the next second.

At this time, the student on duty wrote the name of the person who asked for leave on the blackboard - the previous column was always empty.

Since the junior year of high school, very few people have taken time off. Everyone is seizing every minute and every second to learn, and no one dares to slack off. But today, the student on duty filled in the name of a person on it - Shen Qingjia.

Song Fusheng's heart was like a city had collapsed.

Shen Qingjia would actually ask for leave?! It's even less her style.

Could it be that the cold is getting worse again? Or something else happened in the family.

Either way, it's not what Song Fusheng wants to see.

Song Fusheng immediately turned around and walked out of the classroom. It's too late to go to more secluded places. He directly took out his mobile phone and dialed Shen Qingjia's phone number.

To hell with what face, what self-esteem, what wins and losses!

None of that matters, these never matter.

In his heart, only she is the most important.

The call was not answered in the first place.

But Song Fusheng is not dead, he is not a person who gives up easily.

Song Fusheng continued to call Shen Qingjia's phone.

When he hit for the fourth time, he finally got through. Song Fusheng was originally angry, but when he heard Shen Qingjia's familiar but somewhat weak voice coming from the phone, he didn't care about anything.