Chapter 20: No one can understand the sorrow in the bones
After dawn, Li Huinan was ready to buy some clothes for his mother before leaving, after all, Li Huinan's mother didn't go into the city much, to be honest, Li Huinan's mother had never bought clothes in person in her life, and she wore whatever clothes others gave, and the main place of activity was home and field, and other places were at most in the village. Li Huinan's mother is introverted, has few words, does not cause trouble, and is not bold. Before getting married, she was very tall, but after a few years of marriage, she became thinner and thinner, and she was shorter, which should be an increase in labor intensity, after all, she didn't cook by herself before she got married, and every time her grandmother told her to go home, she went out to play after eating, which was particularly idle. or her grandmother's pampering, so she doesn't know how to do any housework, but when she reaches the age of marriage, her grandfather still marries her, and she is still married. At that time, it was still the order of the parents, and the words of the matchmaker, the children could not have the final say.
People's hearts, how uncontrollable it is, Li Huinan said a few words to herself, and then she was no longer entangled. The county seat is still very close to home, and she doesn't ride a bicycle or other vehicles.
There are quite a lot of people in the market, especially in the morning. Here she meets Zheng Yuhui, the classmate who bullied her when she was in school. Zheng Yuhui's father was imprisoned for fighting and selling drugs, and the only people in the house were his grandmother and mother, who was still an old smoker with a large pit on her fingers and yellowing. Zheng Yuhui is still a cripple, but he likes to fight, he likes to steal, and often goes to school to steal. What to tear down the door, break the glass with bricks, and throw the teacher's quilt in the yard, it is very common, but it was known later. He's really an out-and-out villain, he often stirs up trouble, and he doesn't dare to study until the second year of junior high school, because there are still a bunch of people waiting for him after school, and the other party is better than him, and that kid is afraid. As for what happened to Zheng Yuhui, Li Huinan never knew, she never cared, his absence was happiness for her, there were fewer such people around her, what a beautiful thing, she was very happy.
Although she and Zheng Yuhui haven't seen each other for many years, Li Huinan can still recognize him, she can't forget the school violence, those classmates, teachers, everyone, indifference and ridicule. Li Huinan wanted to act as if he hadn't seen it, but he didn't want to.
"What, run away when you see me?"
"I don't know you, what's wrong?"
"Li Huinan! Are you sure? ”
Li Huinan didn't speak, just walked forward.
"Come back!" Zheng Yuhui grabbed Li Huinan's arm.
"What are you doing, I'm calling someone!"
"Yo, you've got a good temper, it's good, let's drink."
Li Huinan was still instinctively afraid, and was dragged to a restaurant by him.
"What the hell do you want to do?"
"Remember? It's okay, I haven't seen you for many years, can't you catch up? ”
"I don't have anything to say to you, I'll invite you to this meal, goodbye."
"Don't, let's finish together."
"Are you interesting? Wasn't it enough for you to bully me in school? What kind of ability do you have as a boy bullying a girl? ”
"Hehe, it's a big change, it's interesting."
"Interesting your sister." Li Huinan didn't go back, she was no longer the little girl she was at the beginning, how could she still be bullied like this, Li Huinan couldn't help but feel sad, she remembered too much of the past, she couldn't avoid it, she couldn't forget, everyone's faces, abuse, ridicule, everyone. She's just a girl, powerless, she's just a person, weak, introverted, lonely, silent, and has no friends.
"I've grown up, but I'm still sad, sad, very sad."
After sending clothes to her mother, Li Huinan returned to her room, wearing headphones, lying on the quilt, crying silently, she fell asleep when she was tired of crying, her heart was at ease, and she would habitually forget when she woke up again, and it was a new day.
I booked the tickets and left some money for my mother when I left.
"Huinan, Huinan." Yang Fan is holding flowers in his hand, just like in idol dramas, stupid.
"How did you start to have the smell of fireworks in the world?"
Yang Fan quipped: "Didn't I look like a human before?" ”
"A little."
"Really?" Yang Fan hugged Li Huinan tightly, very tightly. "I miss you."
"Well, so am I."
"Let's go, what to eat, I'll take you there."
"Don't eat at the station, it's too expensive."
"Okay, I'll make you something to eat when I go back."
"Okay, I haven't eaten what you made, but didn't you say you don't know how to cook?"
"Hehe, isn't it good for me to give you the first time?"
"Ahem, I didn't hear that."
"Xiao Huinan, it's cute."
"Yo Xi, by the way, when are you leaving?"
"Tomorrow, we'll meet again in a week."
"Well, let's go back."
At this time, everyone has gone to work normally, after all, the National Day is very fast, especially for sleep lovers faster, for tourists faster, a day in fact, nothing is done, it is also very strange, the time to work it is very long, an hour seems to be a day, a day is quite a year, every time it is a thief tired from work, it is different after work, and it is like playing chicken blood.
"Have you helped me see what jobs are available for part-time jobs?"
"No, I still respect your ideas."
"Haha, this ideological consciousness is very good."
"You said I didn't let you earn it, typical warm man, right?" Yang Fan threw a wink at Li Huinan, and Li Huinan poofed and stuck his throat.
"I'll go, just praise you, do you need to be so excited?"
"you, you're poisonous, I didn't find out before, you're getting more and more greasy, it's too oily."
"I don't like it, don't you girls like it? I don't think that's what it says on the Internet. ”
"Are you a straight man? I still believe in the Internet these years, can I believe the above statements? I haven't actually lived, it's either male or feminist, learn from them, be careful that one person destroys you. ”
"Hahaha, too, a group of dolls have never been married, and they also teach others the concept of marriage and love, pure nonsense." Or laughed too much, Yang Fan's stomach hurt with laughter. "No, my stomach hurts."
"Do you want to drink water for you to laugh at me?"
"No, that's going to take out, what do you think?"
"It's close, it's convenient, it's okay, I'll do it first, I can do it, and if it doesn't work, I'll look for it."
"If you're like this, you may not be able to be a delivery person, it's too bad."
"There is also this kind of reason, I think there are others who are thinner than me, and people are doing a good job."
"So be it. I think your skin is a little darker, and I have suffered a lot over the years, running around, and I feel quite distressed. ”
"Really, you shouldn't be with me because you feel sorry for me, right?"
"Possibly."
"Really, then I don't want it, it's terrifying."
"Lie to you, I really like you, I don't know, it's fate, love and age, body, has nothing to do with it, I always thought so, anyway, I just got on your thief ship in a daze."
"I'm a thief ship, okay you, you're done."
"I was wrong, I was wrong, on the way."
"I made a note of it this time."
"Remember, remember."
"But then again, really, if you have someone you like, let me know sooner."
"Well, temporary boyfriend, right, get along, in case it comes true, don't think so much, hurry home."