Li Huinan, who was idle, began to wander around, but unfortunately it was raining again and he didn't bring an umbrella.

"This weather, really, is fine in the morning, how come it is like this in the afternoon, sunny and dayless, it rains well, the sun and rain in Shanghai are really much, you know that it rains all year round, and the snow can't fall." Li Huinan kept complaining. "This ghost weather, I originally wanted to have fun, and I can wave it every day, hey!"

At this time, there was a puppy sitting very upright, and he kept looking at Li Huinan, Li Huinan looked cute, and felt that the puppy was very smart, his sitting posture was very formal, he looked good, and his eyes were bright. Li Huinan liked it in his heart, so he lured it over with food, and the puppy was also very good.

Walked over slowly step by step, bowed his head to Li Huinan, very well-behaved, Li Huinan touched its head, the puppy did not resist, obediently squatted on Li Huinan's legs, opened his mouth, and breathed, Li Huinan lowered his head the more he touched the dog, and finally lay down directly.

"You're a little bit, why are you so coquettish, so well-behaved, are you a stray dog, but it looks like you've been trained, if you're a person, you'll be fascinated by a lot, little girl, where is your home?"

Of course, the dog can't speak, and Li Huinan just wanted to accompany it, but unfortunately the dog didn't understand Li Huinan's intentions, but ran away with other passing dogs.

"Sure enough, it's a master who can't stand easily, and I can basically get it in my hands in the past. You don't know that I've lied to a lot of dogs, forget it, you ran away, forget it. "It's still a little uncomfortable to think that the cutie who just touched her hand is gone.

On the way back, I met Wang Weilong, who was holding a lot of delicious food in his hand, and Li Huinan was greedy when he saw it, but he couldn't say that he was hungry and wanted to eat.

"Why don't you go to work today?"

"My friend has a birthday, she's a foodie, you see I take these for her."

Li Huinan asked curiously: "Is she fat?" ”

"It's fat, but she has a boyfriend, and people don't care."

"True love, it's not easy."

"That's what you see less, and there's a lot of it here."

"Perhaps, it's basically difficult for a poor person to marry someone who is too fat, there is a very fat one in our family, blind date every day, with a reputation for more than ten miles, her waist is very thick, two bucket waists, walking is like an earthquake, and the blind date ran away on the same day."

"It's true that it's difficult for ordinary people to accept, and children from poor families are easy to be bullied, they are all human beings, but their lives are different."

"That's true, forget it, it's not very comfortable to talk too much."

"Hmm."

"Where's her home? I see you're like me. ”

"It's next door to our village, do you want to go with us?"

"I don't know, I don't know."

"It's okay, I'm here."

"Forget it, how embarrassing it would be to go."

"No, she's very welcoming and nice."

Li Huinan still refused, and Wang Weilong was no longer difficult for her.

"I'm here, bye-bye."

Li Huinan looked at Wang Weilong's back, and really envied that girl, she had so many friends, unlike herself, she was too lonely, it was a blessing to be fat, and it was a blessing to be able to eat, which meant that she had a good life and was not suffering.

got out of the car and it started drizzling again, it was really a coincidence, it was raining on the left side of a street and it was sunny on the right, there were dark clouds and clear skies, Li Huinan hurriedly took a picture and spread it on the Internet, but he didn't expect it to be a little hot, many people asked her for endorsements, Li Huinan wondered for a while, he had more than 1,000 fans, so he would not end up like this.

"Is there any mistake, how to send any messages, and all of them are old man portraits, why are all elderly people playing with mobile phones now? There are all kinds of foul language, what kind of people are these, they don't love their wives, they flirt with their sisters everywhere, they have no shame at all, it's disgusting. ”

Li Huinan never expected to post a landscape map, the following is all driving, I want to vomit when I look at it, so I simply unload it and return to normal life.

Anyway, the younger brother's side of the matter is also going to be put on the agenda, and the father called to ask Li Huinan to give some money to handle his younger brother's marriage.

"I'm not married yet, you're in a hurry with your brother now, what do you mean?"

The father was also not angry, "What about you?" It's been so long, why don't I let you talk? If you don't look for it yourself, you will let your brother be single, it's too unreasonable, hurry up and get back to me. ”

"Am I reluctant to look for it? Forget it, you didn't care about me at all, I'm nothing, I'm just an ATM. He's got a job, but what about me? There is nothing, all the money is given to him, don't forget that I paid for his schooling, it can't be endless, the girl I talk about can marry if I have the ability, it doesn't matter if I don't have the ability, his life still needs to be lived by himself, I also have my life, you don't want to think about me! ”

"Enough, no conscience, white-eyed wolf."

"It's ridiculous, you don't contact me on weekdays, and when you ask for money, it's ridiculous, your son baby, no one treats me as a treasure, I do it myself, you think I'm doing well all these years, forget it, I don't have money, you find someone else to go."

"There's a kind of you don't come back!" After my father finished speaking, he hung up.

Li Huinan is also very aggrieved, the family is so concerned about what they haven't seen yet, and they don't know others, so they know to marry a daughter-in-law quickly, and they can't wait to have a mountain of gold and silver, and they can give it all away, and they can sell their daughters. Li Huinan, her father's temperament, knows it, she is a person who is in a hurry, she originally thought that her grandmother was gone, and her father would love herself a little more, but in fact, she just lied to herself, and all the beauty was just fantasy.

I am so afraid of marriage now, my father has a great responsibility, and if I see more, I am afraid of more fear.

Over the years, the obsession has become deeper and deeper, deep-rooted, and has not been dispersed for a long time, tormented day by day, miserable, and can not be told, can only swallow, sorrow can not be relieved, more and more thoughts, people are almost about to be wasted, fortunately, there is a pillar, if it is not there, the person will be completely finished.

Li Huinan knows that everything is fateful, and now any decision she makes will hurt herself to varying degrees. Whether it is the mind or the body, it will be bound, for example, now she has learned to self-harm, she will take out a needle to prick herself if she is not happy, and she will also cut her hair, just that piece, cut to the root little by little, like to cut her fingers with nail clippers, although it hurts, but she will feel very cool, and she will be addicted, from fingers to toes, she has not let go of a single one, and when there is blood, she will feel happy, she doesn't want to change these habits, because every time she does this, she will get better, like a nobody. She doesn't hate her self-harm, she just hates the people who make her sad, she thinks that these are all demons, they all deserve to die, there is no good person, she will scold every time, and it will be cool if she scolds, and her heart will temporarily seal these bad memories.