Chapter 204: Why didn't you tell him the truth?
"You don't know how I feel when I show up in front of him dressed up and wish he would look at me more.
You won't know how I feel when he finally looks at me, not because he cares about me as a person, but just when he asks me where I bought my jewelry and what brand of bag I am carrying!
Fu Shiyi told me that Fu Shihan has a house full of your things.
Fu Shiyi also told me that Fu Shihan said that you must also have what others have.
So even if you're gone, he doesn't know where you are, doesn't know if you're alive or dead, and isn't even sure if his mother's legs were broken by you! But he will still buy things for you, and all he thinks about is you! ”
Su Wanxin bit the corner of her lip hard, and there was no reaction to the taste of blood in her mouth.
She listened quietly to Sheng Qian's words, and her colic heart almost made her unable to breathe.
Sheng Qian looked at her tearful appearance and shook his head in confusion.
"I won't rob you, I know I can't rob you, and I know that no matter how hard I try, he won't be mine.
So don't help me, okay? I let go, I really let go! I'll tell my grandpa I don't like him and I'm not going to marry him!
Wanwan, I don't understand, I don't understand why you refuse to tell him the truth, refuse to tell him the truth, and refuse to return to him. I know you love him, and you must love him, but why? ”
Su Wanxin stood in front of Sheng Qian, looked down at her broken and crying, and faced her question in silence.
yes, why.
Why does she love him so much, but she can't go back to him and the Fu family.
Su Juan thought about it for a long time and laughed at herself.
She moved her lips and said in a trembling voice.
"Maybe it's because I did those things."
She glanced at Sheng Qian deeply, and reluctantly turned around and walked out of the room.
She also wondered why. Why is there a person in this world who commits suicide every day if she doesn't want to live, but it is so difficult for her to live!!
Su Wanxin walked into the bathroom, locked the door, and trembled from crying.
Her face was pale, as if she were going to pass out at any moment. She sat on the ground against the door, hugging herself with her body curled up, recalling what Sheng Qian had just said over and over again.
She cried until her hands and feet were cold, she cried until she coughed, and she cried until she retched.
Then he forced himself to calm down a little, got up from the ground, and washed his face with cold water.
She looked at the person in the mirror, trying to remember what she looked like three years ago.
She wasn't so thin, she wasn't so sickly. Because he is favored, he has no fear, and he is happy every day.
Li Mo said that she was the pistachio of the family. But now? She could no longer make her loved ones happy.
Su Wanxin washed her face again, then walked out with a smile on her face, returned to the living room as if nothing had happened, and continued to watch TV.
When Fu Shihan went downstairs, he couldn't help but smile when he saw Su Wanxin still sitting there obediently, without moving a place.
He walked over and pulled her up, turned around and said hello to Sheng Qian, who was going downstairs, and left with Su Wanxin.
got into the car, Su Wanxin was silent and quietly looked out of the car window. Fu Shihan glanced at her side face and frowned slightly.
"What's wrong?"
"Huh? What's wrong? Su Wanxin turned her head to look at him.
"Look at you upset."
"Let's go to the hospital tomorrow and take you to an eye department."