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"Pian ...... Xiulan, you shouldn't be like this! Qiao Hua cried bitterly.

Her imaginary daughter shouldn't be like this.

Lin Xiulan suddenly smiled and said, "What does that look like?" After I was taken away by Pan Dajiao, what can she do to me, and what will I become? ”

"The best outcome is to stay in the city and work as a worker, right? Maybe you're already married, have a child, or marry very unsatisfactorily, and have to deal with a blood-sucking mother's family...... Don't doubt it, if it weren't for what happened later, it would have been like that.

Or worse, I have been in poor health since I was a child, and I can't earn work after going to the countryside, and I can't go back to the city, and I'm hungry and cold, so maybe I don't want to live anymore.

I feel like I'm doing well now, why are you still not satisfied? ”

When Lin Xiulan said these words, she was indifferent and detached.

Li Jianfeng looked at Qiao Hua crying, a little disapproving, and said: "You kid, how can you stimulate your mother like this, it is not easy for her to find you for so many years." ”

Isn't it easy?

Lin Xiulan suddenly stood up and said with some excitement: "It's not easy? Are you here to complain to me? Do you want me to comfort you, saying that you have worked hard for so many years, saying that it is really embarrassing for you to die, and then crying with your head in your arms, saying that I will be there no matter what happens in the future! ”

"You, you ......" Li Jianfeng was a little short of words, "how can you say that!" ”

Lin Xiulan said: "How am I? That's also my business, not to mention that we don't necessarily really have a blood relationship, you may have found the wrong person, maybe your imaginary daughter doesn't know where it is. ”

"If so, isn't that your own business? For the sake of your work, you let your children stay in the hands of strangers, and then they disappeared, and you have suffered for so many years in order to find them, and there is a cause and effect, and you must learn to take responsibility for what you do.

So, in the future, don't talk about how much you have paid to find someone over the years, you are still working, and you are still looking for someone in the interval...... If it weren't for the coincidence, it would be hard to find. Lin Xiulan said.

This was not something she should have to bear, and she certainly didn't have to.

She figured it all out, whether she had to feel guilty or promised, she couldn't do it.

"It's not easy, but you two are still living decently, right? As for what you want to do to change jobs, that's your choice.

Have you ever wondered how a child with no ability survives? Lin Xiulan asked.

Qiao Hua couldn't bear to listen to it.

Lin Xiulan has been holding back these words for many years, she didn't want to say it, everything is over, isn't it?

Even if she wanted to find someone to scold or something, she couldn't find a partner at all.

But in the face of Li Jianfeng's questioning, she realized that even if some things had passed for a long time, she couldn't forget them at all, and she was reminding herself faintly.

She said: "Since I was a child, I have known that I am different from my younger siblings, I don't know what I did wrong, and I can't figure out why I am not as good as my sister even though I am a girl, I used to think that I am a sister, so it is normal for me to starve, and it is normal to be beaten, and sometimes I even feel that I am not worthy of living in this world, at that time, where were you?"

Later, when I grew up, I did all the housework at home, and if I didn't get enough of it, I was beaten and scolded, and I couldn't resist, and I was used to that kind of unfairness, until I knew that I wasn't their biological child, and everything had an answer, and I still thought that you would come back to me and take me out of that place, and I could ...... I've thought about it too many times, but none of them have come true, so where were you at that time?

Then I went to the countryside, hoeing, mowing grass, cutting rice, planting rice, ......, none of which I could do well, I couldn't earn enough work, even if I went out to work, I often got dizzy, fainted in the paddy field, I felt that I was useless, everyone else had parents asking for help, sending things from the city, I didn't have anything, I thought about dying. Where were you then? ”

Lin Xiulan's voice was a little hoarse.

Qiao Hua cried, she really didn't expect her baby daughter to endure so much.

She said: "It's over, everything is over, and in the future, our family, okay." ”

Lin Xiulan held back her tears, "It's over? For you, everything is over, but it was my childhood, my youth, this is irreversible, I am so alive, how can I pass? Later? ”

Why can they still come and tell themselves about the future?

"Yes, yes, we'll all be fine in the future." Li Jianfeng said.

Not to mention those painful pasts.

On the contrary, it makes everyone unhappy.

Lin Xiulan lowered her eyebrows and said, "I'm already married, you don't know, right?" ”

Qiao Hua hurriedly said: "I know, we all know that now your father and I are not young, and we have already found you...... We have two houses in our family, and they will all be yours in the future.

You also went to college and did financial work, and when the time comes, we will put you in a job with an old face, so that the family can be together, and there is a son-in-law, yes, I heard that he has no education, and his household registration is not in the city, which is a little difficult to do......

It's really not good, you can also do handymen, repair shoes and bicycles, and do whatever you do to serve the people, we are not old-fashioned.

When we retire, we will bring you children, the conditions in the city are good, and our things will ...... in the future."

Lin Xiulan listened to Qiao Hua's longing there, as if she had really lived that kind of life.

She shook her head, interrupted her, and said, "That's yours, not mine." ”

"You kid, what's ours is yours!" Qiao Hua laughed.

Lin Xiulan said: "No, you are you, I am me." ”

"You-"

"When I graduated from college, couldn't I stay in the city? Tu Qiang, a good worker now, is still in the R&D center, why should he be a handyman? Still repairing shoes? Hum! Kang Kang is the Shen family, and you don't need to bring it, he still followed his sister-in-law when I was studying.

What's more, if we really want to go, our family will move to the hot sauce shop, this is our roots, and we want to stay here. Lin Xiulan said very firmly.

"How can this be the same, then we ......" Qiao Hua was stunned, she didn't expect Lin Xiulan to say this.

Lin Xiulan said directly: "You guys, you didn't find me." ”

Qiao Hua understood a little, his lips trembled, and said, "You, don't recognize us?" ”

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