Reunion
Lu Ziyin picked up the mobile phone and stared at it tightly, he never expected it to be her, Chen Yujia, this strange and familiar name, why her, after graduation, I and her, didn't we cut it off and haven't been in touch for several years? There is a problem with this call.
Lu Ziyin hesitated, and his expression on his originally calm face changed several times, whether he wanted to connect or not. Chen Yujia's three words evoked the past deposited in Lu Ziyin's heart, making him feel faintly uneasy, thinking for a while, and deciding to hang up.
But Lu Ziyin didn't expect that the bell was still ringing stubbornly, and he still called again, and his name was still Chen Yujia. Hung up, sounded, hung like this Lu Ziyin hung up several times, and the girl opposite was still unforgiving, she was still her original personality.
Lu Ziyin thought quietly for a while, but still took it.
As soon as he was connected, there was a faint crying sound on the other side of the phone, sobbing and sobbing, continuously occupying Lu Ziyin's eardrums, frowning, and continuing to listen.
"Ziyin, where are you, I miss you so much, I heard that you are getting married, are you okay now? I know I'm not worthy of you, you're a big star now, but I love you and I can't forget you. I am also pregnant with your child, and a child cannot live without a father. ”
"My child" Lu Ziyin was a little suspicious, he had only touched her twice, and he had taken safety measures, Chen Yujia couldn't have conceived my child, and she had been separated for so long, didn't she come to me, but Lu Ziyin still remembered the old love, and still said patiently, with a calm voice, faintly questioning, "After the university separated, there has been no contact for several years, you are pregnant with my child, don't you think it's funny?" ”
As soon as Lu Ziyin finished speaking, the crying on the mobile phone became more and more tactful, and his voice became hoarse and full of grievances, and he stumbled and said, "I...... I left me secretly, you know, I did everything for you, I know you're getting married, I don't want to interfere in your life, but can you look at me once in front of your children, please, you still love me after all, right?
But I still don't understand, what did I do wrong, can I change it, can we go back to the original, you promised me to take care of my ...... for the rest of my life"
Lu Ziyin, holding his mobile phone and listening quietly, his hoarse voice and pitch were also high and low. The sad tone told a moving story, plucking the strings in Lu Ziyin's heart, and he couldn't help but feel bitter in his heart, which had never been felt before.
Listening to Chen Yujia's complaining story, I heard that she had changed a lot, and I still remember that she was so strong before and would not cry easily, it can be said that Lu Ziyin has never seen Chen Yujia cry. Even when college broke up, she didn't cry, just looked at me stubbornly, and then asked lightly, "Why." ”
At that time, it was raining lightly, but it was sad and flowed into a river, and Lu Ziyin was also drenched in the rain and left without answering.
Lu Ziyin didn't know why he chose to break up, maybe it was a mistake between them from the beginning, prompting maybe it was just sympathy at first, not love.
Later, Lu Ziyin felt that there was no match between them, because after a long time, the novelty passed, and the heartbeat dissipated. Or after seeing the delicate flowers, the grass in his hand is thrown away.
The love of adults pays attention to your love and my wishes, and if one party withdraws, it is not love.
Lu Ziyin was the one who quit, remembering that day, the sky was very blue and the air was very fresh.
Lu Ziyin took a deep breath, hung up the chattering phone, and cleared the sad person out of his mind.
At night, Lu Ziyin looked out the window, the stars were still there, and the blurred light was fluttering. I remembered the appearance of Yu Jia innocently pointing to the stars on the college playground, under the same sky, when Yu Jia snuggled in my arms, soft.
Lu Ziyin couldn't sleep, so she rolled on the bed, and a figure lingered.
The weeds are overgrown, and the heart is infinitely troubled and distressed. It's not the way to escape, it's better to meet and recover some lost memories.
Lu Ziyin decided to go to see Chen Yujia, quickly got dressed, wrapped in a black windbreaker, and left the house, it was pitch black outside.
And at this time it was already the middle of the night, the moon was hanging high in the sky, faint light, inexplicable sadness, Lu Ziyin drove, speeding on the road, thinking that I don't know if she is still in that place. A touch of shadow, lingering.
The car arrived, stopped in front of an ordinary residential building, Lu Ziyin walked out of the car door, the whistling wind, the dim light of the street lamp, an ordinary small building, he was used to looking up, and found that there was someone on the roof of the building, it was a vague figure, a red dress, red blood, and in the cold moonlight, it was like a fairy in the sky.
Although Lu Ziyin has changed a lot, she still recognized her at a glance, afraid that she would be impulsive, broke the calm, and shouted hoarsely, "Chen Yujia, don't be impulsive, I am Lu Ziyin", the red-clothed figure upstairs was stunned for a while, turned his head, and soon disappeared.
The residential building seemed to be woken up, the lights of several houses were lit, and an uncle poked his head out, "Who hasn't slept so late, he's sick" and then more lights came on, and there was a chatter in the residential building, and then someone seemed to recognize Lu Ziyin, so he screamed loudly.
So more lights came on. "Lu Ziyin, I love you." "Lu Ziyin, I'm your fan" "Lu Ziyin".